My younger sis given birth her first child a boy on 24 Dec 2008 at about 8.30pm...but it is a very tense moment in my life. My sister admitted on Monday 22 th afternoon but due to her unstabil condition she had to undergo an operation... meaning had to wait two days after doctor try to induce but not succesful at the first day after she stabil .... they do the operation.
As the baby out of the operation room my sis not out yet...i think more than 3 hours waiting then...i don't how long but at last at 6am she sms that all ok....
I feel pity of my sister ... why women had to go through all this...work, do housework..and giving birth (which like loosing your life i suppose)....
I wish my sis always in good health and the son become "anak yang soleh" ....as grateful ...on how the mother had so much pain and difficulties to let him see this temporary world..amin.
Friday, December 26, 2008
Monday, December 15, 2008
My niece
Yesterday 14 Dec 2008, my neice got engaged. My my sis eldest daughter of her two daughters or my family eldest niece. I believe my sister feel really anxious. They got a canopy for the kenduri after Zohor and in the morning the majlis tunang.
The preparation kelam kabut sikit the day before and i also feel tired .....looking at all the messy things.... think can we go without all that... hantaran... room...relative ...ooohh....
My future nephew is an imam ke 3 masjid...haha..ok la..may be he not earned as much as my niece a dentist but ....in other part we can rely on him in other part... well to tell the truth it is a parents wants...my sis and bro in law ...match him with my niece ...since he taught al-quran... etc ....and as the youngest imam at age 28y really capture my sis heart...
My niece said it must be the best for her...since her parents said so...also they had been match and be friend since friend with him since 4th year so.... ok la she..said..
I just wondering she have not seen her future mother in law till now ....when i asked....she said do we need to.... i also dnt now...hmmm since i m not married yet...so can't tell but ....to me knowing the family of the future husband is importat.... coz my youngest sis get married the main reason she like her mother in law ....coz she was so soft ... my niece difff...
I think diff people have diff point of view....
The preparation kelam kabut sikit the day before and i also feel tired .....looking at all the messy things.... think can we go without all that... hantaran... room...relative ...ooohh....
My future nephew is an imam ke 3 masjid...haha..ok la..may be he not earned as much as my niece a dentist but ....in other part we can rely on him in other part... well to tell the truth it is a parents wants...my sis and bro in law ...match him with my niece ...since he taught al-quran... etc ....and as the youngest imam at age 28y really capture my sis heart...
My niece said it must be the best for her...since her parents said so...also they had been match and be friend since friend with him since 4th year so.... ok la she..said..
I just wondering she have not seen her future mother in law till now ....when i asked....she said do we need to.... i also dnt now...hmmm since i m not married yet...so can't tell but ....to me knowing the family of the future husband is importat.... coz my youngest sis get married the main reason she like her mother in law ....coz she was so soft ... my niece difff...
I think diff people have diff point of view....
Friday, December 5, 2008
Treasure Hunt 29-30 Nov 08
First time join treasure hunt..i feel its so fun and challenging. From KL to Cherating .... the best part never drive toPantai Timur before..
I and two of my collegue decide to join our orgz... treasure hunt since it our family day. Rather travel to east coast without nothing we want to have fun...hmmm its fun only that all the way your mind cracking to answer all those tricky question ....haha....
My friend had joint other Treasure hunt before so she help our team alot... thinking out of the box ....yes indeed...while driving my head ..thinking what....are nes cape... go/12 Oct ...12 oct.... busines.....
We are not rushing coz not our purpose just to have fun ...each time we figure out the anwer we laugh ...as loud as we can.... hahaha..... even we don't know its correct or not... along the highway..all awake ...nobody can sleep...
Past the toll Gambang ....if not mistaken .....start with the 25 core questions to answer we have to follow the tulip...and trip my car meter i think...
We are not expert so after reaching kuantan we tend to lost and turning there and here coz not reading the tulip in the correct way.... until 130pm still at Kuantan and ...worst ever i got a called from my tke from KL asking for stats.... i really tense that time i don't have the figures with me,... (my friend said do we really need to look for the figures...i also sometime confuse we all the critical call)...then of coz it really taken our mood to continue the hunt so we decide to stop looking at the shop and drive stright to Chearting...but non of us familiar with the route to chearting ... so ....
i stop twice asking people what is the right direction ....everybody feel so hungry we suppose to arrived at Cherating at 1.30 pm and if exceed that time the group will consider disqulified... so we just ok ....we are disqulified
We really fed up with the sign board ....we saw Impiana 45 KM later on we arrive at a junction then no more sign......which way to go....we lost again until reach pelabuhan Kuantan ....the tank begin to empty 2 bar...i don't know how far it can go...so we have to decide wther to turn back or go straight to look for petrol.
Later we decide to turn back and head to Kemaman..... luckly its the right direction ....we stop at petronas filled the tank and drive to Impian at about 3pm..... we just hope the lunch still there coz very hungray....
There are 4 treasure to buy but we know and bought only 2 items colgate and nut both correct coz ....we are really lost, and starving......also we think we are surely disqulified so my friend put the thing inside her handbag...we thought the "master/refree" was not there but..pity him he still wait for us to arrived ...so we still submit our answer and treasure..haha ..
And we are really thankful our ke still eating but ....unfortunetly he asked to sat and have lunch with him and his wife...so can't eat much ...protokol..hehe...we still starving ....the sambal belacan so pedas ...and the food not that tasty ... so before check in at suria we bought keropok lekor and satar...and eat it in our room.. that we reach at about 4pm..
I and two of my collegue decide to join our orgz... treasure hunt since it our family day. Rather travel to east coast without nothing we want to have fun...hmmm its fun only that all the way your mind cracking to answer all those tricky question ....haha....
My friend had joint other Treasure hunt before so she help our team alot... thinking out of the box ....yes indeed...while driving my head ..thinking what....are nes cape... go/12 Oct ...12 oct.... busines.....
We are not rushing coz not our purpose just to have fun ...each time we figure out the anwer we laugh ...as loud as we can.... hahaha..... even we don't know its correct or not... along the highway..all awake ...nobody can sleep...
Past the toll Gambang ....if not mistaken .....start with the 25 core questions to answer we have to follow the tulip...and trip my car meter i think...
We are not expert so after reaching kuantan we tend to lost and turning there and here coz not reading the tulip in the correct way.... until 130pm still at Kuantan and ...worst ever i got a called from my tke from KL asking for stats.... i really tense that time i don't have the figures with me,... (my friend said do we really need to look for the figures...i also sometime confuse we all the critical call)...then of coz it really taken our mood to continue the hunt so we decide to stop looking at the shop and drive stright to Chearting...but non of us familiar with the route to chearting ... so ....
i stop twice asking people what is the right direction ....everybody feel so hungry we suppose to arrived at Cherating at 1.30 pm and if exceed that time the group will consider disqulified... so we just ok ....we are disqulified
We really fed up with the sign board ....we saw Impiana 45 KM later on we arrive at a junction then no more sign......which way to go....we lost again until reach pelabuhan Kuantan ....the tank begin to empty 2 bar...i don't know how far it can go...so we have to decide wther to turn back or go straight to look for petrol.
Later we decide to turn back and head to Kemaman..... luckly its the right direction ....we stop at petronas filled the tank and drive to Impian at about 3pm..... we just hope the lunch still there coz very hungray....
There are 4 treasure to buy but we know and bought only 2 items colgate and nut both correct coz ....we are really lost, and starving......also we think we are surely disqulified so my friend put the thing inside her handbag...we thought the "master/refree" was not there but..pity him he still wait for us to arrived ...so we still submit our answer and treasure..haha ..
And we are really thankful our ke still eating but ....unfortunetly he asked to sat and have lunch with him and his wife...so can't eat much ...protokol..hehe...we still starving ....the sambal belacan so pedas ...and the food not that tasty ... so before check in at suria we bought keropok lekor and satar...and eat it in our room.. that we reach at about 4pm..
Canopy by the beach where we have lunch and dinner also the family day event
Everbody fall asleep coz tired ...then we go to the beach at about 6....but nobody at the beach and it rainy day...go back to the hotel...and watch movies until past seven..
about 7.45 we set for the dinner near the beach with others from the orgz... where we got sagu hati (5th place in treasure hunt)....we think can win the treaure hunt if we finish all the Q...
My friend said next time we should do better...hmmm i also we can at least be at the 2 or 3rd place.
That night not that lucky didnt get lucky draw but my friend got....
The next day early morning i wake up ealy as usual must see sun rise....before 7 i was at the beach...later on my two friends join me ...
What more fun after that at about 730 we join aerobic poco poco...near beach ....never dance before but i think i like it. the instructor taught us 4 steps ...we dance about 1 1/2 hour until ...9 am ...really feel good...
After that we went to our room ...clean our self pack up our thing and get our breakfast about 10am.... then about 11.30 we check out and drive to Teluk Chempedak. Before that buy keropok .....
After lepak at Teluk Chempedak... eat ice cream and fries at McDonald then we drove back to KL at about 3pm...not that far actually Kuantan and KL...we reach KL about 630..
This is the first time joint orgz family day... worth it...we work together and have fun together that calls a team...
really sweet memories .....thinking joining treasure hunt again....
Tuesday, November 25, 2008
Meeting old friends
You may not anti -social but sometimes ...really don't know what to talk about when friend want to meet you ...so what u should do... of course asked the other friend of yours what they do when meet an old friend...it seem... unrealistic but it happen...
What you do when meet old friend
-update the latest
-talk about past
-if you meet in group tag along with those who loves to talk
-go for lunch or have something to eat surely take times
-go for a movie (if you don't like it ...just reject but not to pretend)
..old friend...some may materialistic....must you drive an imported car to travel with them ....some anything things ok ....at least you have transport of your own to travel....
....some look ellegant some...look natural....some look "seksi" but not clear ...but it does...
... some say all okay ...but no action...some may seem quiet but take action...
... some that you really attracted ....nice to talk with but.... high taste...
alot to learn about human
What you do when meet old friend
-update the latest
-talk about past
-if you meet in group tag along with those who loves to talk
-go for lunch or have something to eat surely take times
-go for a movie (if you don't like it ...just reject but not to pretend)
..old friend...some may materialistic....must you drive an imported car to travel with them ....some anything things ok ....at least you have transport of your own to travel....
....some look ellegant some...look natural....some look "seksi" but not clear ...but it does...
... some say all okay ...but no action...some may seem quiet but take action...
... some that you really attracted ....nice to talk with but.... high taste...
alot to learn about human
Friday, November 7, 2008
Busy weekend
Last week start on Friday ....had to stay back late
Friday stay back till 10pm
start in the morning data available on system at about 9.00 am this month data received one day late it suppose to be on Thursday... DN called early morning to confirm when all the tables will be completed ... coz as usual our Ministry called for details .... i said at 2.30 ..meaning no lunch break for all. coz of team work all the tables ready at 2.30 and send to 22 floor meeting for all top management... along the meeting more stats requested ... for analysis that drag us to asked IT to extract from back end.... cannot finish just too many tables
Saturday 1 Nov. start at 10.30am till 10 pm ... prepare all the tables ... as we listed more than 50 addition table requested .... TA unit email the draft of analysis for us to upadate until .... latest figures... Next Q wish that IT can upload the data on the system for everyone.. to take note on this ... wasting time to do the table manually coz .... if the system was on..eveyone can extract themselve... but as usual... still we need to furnish the tables ....
birthday cake ...chocolate cheese cake...hmmm nice ... warmest hug and kisses
Sunday start work at 9.00 am till 3 pm .... we determine to come early today as trade anaysis (TA) unit came at 12 noon just like the previous day... we completed all the tables according to the write up given by TA unit last night ....then lets others tables to be done on Monday ... its not difficult but tidious ...we checked and comments on the write up e-mail TA unit and went back coz need rest ....coz wrong figures ...wrong analysis...
Monday stay back until 10 pm....early morning Dr call asked on re-export ....i m not expert but still have to answer ..... no one else to refer ... then press release commitee meeting which start at 11 am end up at about 1.30 noon.... got a very unexpected message form MOF.... so 2.30 pm meeting agin to forecast 2009...export..... i learn new things.... Dr .... have her way of forecasting... i like it... at about 5 pm .. the top management edited the analysis ...i was with them until 7.30 ...then replace with my collegue ...which she ...pity her coz pregnant but can't help other friend need to take lrt at 10 pm ....she end up stay back until 12 pm...her hubby fetch her ....
Tuesday stay back until 9pm ... prepare kit for top management.... don't why ..its drag until 9 pm...TA unit waiting for the tables to ...print out coz we ..stats unit only prepare for the top person only.... we'r tired ... preparing the tables... and making photocopy is not easy.... me and my two friends get stuck with the photocopy machines .....but not need to stress out coz we seldom make photocopy ... usual the support staf do it ... all gone back....
one of my friend think she find the best way of photocop but when i checked all was wrong ...so had to recopy and arrage back ..all mess up...at that point time can't blame anyone ...
as to cool down ....we go for solat maghrib ..and came back and re arrange all the tables in the white folder ... at last it completed ..TA Unit calls many times... we really fed up ...actually can't just they wait ...
after delivered the 3 folder competed and tables for themselves to photocopy we went back...
Wednesday... the big day .... i left my hp at home.... early morning DN called me ... asked what is d main contributer to EE product ..... there goes ....what i really afraid off.... question which likes the answer at our finger tips... still my answer was used as my immediate bos not around ... they seem to rely on me for answer... hmmm...must read a lot....
Start at 1210-speech end at 1230...pm Q&A gone smoothly .... a Q...how much will E&E decline in value in 2009 from 2008....
Everymonth we have to do press release and the analysis as well... but now there is an additional report ...which will be done by TA unit for every quarter ... for me it is just normal things only that i should be well prepare ....what question the top management will ask ... i should say that i have a good team now ... as to do an analysis ...u must have the stats... without them ....it will be not easy to come out with a complete report on time....
want to develope my own database as to start forecasting....for 2009
Friday stay back till 10pm
start in the morning data available on system at about 9.00 am this month data received one day late it suppose to be on Thursday... DN called early morning to confirm when all the tables will be completed ... coz as usual our Ministry called for details .... i said at 2.30 ..meaning no lunch break for all. coz of team work all the tables ready at 2.30 and send to 22 floor meeting for all top management... along the meeting more stats requested ... for analysis that drag us to asked IT to extract from back end.... cannot finish just too many tables
Saturday 1 Nov. start at 10.30am till 10 pm ... prepare all the tables ... as we listed more than 50 addition table requested .... TA unit email the draft of analysis for us to upadate until .... latest figures... Next Q wish that IT can upload the data on the system for everyone.. to take note on this ... wasting time to do the table manually coz .... if the system was on..eveyone can extract themselve... but as usual... still we need to furnish the tables ....
birthday cake ...chocolate cheese cake...hmmm nice ... warmest hug and kisses
Sunday start work at 9.00 am till 3 pm .... we determine to come early today as trade anaysis (TA) unit came at 12 noon just like the previous day... we completed all the tables according to the write up given by TA unit last night ....then lets others tables to be done on Monday ... its not difficult but tidious ...we checked and comments on the write up e-mail TA unit and went back coz need rest ....coz wrong figures ...wrong analysis...
Monday stay back until 10 pm....early morning Dr call asked on re-export ....i m not expert but still have to answer ..... no one else to refer ... then press release commitee meeting which start at 11 am end up at about 1.30 noon.... got a very unexpected message form MOF.... so 2.30 pm meeting agin to forecast 2009...export..... i learn new things.... Dr .... have her way of forecasting... i like it... at about 5 pm .. the top management edited the analysis ...i was with them until 7.30 ...then replace with my collegue ...which she ...pity her coz pregnant but can't help other friend need to take lrt at 10 pm ....she end up stay back until 12 pm...her hubby fetch her ....
Tuesday stay back until 9pm ... prepare kit for top management.... don't why ..its drag until 9 pm...TA unit waiting for the tables to ...print out coz we ..stats unit only prepare for the top person only.... we'r tired ... preparing the tables... and making photocopy is not easy.... me and my two friends get stuck with the photocopy machines .....but not need to stress out coz we seldom make photocopy ... usual the support staf do it ... all gone back....
one of my friend think she find the best way of photocop but when i checked all was wrong ...so had to recopy and arrage back ..all mess up...at that point time can't blame anyone ...
as to cool down ....we go for solat maghrib ..and came back and re arrange all the tables in the white folder ... at last it completed ..TA Unit calls many times... we really fed up ...actually can't just they wait ...
after delivered the 3 folder competed and tables for themselves to photocopy we went back...
Wednesday... the big day .... i left my hp at home.... early morning DN called me ... asked what is d main contributer to EE product ..... there goes ....what i really afraid off.... question which likes the answer at our finger tips... still my answer was used as my immediate bos not around ... they seem to rely on me for answer... hmmm...must read a lot....
Start at 1210-speech end at 1230...pm Q&A gone smoothly .... a Q...how much will E&E decline in value in 2009 from 2008....
Everymonth we have to do press release and the analysis as well... but now there is an additional report ...which will be done by TA unit for every quarter ... for me it is just normal things only that i should be well prepare ....what question the top management will ask ... i should say that i have a good team now ... as to do an analysis ...u must have the stats... without them ....it will be not easy to come out with a complete report on time....
want to develope my own database as to start forecasting....for 2009
Thursday, October 30, 2008
My monthly forecast
So sad ...my monthly forecast missed target... however wish the annual will near to the actual...
coz this is the end of Q3 ...so many be the trend still upward... but lets see the 4 Q may be not ..so coz the declining of world economic ...
coz this is the end of Q3 ...so many be the trend still upward... but lets see the 4 Q may be not ..so coz the declining of world economic ...
Wednesday, October 29, 2008
U are beautiful..
My friend forward me a powerpoint with this song....
must learn how to use ppt but i think the lyric of the song.. got words which was block by IT of my orgz ... hmmmm ...i just like the music
You'r beautiful
(james blunt)
My life is brilliant.
My love is pure.
I saw an angel.
Of that I'm sure.
She smiled at me on the subway.
She was with another man.
But I won't lose no sleep on that,
'Cause I've got a plan.
You're beautiful.
You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw you face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,'
Cause I'll never be with you.
Yeah, she caught my eye,As we walked on by.
She could see from my face that I was,Fucking high,
And I don't think that I'll see her again,
But we shared a moment that will last till the end.
You're beautiful.
You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw you face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you.
You're beautiful.
You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
There must be an angel with a smile on her face,
When she thought up that I should be with you.
But it's time to face the truth,
I will never be with you.
must learn how to use ppt but i think the lyric of the song.. got words which was block by IT of my orgz ... hmmmm ...i just like the music
You'r beautiful
(james blunt)
My life is brilliant.
My love is pure.
I saw an angel.
Of that I'm sure.
She smiled at me on the subway.
She was with another man.
But I won't lose no sleep on that,
'Cause I've got a plan.
You're beautiful.
You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw you face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,'
Cause I'll never be with you.
Yeah, she caught my eye,As we walked on by.
She could see from my face that I was,Fucking high,
And I don't think that I'll see her again,
But we shared a moment that will last till the end.
You're beautiful.
You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw you face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you.
You're beautiful.
You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
There must be an angel with a smile on her face,
When she thought up that I should be with you.
But it's time to face the truth,
I will never be with you.
Tuesday, October 28, 2008
Forecast
Last friday morning KH called me to see him... i just dn't like to be call by any of the top management ..
KH want me to forcast Malaysia's export for 2008...what ??? i said i can't ..i dnt know how to do... but still must to coz .... who else to be told to do...
I just said i try ... coz i never done it before.. he want it before lunch...the time too short ... i need time to study on how to do it... he said just do simple one ... using product sector ...u forecast for four month an then the whole year 2008... to include the falling of commodities prices for crude petrol and palm oil.. also e&e ...
it really a headache before lunch friday ...how u want to do it....but then i remember my previous director Dr Mike ... had done a simple forecast ...i help him to provide the stats ... so
what a bless ..after searching ..i found the files sent by Dr Mike to me ...as i had help him and for my future reference .... i am glad that i had a director like him... it was in the year 2000 when YB Minister asked him to forcast the export figures for 2000 .... this we call 3 thing u bring with u when u die ... doa anak yg soleh... harta yg disedekahkan and ilmu yang digunakan even u are not there....
so even Dr Mike already on "pencen' but the knowleadge he taught me ... still can be use now 2008..
using his excel file i expand the stat to the latest we forecast from the year 1993 monthly data ... result look ok 9.7% ..near to epu 9.3% but all this not considering other factors... i tried many method untill lunch time ...
that day we also having jamuan raya at 2pm BPS ...i can't go coz to complete the forcast ..
2.45 pm KH called to see the output... well i show him the 9.7% ...but he not satisfied coz not considering other factors he mentioned ... i had to redo and to see him on tuesday...
my cuti deepavali ....not fun at all coz of how i want to forecast...but still went to JB on saturday and come back to KL on Sunday midnight ...so tired my sister had bought a new house ...coner lot so big space ....and the kenduri ....just going smoothly ....she must have to spent a lot ..
Monday...got bad flu coz so tired and cannot open my laptop ...then after maghrib... i force myself to look at the forecast...need to give something new to KH ... how...how...
Then i do regression 'multiple regression " using SPSS ...i developed a model ....Y=a+bX1+bX2+bX3.. meaning export value will be influenc by time..price of crude petrol, palm oil..e&e ..data monthly from 2005 til aug 2008...
The output seems ok .... but still not confident coz this is too technical...anyway..must bring something to him...
Today 9am KH called to see the result again... waaaa....tension .... i show him the regresiion output ....he said i think .... dn't need a model ... but just an estimation...
Use the x by sector ..take the % for EE..CP ..PO as decline for 4 month and other stagnant....do it again and send to me in one hour ...
O dear one hour .... forget the model then he need just in excel... i do as he asked and see him at 2 pm.... he said this one is ok ...but i want others to be consider ..too...pls go through again...
i redo and try to estimate using my own judgment which product will up and down..for the next four month... then 5.30 pm....KH called want to see the result .... now he is satisfied ...not the only three he mentioned but i had put more ....
Don't know what he want to do with it but he put it in his write up...my estimation is aroud 10.8-10.9% so i told him to put growth for 2008 bet 10-11%.
Trully, the way it was done was not correct the basis is not strong ... i said to him many times ... we can't forcast but he said it just for my usage .... I just dn't understand ....but now i must try to develope a forcast model that ...i know there will be another person will asked me why u put it drop by 6% ....and etc....
There will be a meeting tomorrow chair by KE.... KH want me to attend .... if he talk about the estimate figure... i will be in trouble and should be prepare for more challenges work ....i think i want to escape but how...hmmmm...lets see 2morrow....
KH want me to forcast Malaysia's export for 2008...what ??? i said i can't ..i dnt know how to do... but still must to coz .... who else to be told to do...
I just said i try ... coz i never done it before.. he want it before lunch...the time too short ... i need time to study on how to do it... he said just do simple one ... using product sector ...u forecast for four month an then the whole year 2008... to include the falling of commodities prices for crude petrol and palm oil.. also e&e ...
it really a headache before lunch friday ...how u want to do it....but then i remember my previous director Dr Mike ... had done a simple forecast ...i help him to provide the stats ... so
what a bless ..after searching ..i found the files sent by Dr Mike to me ...as i had help him and for my future reference .... i am glad that i had a director like him... it was in the year 2000 when YB Minister asked him to forcast the export figures for 2000 .... this we call 3 thing u bring with u when u die ... doa anak yg soleh... harta yg disedekahkan and ilmu yang digunakan even u are not there....
so even Dr Mike already on "pencen' but the knowleadge he taught me ... still can be use now 2008..
using his excel file i expand the stat to the latest we forecast from the year 1993 monthly data ... result look ok 9.7% ..near to epu 9.3% but all this not considering other factors... i tried many method untill lunch time ...
that day we also having jamuan raya at 2pm BPS ...i can't go coz to complete the forcast ..
2.45 pm KH called to see the output... well i show him the 9.7% ...but he not satisfied coz not considering other factors he mentioned ... i had to redo and to see him on tuesday...
my cuti deepavali ....not fun at all coz of how i want to forecast...but still went to JB on saturday and come back to KL on Sunday midnight ...so tired my sister had bought a new house ...coner lot so big space ....and the kenduri ....just going smoothly ....she must have to spent a lot ..
Monday...got bad flu coz so tired and cannot open my laptop ...then after maghrib... i force myself to look at the forecast...need to give something new to KH ... how...how...
Then i do regression 'multiple regression " using SPSS ...i developed a model ....Y=a+bX1+bX2+bX3.. meaning export value will be influenc by time..price of crude petrol, palm oil..e&e ..data monthly from 2005 til aug 2008...
The output seems ok .... but still not confident coz this is too technical...anyway..must bring something to him...
Today 9am KH called to see the result again... waaaa....tension .... i show him the regresiion output ....he said i think .... dn't need a model ... but just an estimation...
Use the x by sector ..take the % for EE..CP ..PO as decline for 4 month and other stagnant....do it again and send to me in one hour ...
O dear one hour .... forget the model then he need just in excel... i do as he asked and see him at 2 pm.... he said this one is ok ...but i want others to be consider ..too...pls go through again...
i redo and try to estimate using my own judgment which product will up and down..for the next four month... then 5.30 pm....KH called want to see the result .... now he is satisfied ...not the only three he mentioned but i had put more ....
Don't know what he want to do with it but he put it in his write up...my estimation is aroud 10.8-10.9% so i told him to put growth for 2008 bet 10-11%.
Trully, the way it was done was not correct the basis is not strong ... i said to him many times ... we can't forcast but he said it just for my usage .... I just dn't understand ....but now i must try to develope a forcast model that ...i know there will be another person will asked me why u put it drop by 6% ....and etc....
There will be a meeting tomorrow chair by KE.... KH want me to attend .... if he talk about the estimate figure... i will be in trouble and should be prepare for more challenges work ....i think i want to escape but how...hmmmm...lets see 2morrow....
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
End my Puasa 6
Today is the last day of my puasa 6... hppy ...so much challenges but at last..
What i do today.... reach ofic at 730am... amend the letter to DOS as DN requested to include all agreed by both side in the letter and it should not be too long...muhibbah again...
next time easier just to see the person who want to sign the letter rather taken a week amend here and there then still...had to rewrite...
I completed rewrite the letter and went to see him at 9.00 but had til wait until 9.20 ..to get see him... he amend it straight away... i think to be somebody on the top u must think fast and can write well..
than at last complete the muhibbah things ..as the letter send to DOS...
then continue looking the factor analysis again... now i understand that when i study KP there is alot more that i didn learn...
last night sleep at 12pm.... its good do smothing u likes.... i think need to learn forecating .....
What i do today.... reach ofic at 730am... amend the letter to DOS as DN requested to include all agreed by both side in the letter and it should not be too long...muhibbah again...
next time easier just to see the person who want to sign the letter rather taken a week amend here and there then still...had to rewrite...
I completed rewrite the letter and went to see him at 9.00 but had til wait until 9.20 ..to get see him... he amend it straight away... i think to be somebody on the top u must think fast and can write well..
than at last complete the muhibbah things ..as the letter send to DOS...
then continue looking the factor analysis again... now i understand that when i study KP there is alot more that i didn learn...
last night sleep at 12pm.... its good do smothing u likes.... i think need to learn forecating .....
Monday, October 20, 2008
My last contribution
Last friday my MBA friend asked me to help her in doing her assignment... Researh method.. factor analysis..
She don't know how to use spss... and of course to intprete the data...
So today i send her the input but... as expected she need me to answer all the questions as well reasons ... Dr not taught the topic during the class only give a demo that so difficult to understand...
At first i dnt want to do for her... but since this is my favourite subject and when i took this paper in the fourth sem ... i do the analysis for my group members....meaning if i help her it will be the same situation that i do alone for my group...so i decide to help her ....even i dnt really know the topic so need to study back....
lets see the result...
She don't know how to use spss... and of course to intprete the data...
So today i send her the input but... as expected she need me to answer all the questions as well reasons ... Dr not taught the topic during the class only give a demo that so difficult to understand...
At first i dnt want to do for her... but since this is my favourite subject and when i took this paper in the fourth sem ... i do the analysis for my group members....meaning if i help her it will be the same situation that i do alone for my group...so i decide to help her ....even i dnt really know the topic so need to study back....
lets see the result...
Thursday, October 16, 2008
My MBA Friend
Yesterday i got very bad flu for d whole day ...and i m fasting too...Wednesday... dn't know why its so challenging to fast that day... my nose seem want to take off from my face ..my eyes so gatal... and what a headache... i want to break my fast but...feel teribble ...anyway i past the challenge and got one full day....pay . After maghrib still not ok take a pil then sleep...
I called my MBA friend just to motive her..exam is coming and as usual ..lecturer always make us panic with the list of topic to read for exam ...and presentation....
she said dn't know how to cope presentation and exam ten chap to read ... the sem will end early Nov 08 and will continue the new sem in also Nov08 ....
Another friend which extand one sem coz of given birth ...her third child also have to repeat the paper since now her baby got health problem so cannot leave d baby to take the examination ... Some time i pity her coz she work really hard but at the end must extend i think if her baby still not well she might extend one more sem ....
So so...now i m still looking at my result... hmmm what can i do with it.... still searching for the answer....
I called my MBA friend just to motive her..exam is coming and as usual ..lecturer always make us panic with the list of topic to read for exam ...and presentation....
she said dn't know how to cope presentation and exam ten chap to read ... the sem will end early Nov 08 and will continue the new sem in also Nov08 ....
Another friend which extand one sem coz of given birth ...her third child also have to repeat the paper since now her baby got health problem so cannot leave d baby to take the examination ... Some time i pity her coz she work really hard but at the end must extend i think if her baby still not well she might extend one more sem ....
So so...now i m still looking at my result... hmmm what can i do with it.... still searching for the answer....
New Carpet for my room
My sis bought a carpet ...RM200 to me its expensive unfortunetly its not match with her sofa...as usual asked me to buy...
since my house empty and pity her i bought from her with discount...but pay when got bonus in Dec ...
She asked me to put it at ruang tamu but.... i put it in my room...so tonight my room got new carpet but...i think d room look ugly with it ...coz its too big...anyway why should i put RM200 kat ruang tamu ... i should use for myself..
Eventhough it too big but ....it better to have carpet that is so soft and thick ...for alas time solat so more comfortable rather the older one which so nipis ....
since my house empty and pity her i bought from her with discount...but pay when got bonus in Dec ...
She asked me to put it at ruang tamu but.... i put it in my room...so tonight my room got new carpet but...i think d room look ugly with it ...coz its too big...anyway why should i put RM200 kat ruang tamu ... i should use for myself..
Eventhough it too big but ....it better to have carpet that is so soft and thick ...for alas time solat so more comfortable rather the older one which so nipis ....
Tuesday, October 14, 2008
Song
Sometimes i loves listen to music... sometimes i don't ...
Normally i will email song to friends ... not that good kan... but just to listen ..
Now li ike this song ...aku wanita by Siti Nurhaliza.. but one of my friend said don't like siti song...so i sent Bryan Adam ... Heaven.. then its ok
I think we malaysian loves to listen to english song rather bahasa
here is the Lyrics Heaven Bryan Adams
Oh - thinkin' about all our younger years
There was only you and me
We were young and wild and free
Now nothin' can take you away from me
We bin down that road before
But that's over now
You keep me comin' back for more
Baby you're all that I want
When you're lyin' here in my arms
I'm findin' it hard to believe
We're in heaven
And love is all that I need
And I found it there in your heart
It isn't too hard to see
We're in heaven
Oh - once in your life you find someone
Who will turn your world around
Bring you up when you're feelin' down
Ya - nothin' could change what you mean to me
Oh there's lots that I could say
But just hold me now
Cause our love will light the way
N' baby you're all that I want
When you're lyin' here in my arms
I'm findin' it hard to believe
We're in heavenAnd love is all that I need
And I found it there in your heart
It isn't too hard to see
We're in heaven
I've bin waitin' for so long
For something to arrive
For love to come along
Now our dreams are comin' true
Through the good times and the bad
Ya - I'll be standin' there by you
Normally i will email song to friends ... not that good kan... but just to listen ..
Now li ike this song ...aku wanita by Siti Nurhaliza.. but one of my friend said don't like siti song...so i sent Bryan Adam ... Heaven.. then its ok
I think we malaysian loves to listen to english song rather bahasa
here is the Lyrics Heaven Bryan Adams
Oh - thinkin' about all our younger years
There was only you and me
We were young and wild and free
Now nothin' can take you away from me
We bin down that road before
But that's over now
You keep me comin' back for more
Baby you're all that I want
When you're lyin' here in my arms
I'm findin' it hard to believe
We're in heaven
And love is all that I need
And I found it there in your heart
It isn't too hard to see
We're in heaven
Oh - once in your life you find someone
Who will turn your world around
Bring you up when you're feelin' down
Ya - nothin' could change what you mean to me
Oh there's lots that I could say
But just hold me now
Cause our love will light the way
N' baby you're all that I want
When you're lyin' here in my arms
I'm findin' it hard to believe
We're in heavenAnd love is all that I need
And I found it there in your heart
It isn't too hard to see
We're in heaven
I've bin waitin' for so long
For something to arrive
For love to come along
Now our dreams are comin' true
Through the good times and the bad
Ya - I'll be standin' there by you
Friday, October 10, 2008
PR work
Don't know why this week had to do PR work...stats and PR ...the gap is too big
But at least learnt something...DOS came to visit our CEO then i have to arranged for the event... never done before
i cant sleep last night waiting for this morning event.. asked Kak Puspa alot but still cannot manage well.... dn't know nowday how our PR work... passing work to others weired..
The weaknest of the this morning event
1. No gift for the visitor from CEO just goodies bag for everyone (everyone said it s drop our water face hehe... but to me it is an experince..even i already asked the PR why only goodies bag where is the gitft they said admn. only gave that... dnt know what they know'
2. The Powerpoint cannot be click... for detail ...the under line sentence should be can clik but it failed...i test it many times at my pc it work.. but when ceo cliks during the event it cannot pop out... (nxt time test it in the actual place and note book used during the event)..
3. The visitor came too earlie 915 all the top management was not there ...habit i guess late not puntual
...the food also must be checked ... ushering...etc
must do a check list...do agenda put in folder....
i just wondering why the young people now days take easy for everythings.. when i was a junior i had to do all the minutes and alway do evething coz my bos told me so... but today my bos seem quiet and let the junior .. be what they want... for the same work two of them do ... was done by me alone .... previously
not to say its unfair but just wondering ...what if they came earlier than me .... how will they act ..
But at least learnt something...DOS came to visit our CEO then i have to arranged for the event... never done before
i cant sleep last night waiting for this morning event.. asked Kak Puspa alot but still cannot manage well.... dn't know nowday how our PR work... passing work to others weired..
The weaknest of the this morning event
1. No gift for the visitor from CEO just goodies bag for everyone (everyone said it s drop our water face hehe... but to me it is an experince..even i already asked the PR why only goodies bag where is the gitft they said admn. only gave that... dnt know what they know'
2. The Powerpoint cannot be click... for detail ...the under line sentence should be can clik but it failed...i test it many times at my pc it work.. but when ceo cliks during the event it cannot pop out... (nxt time test it in the actual place and note book used during the event)..
3. The visitor came too earlie 915 all the top management was not there ...habit i guess late not puntual
...the food also must be checked ... ushering...etc
must do a check list...do agenda put in folder....
i just wondering why the young people now days take easy for everythings.. when i was a junior i had to do all the minutes and alway do evething coz my bos told me so... but today my bos seem quiet and let the junior .. be what they want... for the same work two of them do ... was done by me alone .... previously
not to say its unfair but just wondering ...what if they came earlier than me .... how will they act ..
Monday, October 6, 2008
Raya Aidil Fitri 2008
Raya ..just a norm days to me ever since my mom passed away 10 years ago..
But i like the last day of Ramadhan dn't know why ...cn't tell... but i feel happy... may be coz we masak2 at the last day and its remind me of how busy my late mom prepare the food to send to our relative ... bef this i always asked why must we sent food to them... but know we continue my mom did by...sending food to other relative at the last day of Ramadhan..
This year we cooked alot and received alot... we only cooke ketupat and lepat but we also have nasi impit and lemang (send by others)... a lot of food was wasted ...especially rendang ... first day raya my sis and bro bring them...but can't eat anymore... the next day basi..
I start working on the third day of raya so...not going out much just visit my granny at my aunt house and the 2nd raya back to Kl...but i m came back to kg on saturday so stay longer during ramadhan than raya... we repaint the house with the same old color..after 10 year ... the old house look nice after make up...
the feeling of hari raya during the chidhood is stronger... it full of dreams and alot2 of dreams..but when we reached that ..the feeling gone...
i learnt that "We must sentiasa bersyukur dengan anugerahNYA'
if we can't feel it...let create the feeling for others...
But i like the last day of Ramadhan dn't know why ...cn't tell... but i feel happy... may be coz we masak2 at the last day and its remind me of how busy my late mom prepare the food to send to our relative ... bef this i always asked why must we sent food to them... but know we continue my mom did by...sending food to other relative at the last day of Ramadhan..
This year we cooked alot and received alot... we only cooke ketupat and lepat but we also have nasi impit and lemang (send by others)... a lot of food was wasted ...especially rendang ... first day raya my sis and bro bring them...but can't eat anymore... the next day basi..
I start working on the third day of raya so...not going out much just visit my granny at my aunt house and the 2nd raya back to Kl...but i m came back to kg on saturday so stay longer during ramadhan than raya... we repaint the house with the same old color..after 10 year ... the old house look nice after make up...
the feeling of hari raya during the chidhood is stronger... it full of dreams and alot2 of dreams..but when we reached that ..the feeling gone...
i learnt that "We must sentiasa bersyukur dengan anugerahNYA'
if we can't feel it...let create the feeling for others...
Friday, September 19, 2008
Friday
Well today we have majlis berbuka puasa... so have to go back late. I feel the time seem too long.
Nothing much to write now...too lazy ...even to speak but in this fasting month i had tadarus until Juz 25 ... wish can complete by tommorrow mean for 30 Juz or may be Sunday coz.. on Friday i will be on leave for hari raya and will come back on 3 of hari raya to work.
I think this fasting month time goes so fast .... my habit like normal ... eat less though.. or maybe more ... rice night and morning...
i think i m fat ... i relize i got double chin...want to diet ... but friends say i'm thin... ???
Nothing much to write now...too lazy ...even to speak but in this fasting month i had tadarus until Juz 25 ... wish can complete by tommorrow mean for 30 Juz or may be Sunday coz.. on Friday i will be on leave for hari raya and will come back on 3 of hari raya to work.
I think this fasting month time goes so fast .... my habit like normal ... eat less though.. or maybe more ... rice night and morning...
i think i m fat ... i relize i got double chin...want to diet ... but friends say i'm thin... ???
Friday, August 22, 2008
Rainy Day
I'm going back late today 22 Aug, not bcoz of work but have to wait for my niece fr Malacca. She is the oldest niece ... my father oldest grandchild. She is a dentist ... just convo on 6 Aug 08 from UM. We'r ten year gap in term of age.... but we r just like friends, we are happy coz we convo at the same month i got my MBA and she got her first degree.
Yesterday is the funeral of my nephew my father second grandchild... my niece explain to me better in term of medical aspect, she said when a patient cannot stand the pain any more they will ask for operation so my nephew had decided what the best for him.
Out side the rain haven't stop....surely the road jem... i had to wait until 8pm ... wish at that time no more jem. In KL everyday jem.... especially at Pudu Raya. I told my niece to drive but her mother said no better take the bus. She already got her own car... if i was at her place i rather drive compare taking the bus (well public transport here not that effecient).
I had applied for another post at other organization using my MBA but the gred is lower. I want to learn new things, i believe my decision is correct... they will give salary nearest to the current salary hemmm ... so i think it ok. Lower gred with same salary and new task i think is ok. When u do new thing ur nobody...so u have to start from the scratch. I don't know whether they will call me for an interview but ... let it be... at least i had done what i wanted to do. I send the application yesterday after .....lost in Ampang ...21 Aug 2008 with my father.
In 2006 ... i had try to send the application for the same post at the same orgz...but my director hold the letter. But now in new division i got my own freedom to decide what i want... if i get i will go but if not... lets take it as experience after 10 years working here ... the same things ... life seem meaningless.
Yesterday is the funeral of my nephew my father second grandchild... my niece explain to me better in term of medical aspect, she said when a patient cannot stand the pain any more they will ask for operation so my nephew had decided what the best for him.
Out side the rain haven't stop....surely the road jem... i had to wait until 8pm ... wish at that time no more jem. In KL everyday jem.... especially at Pudu Raya. I told my niece to drive but her mother said no better take the bus. She already got her own car... if i was at her place i rather drive compare taking the bus (well public transport here not that effecient).
I had applied for another post at other organization using my MBA but the gred is lower. I want to learn new things, i believe my decision is correct... they will give salary nearest to the current salary hemmm ... so i think it ok. Lower gred with same salary and new task i think is ok. When u do new thing ur nobody...so u have to start from the scratch. I don't know whether they will call me for an interview but ... let it be... at least i had done what i wanted to do. I send the application yesterday after .....lost in Ampang ...21 Aug 2008 with my father.
In 2006 ... i had try to send the application for the same post at the same orgz...but my director hold the letter. But now in new division i got my own freedom to decide what i want... if i get i will go but if not... lets take it as experience after 10 years working here ... the same things ... life seem meaningless.
Thursday, August 21, 2008
MY Nephew
Today 20 August 2008, my nephew (the eldest) passed away because of cancer (brain). He had undergo an operation on Friday 15 Aug and coma until today after magrahib about 8pm. The heart stop beating so the doctor take out all the alat pernafasan. At that time me, my youngest sister, my second sister and his mother (third sis) go for Maghrib prayer then we read Yassin. About 8pm his mother went up ( 5 floor Ward 4-HUKM) she said mamat already pass away. We said no the nurse is cleaning his bed. Then we wait until the nurse finish doing something at my nephew bed that closed using the curtain.
When the nurse came out , The nurse said yes my nephew had passed away around 8pm, his heart stop beating so they get the clearence from the doctor to remove all the life saving equipment. I was stunned ...but the doctor already agreed to take off the bantuan pernafasan on Friday if my nephew did not respond. The doctor already said on saturday that they can't do anything to help my nephew coz the cancer already spread in his brain.
At age of 22 my nephew ended his journey in this temporary life. I did not cried i just baca yassin as many times as i can while waiting for the jenazah to be send home.
I write this as i came back from the HUKM arrived at about 12 midnight. I feel so tired but cannot sleep. Tommorrow after zohor they will buried him at Ampang cementary. Tonight his father take the jenazah to surau near their house.
To recall on what happen, if u have child do take care of them, give them loves. Let them feel appreciate and parents should not argue and try to avoid separation/divorce coz this will effect the children. Be a role model to ur children not to burden them with ur problem.
I pity my nephew sometime but now i don't know coz Allah always give the best to his HambaNYA.
I think father is the most important person in a family there for marrying the wrong man surely will not just give bad impact to yourself but the most pity person is your children. if the father is not faithful and did not perform what ALLAH or follow Al-Quran and Al-Sunnah... most prob. the family will failed and the cildren will suffer.
I will always remember my nephew since he is the second grandchildren in our family...I pray that Allah will place my nephew in the best place there...Al-Fatihah.
When the nurse came out , The nurse said yes my nephew had passed away around 8pm, his heart stop beating so they get the clearence from the doctor to remove all the life saving equipment. I was stunned ...but the doctor already agreed to take off the bantuan pernafasan on Friday if my nephew did not respond. The doctor already said on saturday that they can't do anything to help my nephew coz the cancer already spread in his brain.
At age of 22 my nephew ended his journey in this temporary life. I did not cried i just baca yassin as many times as i can while waiting for the jenazah to be send home.
I write this as i came back from the HUKM arrived at about 12 midnight. I feel so tired but cannot sleep. Tommorrow after zohor they will buried him at Ampang cementary. Tonight his father take the jenazah to surau near their house.
To recall on what happen, if u have child do take care of them, give them loves. Let them feel appreciate and parents should not argue and try to avoid separation/divorce coz this will effect the children. Be a role model to ur children not to burden them with ur problem.
I pity my nephew sometime but now i don't know coz Allah always give the best to his HambaNYA.
I think father is the most important person in a family there for marrying the wrong man surely will not just give bad impact to yourself but the most pity person is your children. if the father is not faithful and did not perform what ALLAH or follow Al-Quran and Al-Sunnah... most prob. the family will failed and the cildren will suffer.
I will always remember my nephew since he is the second grandchildren in our family...I pray that Allah will place my nephew in the best place there...Al-Fatihah.
Tuesday, August 19, 2008
Penang Kedah n Perlis
Thanks to my friend now... i can say to others that i had visited all the states in Peninsular Malaysia... till now the three states above i haven't visit until on Friday 15 August 08. It was my first time driving to Penang. I really looking forward to it and alhamdulliah it was a nice journey only that i still not reach Langkawi ( i really want to go).
Photo of Penang from the ferry
On 15 aug... i start travel at 8.00 am reach penang around 2 pm..we took ferry ( first time nailk ferry hehehe kelakar) my friend said i'm jack (stand for jakun). I always said i'm not coz i had visited Spain, Swizerland, UK and Australia... hehehe....i went there becuse the orgz send me.. if not tak mungkin le.. But u cannot pretend to be not jack coz it is ur first time went to a certain place .... so alot of stupid questions ....come out from my mouth that make me look so jack.
Part of the place... sea view so nice to take a walk
Reach Penang we have lunch at Danau Kota (if not mistaken) my friend said it is a famous place to eat in Penang. Then about 4 we countinue travel to Kedah. We took the Penang Bridge. Arrived at my friend granny house arount 5.30pm in Jitra (if not mistaken) stay a night there. Then at about 930 am , 16 Aug we travel to Padang Besar Perlis. We travel tru Chuping ...wow the scenery so beautiful unfortunately i can't take the photo coz driving.
After that we visit Taman Ular at Batu Pahat Perlis. I didn't go coz i don't like snake so i just wait out side and take aride on the kereta kuda. It my first time too... taking a short stoll on the kereta kuda .. then we went to viist Taman Herba.. i bought Teh misai kucing the place close at 5.30 pm then we straight to the homestay at Kangar.. nice house got 3 room and clean.
We went there in a group 3 cars so full house. That night we eat sea food at also cannot remember the place but it is where u take the ferry to Langkawi....my friend said the seafood there was famous but since i can't eat certain seafood i just eat fish and shell..
17 Aug 08, I wake up early morning and drive to the nearest sawah padi... i had fall in love with Kangar coz of the sawah padi i took photos of the scenery and listen to sound it was so peaceful... iwish to buy a land there ... where i can built my house soround with sawah padi ... bestnya ...insyallah
At about 9.40 am we went to the store at Kangar to buy the wedding present and i ate ais kacang and mee goreng at one of the stall there. At 1.30 everybody went to the weeding house but not me coz so sleepy. We pack up our things at 3pm and dive back to KL. Before that we went to Alor Setar and go to this Pekan Rabu....the famous pekan i think pasar in Kedah...also saw tun Mahathir previous clinic MAHA... we travel back and arrived home at 12.30 midnight.
The journey back not so nice coz at night u can't see anything and so sleepy that we have to stop at Tapah R&R eat at Shalala Cafe (expensive nasi lemak rm 6 n cofee rm5+)coz too many people at the R&R at that time so at least i can close my eyes while eating.
Well i wish to visit Langkawi don't know when... i think i m still jack if ...as a malaysian i still not visit Langkawi and Cameron Highands... these two place always on my mind. Also to drive to Pantai Timur before this my friend drive.... i m just the passanger so i wish i can drive by myself there...
Wednesday, August 13, 2008
Convocation MBA
Today Wednesday, 13 Aug 2008...my convocations day. I came late about 815 am everbody was there but still not yet enter the Dectar. So i still have time stand among all the graduates to chit chat and wait about 15 minutes outside the hall before the event start at 8.30am.
I sat between Ku and Ziham.. well at last only three of us graduate at the same time and register at the same time.aslo Fendi.. Normally in class we also chit chat alot and have the same subject all the semester.
The feeling is different when u received ur first degree, Ziham agreed with me. In Master level the feeling of happiness not that much compared during ur first degree. Moreover, when not everyone in you kohot graduate together.
From the first sem. i and three of my friends was in the same group for every subject however now only me and ziham graduate. Ct cannot convo because she got result below B for her financial paper and have to repeat and dalina extend coz. she is pregnant her second child so take break on the second sem. Others all extend... bec. drop paper during the sem.
Anyway, if u r really following the shedual, u will be graduating at the time that was set for u. Our for example our final exam end end of june 08 and graduate at August 08 just waiting 2 month less but others seem not that particular about that, they was left behind and will graduate next year august 2009 even completed their study on Nov 08. I think it is a waste of time, one year extra , as we should completed the study in 2 years 2006-2008.
My sister and father came for my convocation others cannot coz have to work. I really missed my late mother as she was there ten years ago...eventhough at that time she was so weak coz can't walk properly coz got stroke half of her body and do dialysis every three days. I believed if my mom still here she will be happy for me and wish me to further my study until i really satisfied ....
I will always remember My mom said " study hard coz only education can help me turn to be a succesful person coz she had nothing to left for me" .May Allah bless my late mother..Al Fatihah.
I sat between Ku and Ziham.. well at last only three of us graduate at the same time and register at the same time.aslo Fendi.. Normally in class we also chit chat alot and have the same subject all the semester.
The feeling is different when u received ur first degree, Ziham agreed with me. In Master level the feeling of happiness not that much compared during ur first degree. Moreover, when not everyone in you kohot graduate together.
From the first sem. i and three of my friends was in the same group for every subject however now only me and ziham graduate. Ct cannot convo because she got result below B for her financial paper and have to repeat and dalina extend coz. she is pregnant her second child so take break on the second sem. Others all extend... bec. drop paper during the sem.
Anyway, if u r really following the shedual, u will be graduating at the time that was set for u. Our for example our final exam end end of june 08 and graduate at August 08 just waiting 2 month less but others seem not that particular about that, they was left behind and will graduate next year august 2009 even completed their study on Nov 08. I think it is a waste of time, one year extra , as we should completed the study in 2 years 2006-2008.
My sister and father came for my convocation others cannot coz have to work. I really missed my late mother as she was there ten years ago...eventhough at that time she was so weak coz can't walk properly coz got stroke half of her body and do dialysis every three days. I believed if my mom still here she will be happy for me and wish me to further my study until i really satisfied ....
I will always remember My mom said " study hard coz only education can help me turn to be a succesful person coz she had nothing to left for me" .May Allah bless my late mother..Al Fatihah.
Thursday, August 7, 2008
PTK Fobia
It already a week... my ptk will last on Friday ..
Taubat cannot attend it anymore .... for first three days ptk i had fever . I told them that i could not take part 2 (public speaking), pengucapan umum and tugasan presentation. But the facilitator said imagine you had to do work for the minister and you fall sick can u tell him/her that ur sick and cannot do it as the event will be tomorrow. One more he said if you want to be the top person in the organization you can't fall sick (not too lembik)...
My public speaking and ucapan umum was bad i think worst than my previous ptk.. i think i will still get aras 3. But i won't repeat it....
Now at 12 30 midnight i still stay up coz have done nothing for my last tugasan which we must present it to the refree on Friday i got number 5 so my turn must be at 10am....tonight must do the first draft with full anaylysis
the instructor told me to to ratio... he just don't understand that our nature of job.
My instructor always say ..."are you with me"... mind mapping "i got 5 degree -chemical, acct, finance, management" .... other one cannot remmember' i think he loves to say he is the best...hemmmm
Taubat cannot attend it anymore .... for first three days ptk i had fever . I told them that i could not take part 2 (public speaking), pengucapan umum and tugasan presentation. But the facilitator said imagine you had to do work for the minister and you fall sick can u tell him/her that ur sick and cannot do it as the event will be tomorrow. One more he said if you want to be the top person in the organization you can't fall sick (not too lembik)...
My public speaking and ucapan umum was bad i think worst than my previous ptk.. i think i will still get aras 3. But i won't repeat it....
Now at 12 30 midnight i still stay up coz have done nothing for my last tugasan which we must present it to the refree on Friday i got number 5 so my turn must be at 10am....tonight must do the first draft with full anaylysis
the instructor told me to to ratio... he just don't understand that our nature of job.
My instructor always say ..."are you with me"... mind mapping "i got 5 degree -chemical, acct, finance, management" .... other one cannot remmember' i think he loves to say he is the best...hemmmm
Tuesday, July 29, 2008
PTK
Now i feel in pain .... coz thinking about PTK make my life full of emotion of the previous PTK i experience.
what i cannot forget is when time to present our report... i having my breakfast at that moring and my friend told me that my turn will be earlier coz the previous day most canidate had presented theirs... at that time my ppt not yet complete.... i rush to my room and all the things that i ate during the breakfast out from my stomach...
what i cannot forget is when time to present our report... i having my breakfast at that moring and my friend told me that my turn will be earlier coz the previous day most canidate had presented theirs... at that time my ppt not yet complete.... i rush to my room and all the things that i ate during the breakfast out from my stomach...
Friday, July 18, 2008
INTAN
Start Research Method on 15-28 July 2008. Today is the fourth day , till now still don know what i learn.... it just a revise of research method subject i sit on my fourth sem in UKM.
But here is difference because the lecturer is very experience and most of the knowledge is based on his reading ... today
first day ... learn what is research
Today 22 July... we have new lecturer this week... i think i had lost what the lecturer want to teach us... most of our time spending on talking among ourself... the lecturer only teach for the first 2 hours less than. after that we have to work on our own project ( group project) ...
i do learn something new but not really new ... kind of bored now... let see how will be tommorrow....
well today 23 July 08 ..we learn research design about 2 hours take break no already 11 am class not start ... bored ...bored ...
i wish to learn new things but still.... not that good...new instructor i believed... last week the class quiet interesting... however this week so bored....
today 24 July , lectur only in the morning while in the afternoon only discusion...
not much ... we talk about utlize the bed ... not my scope of area...don't understand .. luckly we have lecturer from ... politec who can understand what one of our member talk about... the source of information ...
i think the class is more on social networking... because there is alot of time for us to chat... as usual i not my norm.. one of my freind said ... i like to look down on other ... i must really change that attidue..(why?) its seems like i had follow my boss footstep.. and absorb her behavior.
I need really class... i like to work alone ... and feel impatient of other ... really bad attitude haha...
What to to?
i really lost ... may be i can come out with my proposal... my own one...
Yesterday 28 July .... the last day we present our proposal... in my point of view ours was not correct... quality should be measured by how perceive the services but...and survey is the best method.. but ours we use only secondary data...
i still not clear of what we are doing however the other seem understand ... i can't speak much coz ...
As such it already ended ... i like the lectur part but not the group work coz it seem .... i m in blur ..
Anyway it an experience and i understand more about research method... this is the third time i took the course first time during my first degree ... wajib fakulti... then in MBA... just elektif ... and this one... i gain the best when i do it in MBA coz .. i learn about Analysis Factor ... in my first degree regression and modelling which i used to do my final year project. ..
Actually i really wish in INTAN we could come with the survey question coz never done before... well .... it past. May be i will learn it in the future course.
Well, my group in INTAN were akmar, Fara, Kak Norsiah, and shahlihin... good memories though... also kak basamawati, nadia, mazurah, tini ... other cannot remember.. coz i just sit at my place most of the time and not socialize..
not to forget Mdm Ho is my immediate boss batch in UKM .... she is very difference from my bos.. she is kind
But here is difference because the lecturer is very experience and most of the knowledge is based on his reading ... today
first day ... learn what is research
Today 22 July... we have new lecturer this week... i think i had lost what the lecturer want to teach us... most of our time spending on talking among ourself... the lecturer only teach for the first 2 hours less than. after that we have to work on our own project ( group project) ...
i do learn something new but not really new ... kind of bored now... let see how will be tommorrow....
well today 23 July 08 ..we learn research design about 2 hours take break no already 11 am class not start ... bored ...bored ...
i wish to learn new things but still.... not that good...new instructor i believed... last week the class quiet interesting... however this week so bored....
today 24 July , lectur only in the morning while in the afternoon only discusion...
not much ... we talk about utlize the bed ... not my scope of area...don't understand .. luckly we have lecturer from ... politec who can understand what one of our member talk about... the source of information ...
i think the class is more on social networking... because there is alot of time for us to chat... as usual i not my norm.. one of my freind said ... i like to look down on other ... i must really change that attidue..(why?) its seems like i had follow my boss footstep.. and absorb her behavior.
I need really class... i like to work alone ... and feel impatient of other ... really bad attitude haha...
What to to?
i really lost ... may be i can come out with my proposal... my own one...
Yesterday 28 July .... the last day we present our proposal... in my point of view ours was not correct... quality should be measured by how perceive the services but...and survey is the best method.. but ours we use only secondary data...
i still not clear of what we are doing however the other seem understand ... i can't speak much coz ...
As such it already ended ... i like the lectur part but not the group work coz it seem .... i m in blur ..
Anyway it an experience and i understand more about research method... this is the third time i took the course first time during my first degree ... wajib fakulti... then in MBA... just elektif ... and this one... i gain the best when i do it in MBA coz .. i learn about Analysis Factor ... in my first degree regression and modelling which i used to do my final year project. ..
Actually i really wish in INTAN we could come with the survey question coz never done before... well .... it past. May be i will learn it in the future course.
Well, my group in INTAN were akmar, Fara, Kak Norsiah, and shahlihin... good memories though... also kak basamawati, nadia, mazurah, tini ... other cannot remember.. coz i just sit at my place most of the time and not socialize..
not to forget Mdm Ho is my immediate boss batch in UKM .... she is very difference from my bos.. she is kind
Friday, July 11, 2008
For my Dear Friends
Looking at your face make me feel sad. Why ? there is no more light. Why? I can't tell, but i wish that u not forgetting to take wuduk 5 times a day. No matter how busy u r, how high is ur position, who are ur frirends, where are u are at that moment. Means no excuse. This because take 15 minutes of ur time every five times a day to be grateful to ALLAH of what u are today is more important as u don't know when u will be invited to join others who don't have the chance to do what was told to perform when they are in this world. If you love somebody, love them like u love yourself. May Allah Bless Us Always.
Sometime it is difficult to say something that relate to Rukun Islam yang Lima to your friend.... u don't want to hurt their feeling... but if we rethink ...
As a friend if you know that your friend had changed to be somebody who not same as u knew before after get promoted....
To me as a friend i should tell what is wrong especially....because your friend seem happy with her life now... but this life now ...only temporary... the permanent is there not here...
If you want to be happy here and there ... is not that though... ur in high position and at the same time do what Allah want u to do... you gain both...
If you take 15 minutes of ur time for solat each 5 time a day.. u actually give your soul a rest from whatever misrebale or thing about this world ... then continue working... it will balance your life and your soul... or what we call IQ and EQ...
Thursday, July 10, 2008
MBA's Result
After so tension waiting for the final result ....at last today it came out i got B+ for HRM...haha 3 hours reading and vry bad presentation of CCLadder in clas..i think ok la... i always get B+ for paper like this management ....
SM i got A- also grateful... last minutes work and CB also A- (this one i wish it can turn to A coz i work hard for the project paper ) but i think it more based on the the exam ...not doing good reading one day before exam from 8am-7pm .... as usual la.. i don't like to read... that is my problem after 30 minutes surely my mind already out of the topic...
Overall result well not that ok but for me i m grateful coz i can complete the programme on time and don't have result below B. Thinking to further study ...where can i get th $$$ .....
In this world sometime there is people who are lucky ... my friend got A with less of work but the others who work so hard only get less than them... i think that the worst result my freind get for overall sem. coz she the anchor of our group since first sem....she is an A's student.
Well, that what we call rezeki, jodoh dan maut itu ditangan tuhan....
For me my result still in upward trend even not reach what i want need 0.06....some said u need to get 3.5 to do your PHD...hemmm others said .... just pass MBA u can further study don't know ...
SM i got A- also grateful... last minutes work and CB also A- (this one i wish it can turn to A coz i work hard for the project paper ) but i think it more based on the the exam ...not doing good reading one day before exam from 8am-7pm .... as usual la.. i don't like to read... that is my problem after 30 minutes surely my mind already out of the topic...
Overall result well not that ok but for me i m grateful coz i can complete the programme on time and don't have result below B. Thinking to further study ...where can i get th $$$ .....
In this world sometime there is people who are lucky ... my friend got A with less of work but the others who work so hard only get less than them... i think that the worst result my freind get for overall sem. coz she the anchor of our group since first sem....she is an A's student.
Well, that what we call rezeki, jodoh dan maut itu ditangan tuhan....
For me my result still in upward trend even not reach what i want need 0.06....some said u need to get 3.5 to do your PHD...hemmm others said .... just pass MBA u can further study don't know ...
Tuesday, July 8, 2008
Bila Allah cepat makbulkan Doamu
Bila Allah cepat makbulkan Doamu, Maka DIA Menyayangimu,
Bila DIA Lambat Makbulkan doamu, Maka DIA Ingin Mengujimu,
Bila DIA Tidak Makbulkan Doamu, Maka Dia Merancang Sesuatu Yang lebih Baik Untukmu.
Oleh itu, Sentiasalah Bersangka Baik Pada ALLAH Dalam Apa Jua Keadaan Pun... Kerana Kasih sayang ALLAH Itu Mendahului KemurkaanNya. ."
Thursday, July 3, 2008
Ayat -Ayat Al-Quran Untuk Diamalkan
aYAT2 AL QURAN UNTUK DIAMALKAN
Untuk elak suami/isteri dan anak2 bergaduh
Surah Al Baqarah - Ayat 102
Anak2 pandai belajar
Surah Al Anbiyaa ' - Ayat 79
Anak2 lembut hati/ elak panas baran
Surah Al Anbiyaa - Ayat 69,
Surah Al Hasyr - Ayat 22-24
Anak2 malas sekolah
Surah Toha ayat 1-5
Supaya Suami tak kawin lain
Surah Toha - Ayat 39 - mula dari tanda Jim kecil
Ayat pendinding
Ayat akhir surah At Taubah
Bg anak2 yg suka keluar malam
Surah Ar Ruum Ayat 31. Baca 33x
Untuk jadi pendinding rumah
Surah Al Baqarah dibaca & tiup pd air , dan semburkan keliling rumah
From Ku's email
Untuk elak suami/isteri dan anak2 bergaduh
Surah Al Baqarah - Ayat 102
Anak2 pandai belajar
Surah Al Anbiyaa ' - Ayat 79
Anak2 lembut hati/ elak panas baran
Surah Al Anbiyaa - Ayat 69,
Surah Al Hasyr - Ayat 22-24
Anak2 malas sekolah
Surah Toha ayat 1-5
Supaya Suami tak kawin lain
Surah Toha - Ayat 39 - mula dari tanda Jim kecil
Ayat pendinding
Ayat akhir surah At Taubah
Bg anak2 yg suka keluar malam
Surah Ar Ruum Ayat 31. Baca 33x
Untuk jadi pendinding rumah
Surah Al Baqarah dibaca & tiup pd air , dan semburkan keliling rumah
From Ku's email
The moment you are in tension
The moment you are in tension
You will lose your attention
Then you are in total confusion
and you’ll feel irritation
Then you’ll spoil personal relation
Ultimately, you won’t get co-operation
Then you’ll make things complication
Then your BP may also rise caution
And you may have to take medication
Instead, understand the situation
And try to think about the solution
Many problems will be solved by discussion
Which will work out better in your profession
Don’t think it’s my free suggestion
It is only for your prevention
If you understand my intention
You’ll never come again to tension !!!
You will lose your attention
Then you are in total confusion
and you’ll feel irritation
Then you’ll spoil personal relation
Ultimately, you won’t get co-operation
Then you’ll make things complication
Then your BP may also rise caution
And you may have to take medication
Instead, understand the situation
And try to think about the solution
Many problems will be solved by discussion
Which will work out better in your profession
Don’t think it’s my free suggestion
It is only for your prevention
If you understand my intention
You’ll never come again to tension !!!
Tuesday, July 1, 2008
My Director
We just attend a farewell lunch for my director. I feel sad coz she have to leave the divison
I remember in Startegic Management Prof said that...A good leader is the one who follows.
"A good leader is the one who always listen". ....To me my director " is the best leader i have ever work with since i joined the organization. Thank you so much for making my life happier eventhough it is just for a short period...
A leader cannot be emotional ... if you take the leader ..the followers will have no direction ...
In 2000 i was once thrown out from my Unit by my small boss... i feel so depress but my director (not this one) at that time float me to do other job... till one day my boss asked me to join back the unit... i feel so weak at that time ...when she throw me out... my world seem meaningless just like .... everything gone... I am so depress..and later on i got a symptom that i seem will give impact to my future..
I was under medication later on they called it young hypertention ... i lost my vision for about 15 minutes..and had to undergo a lot of test ....such as eye test, MRI-for brain , for heart (ECG-scanning).. the Dr afraid that i had blood cloth (darah beku) so they gave me pill to cairkan my blood.
After about more than six months test here and there i am ok ... Dr. said hope it only once in my life time.
I wish that my director will always be brave not to fall sick like me ... in a big organization like i work now people seem to only accept the person like them... not talk too much... well ...in it all about culture.... work culture.... if you cannot accept my work culture ...then get out...
I'm not in mood to work today... wish tomorrow will be better for everyone...
I remember in Startegic Management Prof said that...A good leader is the one who follows.
"A good leader is the one who always listen". ....To me my director " is the best leader i have ever work with since i joined the organization. Thank you so much for making my life happier eventhough it is just for a short period...
A leader cannot be emotional ... if you take the leader ..the followers will have no direction ...
In 2000 i was once thrown out from my Unit by my small boss... i feel so depress but my director (not this one) at that time float me to do other job... till one day my boss asked me to join back the unit... i feel so weak at that time ...when she throw me out... my world seem meaningless just like .... everything gone... I am so depress..and later on i got a symptom that i seem will give impact to my future..
I was under medication later on they called it young hypertention ... i lost my vision for about 15 minutes..and had to undergo a lot of test ....such as eye test, MRI-for brain , for heart (ECG-scanning).. the Dr afraid that i had blood cloth (darah beku) so they gave me pill to cairkan my blood.
After about more than six months test here and there i am ok ... Dr. said hope it only once in my life time.
I wish that my director will always be brave not to fall sick like me ... in a big organization like i work now people seem to only accept the person like them... not talk too much... well ...in it all about culture.... work culture.... if you cannot accept my work culture ...then get out...
I'm not in mood to work today... wish tomorrow will be better for everyone...
My Friend is a lecturer
I think it is not easy to be a mother, a lecturer, a sudent and a wife...
see the photo of my friend.... she is the one ...but she is cool....
Guess this is my friend daughter ... second child.... so cute Zulfa
Friday, June 27, 2008
MBA-Last Day
I completed my MBA yesterday 26 Jun 2008, last paper HRM. I think the worst paper i attend coz i never open the book before and i read it 3 before exam start at 8 -10pm (why... last minutes work... finish startegy management asgmnt at 3.30pm email to ziham to compile). Luckly, Dalina explain on each topic before exam then i just macam biasa goreng hangus. My prof had said surah Al-Fathir if we teach other we will gain more and understand more.
Back i start my day on 26 Jun at 730 already at PKP UKM. I stay at class room 1.11 and about 9.30 Zila came. Out of all my friend, i don't why she the one who I spend my last day at UKM. She come to study for her fiance exam tonight and I of course completing my assigment on Strategic Management. I feel so happy she was there that day, if not I will alone in the class room.Thanks Zila.
All this week start last Friday 20 June-26 June taking my annual leave, I work so hard finishing all the assigment. PKP had become my second home i get out from house at 7.00am and came back almost 12pm... start on friday completing CB ppt came back at 11.45 pm, present on saturday 21, morning at 9am class start and end at 3.00 pm. Start my HRM the whole night and do individual ppt at 8.30 am on Sunday 22, class end at 4pm. Last asigmnt is role play... Dr Ayu said not sucessful play. end class at 4.30pm came back start with indvidual Case study for strategic send on Monday 23, night. The whole morning completing the assgment 20% and that nigt last class for Strategy. Came back at 10.30 ...
Early morning (Tuesdsay24) go to class at 9.00 very bad traffic reach class at 10... i and ziham start to do report for CB until 11.00pm, its completed and we go back. The next morning (Wednesday 25) read CB exam at 8.30 end at 10.30 pm submit CB group report. The next morning of course the last day 26 June...
Not all of us gradute at the same time (this year) so i feel happy and the same time sad coz the sweet memories along this 2 years with all my friends. Out of 23 from kohot 20, half of us will be graduate this year me, ziham, ct zu, ku, fendy, en mat, izat, kak limah, -from mba eks and kak jo, shah, en rifin and his wife from mba-fi . Graduate next year mba eks -dalina, noor, fara, suzana, sam, safiq, ravi, and mba fi---zila, oja, erni, linda.
Back i start my day on 26 Jun at 730 already at PKP UKM. I stay at class room 1.11 and about 9.30 Zila came. Out of all my friend, i don't why she the one who I spend my last day at UKM. She come to study for her fiance exam tonight and I of course completing my assigment on Strategic Management. I feel so happy she was there that day, if not I will alone in the class room.Thanks Zila.
All this week start last Friday 20 June-26 June taking my annual leave, I work so hard finishing all the assigment. PKP had become my second home i get out from house at 7.00am and came back almost 12pm... start on friday completing CB ppt came back at 11.45 pm, present on saturday 21, morning at 9am class start and end at 3.00 pm. Start my HRM the whole night and do individual ppt at 8.30 am on Sunday 22, class end at 4pm. Last asigmnt is role play... Dr Ayu said not sucessful play. end class at 4.30pm came back start with indvidual Case study for strategic send on Monday 23, night. The whole morning completing the assgment 20% and that nigt last class for Strategy. Came back at 10.30 ...
Early morning (Tuesdsay24) go to class at 9.00 very bad traffic reach class at 10... i and ziham start to do report for CB until 11.00pm, its completed and we go back. The next morning (Wednesday 25) read CB exam at 8.30 end at 10.30 pm submit CB group report. The next morning of course the last day 26 June...
Not all of us gradute at the same time (this year) so i feel happy and the same time sad coz the sweet memories along this 2 years with all my friends. Out of 23 from kohot 20, half of us will be graduate this year me, ziham, ct zu, ku, fendy, en mat, izat, kak limah, -from mba eks and kak jo, shah, en rifin and his wife from mba-fi . Graduate next year mba eks -dalina, noor, fara, suzana, sam, safiq, ravi, and mba fi---zila, oja, erni, linda.
Wednesday, June 18, 2008
Interview
Today i interview the Director of BTM .... duration 1 hour ... i think i will get know her better and see thru what she meant by the recepie of sucess.... haha ...tonight will start to write coz must present it on Saturday...i think i had a weird voice when it recorded ...
Saturday, June 14, 2008
MBA 2006-2008
Insya'allah in two weeks time i will finish my studies....31 Jun 2008
Now ... i have to complete all the assigment ...so much that i just hope, i had done earlier
Don't know why but it just like a habit that last minute work alway happen..
I haven't inerview my ideol...i don't have one actually but may be will grab anybody higher rank than me ... to do report and present .... , not complete our SM ...Monday must submit the second draft hopefully no need to present coz ... we still in blur on the case study... also must intervew company at the same day as to understand more about the topic...
CB not yet finish must do presention ...on nxt sunday i think coz that was the last week we have final class...exam CB not yet confirm when...
Monday got final test for SM... only read once but open book so .... not so tension
I wish all this could end with smiles....
Now ... i have to complete all the assigment ...so much that i just hope, i had done earlier
Don't know why but it just like a habit that last minute work alway happen..
I haven't inerview my ideol...i don't have one actually but may be will grab anybody higher rank than me ... to do report and present .... , not complete our SM ...Monday must submit the second draft hopefully no need to present coz ... we still in blur on the case study... also must intervew company at the same day as to understand more about the topic...
CB not yet finish must do presention ...on nxt sunday i think coz that was the last week we have final class...exam CB not yet confirm when...
Monday got final test for SM... only read once but open book so .... not so tension
I wish all this could end with smiles....
Friday, June 13, 2008
My Bos
Physical
She is a lady. short, small, curly hair, small eyes, high nose (ha3), small body, short leg, .....
Attire
Always wear skirt. she made her own clothes, hand bags, hair clip, jacket ... all la..that everybody said... but for me i just don't want to know. She like sewing and all this handicraft such as crostage (dnt how to spell).
Attiude
No feeling as human being... so cold... she is only one who smart no one else. No respect for other. When she speak no one can speak, Only teach once if the person cannot understand so that person is dungu... Everyone to her is no good and stupid. My bigger bos also said my boss see other as dungu and stupid.
Good thing
Details, so particular, health concious, soft spoken at first impression, teach detail once, timming good, very goods at figures, analytical, smart, very confident with herself.
I can answer the question in 5 minutes pay me 1000...
Her bad words
Why are u so stupid..
Disabodiant girl
You get out ... your work is rubbish
You will never learn ... i don't want to teach you anymore
You are dungu...
Your are so careless..
Take back your work ...i can't use it ...
Use your brain... u never use your brain...
You don't deserve your salary ..
You only do clerk work....
You are so slow ....
She is a lady. short, small, curly hair, small eyes, high nose (ha3), small body, short leg, .....
Attire
Always wear skirt. she made her own clothes, hand bags, hair clip, jacket ... all la..that everybody said... but for me i just don't want to know. She like sewing and all this handicraft such as crostage (dnt how to spell).
Attiude
No feeling as human being... so cold... she is only one who smart no one else. No respect for other. When she speak no one can speak, Only teach once if the person cannot understand so that person is dungu... Everyone to her is no good and stupid. My bigger bos also said my boss see other as dungu and stupid.
Good thing
Details, so particular, health concious, soft spoken at first impression, teach detail once, timming good, very goods at figures, analytical, smart, very confident with herself.
Her popular words when conduct a training
She always said that i learn all by myself no body teach me so why should i teach other. We have the same qualification you should learn by yourself. open your eyes so you can see clearly. and listen carefully because i will never repeat.
I can answer the question in 5 minutes pay me 1000...
Her bad words
Why are u so stupid..
Disabodiant girl
You get out ... your work is rubbish
You will never learn ... i don't want to teach you anymore
You are dungu...
Your are so careless..
Take back your work ...i can't use it ...
Use your brain... u never use your brain...
You don't deserve your salary ..
You only do clerk work....
You are so slow ....
Tuesday, June 10, 2008
Nice Words
Iman is like a crystal...Preserve it!
Al-Hubb is like a perfume...Spread it!
At-taqwa is like flood....Flow it!
Ukhuwah is like an umbrella... Share it!
________________________________________
Love the heart that hates you,
But don't hate the heart that loves you,
Because for the world you might be someone,
But for someone you might be the world...
________________________________________
Beri hatimu hanya untuk Allah,
Pasti Dia temukan padamu pemilik yang terbaik,
Hamparkan masamu seluasnya hanya untuk Allah,
Pasti Dia aturkan seluruh kehidupanmu sebaiknya...
__________________________________________
Tiada harapan selain Allah,
Tiada Idola selain Nabi,
Tiada kata seindah al-Quran,
Tiada jalan selurus as-Sunnah,
Tiada perjuangan selain Islam...
______________________________________
Al-Hubb is like a perfume...Spread it!
At-taqwa is like flood....Flow it!
Ukhuwah is like an umbrella... Share it!
________________________________________
Love the heart that hates you,
But don't hate the heart that loves you,
Because for the world you might be someone,
But for someone you might be the world...
________________________________________
Beri hatimu hanya untuk Allah,
Pasti Dia temukan padamu pemilik yang terbaik,
Hamparkan masamu seluasnya hanya untuk Allah,
Pasti Dia aturkan seluruh kehidupanmu sebaiknya...
__________________________________________
Tiada harapan selain Allah,
Tiada Idola selain Nabi,
Tiada kata seindah al-Quran,
Tiada jalan selurus as-Sunnah,
Tiada perjuangan selain Islam...
______________________________________
Thursday, June 5, 2008
Believe it or Not
My friend said her mother was disturb by "unknown thing" which turn her to behave like a kid. Dr said her mother is ok medically. But physcially she is not " meracau".
This things happen to others i think... Some may not believe it but actually its happen. I come across many incident which actually show how human may become so evil... which motivate them ..using other things to get back other...
This things happen to others i think... Some may not believe it but actually its happen. I come across many incident which actually show how human may become so evil... which motivate them ..using other things to get back other...
Wednesday, June 4, 2008
Melbourne Australia
Went to Melbourne on Jun 2006 for a week on duty. Not enough time to see much ..well work...from 9 to 5pm... got chance to take the train (rail in the city) just half or quarter I think (there are rail car that operate around the city). The city is just like a square and got alot of road.
Melbourne Exibition Centre, Australia. Photo taken from my room. I stayed at Crown Promenade Hotel.
The Famous Casino "Crown"
This river also I cannot remember the name. i think it Yara river. Last day in Melbourne early morning i walk to Victoria Market and take photos.
Night live in Melbourne. There is a lot of muslim food here. But expensive I ate nasi lemak worth RM50 per plate but taste good.
I cannot remember what this building name is but people visit this place when they come to Melbourne. See the school children in the photo...they are from England.
This river also I cannot remember the name. i think it Yara river. Last day in Melbourne early morning i walk to Victoria Market and take photos.Tuesday, June 3, 2008
The Sandpiper
The Sandpiper by Robert Peterson
She was six years old when I first met her on the beach near where I live. I drive to this beach, a distance of three or four miles, whenever the world begins to close in on me. She was building a sandcastle or something and looked up, her eyes as blue as the sea.
"Hello," she said.
I answered with a nod, not really in the mood to bother with a small child.
"I'm building," she said.
"I see that. What is it?" I asked, not really caring.
"Oh, I don't know, I just like the feel of sand."
That sounds good, I thought, and slipped off my shoes. A sandpiper glided by.
"That's a joy," the child said.
"It's a what?"
"It's a joy. My mama says sandpipers come to bring us joy."
The bird went gliding down the beach. Good-bye joy, I muttered to myself, hello pain, and turned to walk on. I was depressed, my life seemed completely out of balance.
"What's your name?" She wouldn't give up.
"Robert," I answered. "I'm Robert Peterson."
"Mine's Wendy... I'm six." "Hi, Wendy." She giggled. "You're funny".
In spite of my gloom, I laughed too and walked on. Her musical giggle followed me.
"Come again, Mr. P," she called. "We'll have another happy day."
After a few days of a group of unruly Boy Scouts, PTA meetings, and an ailing mother. The sun was shining one morning as I took my hands out of the dishwater. I need a sandpiper, I said to myself, gathering up my coat.
The ever-changing balm of the seashore awaited me. The breeze was chilly but I strode along, trying to recapture the serenity I needed.
"Hello, Mr. P," she said. "Do you want to play?"
"What did you have in mind?" I asked, with a twinge of annoyance.
"I don't know, you say."
"How about charades?" I asked sarcastically.
The tinkling laughter burst forth again. "I don't know what that is."
"Then let's just walk."
Looking at her, I noticed the delicate fairness of her face. "Where do you live?" I asked.
"Over there." She pointed toward a row of summer cottages.
Strange, I thought, in winter.
"Where do you go to school?" "I don't go to school. Mommy says we're on vacation."
She chattered little girl talk as we strolled up the beach, but my mind was on other things. When I left for home, Wendy said it had been a happy day. Feeling surprisingly better, I smiled at her and agreed.
Three weeks later, I rushed to my beach in a state of near panic. I was in no mood to even greet Wendy. I thought I saw her mother on the porch and felt like demanding she keep her child at home.
"Look, if you don't mind," I said crossly when Wendy caught up with me, "I'd rather be alone today." She seemed unusually pale and out of breath.
"Why?" she asked.
I turned to her and shouted, "Because my mother died!" and thought, My God, why was I saying this to a little child?
"Oh," she said quietly, "then this is a bad day."
"Yes," I said, "and yesterday and the day before and--oh, go away!"
"Did it hurt?" she inquired.
"Did what hurt?" I was exasperated with her, with myself.
"When she died?"
"Of course it hurt!" I snapped, misunderstanding, wrapped up in myself. I strode off.
A month or so after that, when I next went to the beach, she wasn't there. Feeling guilty, ashamed and admitting to myself I missed her, I went up to the cottage after my walk and knocked at the door. A drawn looking young woman with honey-colored hair opened the door.
"Hello," I said, "I'm Robert Peterson. I missed your little girl today and wondered where she was."
"Oh yes, Mr. Peterson, please come in. Wendy spoke of you so much. I'm afraid I allowed her to bother you. If she was a nuisance, please, accept my apologies."
"Not at all -- she's a delightful child." I said, suddenly realizing that I meant what I had just said.
"Wendy died last week, Mr. Peterson. She had leukemia. Maybe she didn't tell you."
Struck dumb, I groped for a chair. I had to catch my breath
"She loved this beach so when she asked to come, we couldn't say no. She seemed so much better here and had a lot of what she called happy days. But the last few weeks, she declined rapidly..." Her voice faltered, "She left something for you ... if only I can find it. Could you wait a moment while I look?"
I nodded stupidly, my mind racing for something to say to this lovely young woman. She handed me a smeared envelope with "MR. P" printed in bold childish letters. Inside was a drawing in bright crayon hues -- a yellow beach, a blue sea, and a brown bird.
Underneath was carefully printed: A SANDPIPER TO BRING YOU JOY.
Tears welled up in my eyes and a heart that had almost forgotten to love opened wide. I took Wendy's mother in my arms. "I'm so sorry, I'm so sorry, I'm so sorry," I muttered over and over, and we wept together. The precious little picture is framed now and hangs in my study. Six words -- one for each year of her life -- that speak to me of harmony, courage, and undemanding love. A gift from a child with sea blue eyes and hair the color of sand -- who taught me the gift of love.
NOTE: This is a true story sent out by Robert Peterson. It happened over 20 years ago and the incident changed his life forever. It serves as a reminder to all of us that we need to take time to enjoy living and life and each other. The price of hating other human beings is loving oneself less. Life is so complicated, the hustle and bustle of everyday traumas can make us lose focus about what is truly important or what is only a momentary setback or crisis. This week, be sure to give your loved ones an extra hug, and by all means, take a moment...even if it is only ten seconds, to stop and smell the roses. This comes from someone's heart, and is shared with many and now I share it with you.
This story remind me not to be so stressful coz there are other person out there who more stressfull than me... i must bersyukur.
Monday, June 2, 2008
Meeting
Today meeting is simple due to not talking too much. My immediate bos did not turn up today so i was force to attend.. i have a bad habit that i don't like meeting... i think it is wasting of time .. talking the same things for every month..but today i think fruitful coz learn new things but ... still i heard the same things explain but of course ...new faces in the meeting ......
Actually i should attending coz it is one of my duty but ...as i say i had bad impression regarding meeting...meeting...meeting ...
Now i feel.. that i am having this attiude of my immediate boss...well coz under her for more than 10 years ... people don't like her attitude ... well ..am i the next person ... if i turn to be like her ...don't know...if yes then .. the coming 23 years will be a disaster for me ...
That why people always say environment do influence you .... well let see how the days ahead will be...
Meeting again... a lady and a guy from a company come to me to seek further explaination on the iron& steel qty why data import from Malaysia with Malaysia export to Singapore is not the same..... well my knowledge not that much but... both of them seem satisfied and the lady said 'it is the first time someone explain to her why data varies between nation' ...its really motivate me... thank you...
Don't forget to say thank you ...it do help others...spiritually
Actually i should attending coz it is one of my duty but ...as i say i had bad impression regarding meeting...meeting...meeting ...
Now i feel.. that i am having this attiude of my immediate boss...well coz under her for more than 10 years ... people don't like her attitude ... well ..am i the next person ... if i turn to be like her ...don't know...if yes then .. the coming 23 years will be a disaster for me ...
That why people always say environment do influence you .... well let see how the days ahead will be...
Meeting again... a lady and a guy from a company come to me to seek further explaination on the iron& steel qty why data import from Malaysia with Malaysia export to Singapore is not the same..... well my knowledge not that much but... both of them seem satisfied and the lady said 'it is the first time someone explain to her why data varies between nation' ...its really motivate me... thank you...
Don't forget to say thank you ...it do help others...spiritually
Friday, May 30, 2008
Scolded
I was scolded again this time ...by my big boss... really hate this job...but at least the person i help say thank you to me..
Must cry or smile???? Whatever this job is killing me...........
Must cry or smile???? Whatever this job is killing me...........
Allah Bless Us
Ignore people who hurt and look down on you... because if you take their words along your life you will become wounded soul ...and in long term lost your self esteem
Cry now and forget... who are they to speak those ruthless words…
Don't cry later when nobody understand why you are in tears ....
Thursday, May 29, 2008
Wednesday, May 28, 2008
A Friend is
A Friend Is….
A friend is one of the nicest persons you can have,
and one of the best you can be
A friend is a living treasure, and if you have one,
you have one of the most valuable gifts in life….
A friend is the one who will always be beside you,
through all the laughter, and through each and every tears
A friend is the one thing you can always rely on
the someone you can always open up to,
the one wonderful person who always believes in you
in a way that no one else seems to.
A friend is a sanctuary
A friend is a smile
A friend is…
A hand that is always holding yours,
No matter where you are,
No matter how close or far apart you may be
A friend is…
Someone who is always there and always-always care
A friend is a feeling of forever in the heart
A Friend is the one door that is always open
A friend is the one to whom you give your key
A friend is one of the nicest persons you can have,
and one of the best you can be
A friend is a living treasure, and if you have one,
you have one of the most valuable gifts in life….
A friend is the one who will always be beside you,
through all the laughter, and through each and every tears
A friend is the one thing you can always rely on
the someone you can always open up to,
the one wonderful person who always believes in you
in a way that no one else seems to.
A friend is a sanctuary
A friend is a smile
A friend is…
A hand that is always holding yours,
No matter where you are,
No matter how close or far apart you may be
A friend is…
Someone who is always there and always-always care
A friend is a feeling of forever in the heart
A Friend is the one door that is always open
A friend is the one to whom you give your key
Holiday Inn
Complete drafting the exam questions today... after cracking my head for the last two days...finally the question approved
Last night my friend spent a night in my room.. and have breakfast together ...so happy ....cz previous night i cannot sleep well ... actually the room i stayed was attached to the other room
using the internal door... (even its lock still not feel safe)
Talking about beauty and work... i think there is a strong correllation ..my friend have an impressive image (norm people afraid to say hi in the first place cz the impression of arrogant) and beauty which she can be in a high post in a well established orgz in this country...knowing someone should not just looking at the external factor but i think the most important is the inner ..how u perceive things is important... the black honda cty always in my dream..
I hate exam but when drafting the question i can feel that all my letcurer or the person who drafted exam questions.. want the person who sit for the exam to pass ...
wish to update my blog time to time ....as promise to my sifu... maybe can concentrate more after completing my study..insya'allah.
26-28.5.08
Last night my friend spent a night in my room.. and have breakfast together ...so happy ....cz previous night i cannot sleep well ... actually the room i stayed was attached to the other room
using the internal door... (even its lock still not feel safe)
Talking about beauty and work... i think there is a strong correllation ..my friend have an impressive image (norm people afraid to say hi in the first place cz the impression of arrogant) and beauty which she can be in a high post in a well established orgz in this country...knowing someone should not just looking at the external factor but i think the most important is the inner ..how u perceive things is important... the black honda cty always in my dream..
I hate exam but when drafting the question i can feel that all my letcurer or the person who drafted exam questions.. want the person who sit for the exam to pass ...
wish to update my blog time to time ....as promise to my sifu... maybe can concentrate more after completing my study..insya'allah.
26-28.5.08
Monday, May 26, 2008
My Mango Tree
i snap this photo before went to offic....
when i came back from the office ...d mangoes at the lowest part ..gone...
Friday, May 23, 2008
Just For Today
Kijal Golf & Beach Resort, Kuala Terengganu
8.2.2008 -7.36 am (sunrise)
Just for Today
Decide to be happy today,
Decide to be happy today,
to live with what is yours-your family, your job, your luck.
If you can’t have what you like,
maybe you can like what you have.
Just for today,
be kind, cheerful, agreeable, responsive, caring, and understanding.
Be your best, dress your best, talk softly, look for the bright side of things.
Praise people for what they do, and don’t critize them for what they cannot do.
If someone does something stupid, forgive and forget.
After all, it’s just for one day.
Who knows, it might turn out to be a nice day.
First time went for a vacation with friends... photo of my friend (candid - Nokia2630)
After not sleeping for 24hours and had to spent a night a the printing company...as to produce ...our annual TF report...
Starting that day i realized that spending times with friends is something that i enjoy most after working so hard ...and looking forward for another vacation..
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