Raya ..just a norm days to me ever since my mom passed away 10 years ago..
But i like the last day of Ramadhan dn't know why ...cn't tell... but i feel happy... may be coz we masak2 at the last day and its remind me of how busy my late mom prepare the food to send to our relative ... bef this i always asked why must we sent food to them... but know we continue my mom did by...sending food to other relative at the last day of Ramadhan..
This year we cooked alot and received alot... we only cooke ketupat and lepat but we also have nasi impit and lemang (send by others)... a lot of food was wasted ...especially rendang ... first day raya my sis and bro bring them...but can't eat anymore... the next day basi..
I start working on the third day of raya so...not going out much just visit my granny at my aunt house and the 2nd raya back to Kl...but i m came back to kg on saturday so stay longer during ramadhan than raya... we repaint the house with the same old color..after 10 year ... the old house look nice after make up...
the feeling of hari raya during the chidhood is stronger... it full of dreams and alot2 of dreams..but when we reached that ..the feeling gone...
i learnt that "We must sentiasa bersyukur dengan anugerahNYA'
if we can't feel it...let create the feeling for others...
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