Yesterday genap umur 41 tahun 1 bulan haha...perjalanan semakin dekat dengan destinasi terakhir ...
Moga selama 41 tahun yang telah berlalu diampunkan Allah segala dosa....dan dirahmati perjalanan seterusnya...hingga sampai tiba masanya ..destinasi yang akhir untuk semua yang bernyawa..
Semalam cuci langsir yg telah berusia 11 tahun ... i moved in at age of 30 (on my birth date) so genap la 41 tahun...semua brg2 masih sama tak pernah tukar lagi tv, set sofa,meja makan, peti sejuk, mesin basuh, kipas ...all still the same.. the one that only changed is ...my father was not there in his room anymore... the chair he used to sit on...but all his belonging still there.
Looking out of the sliding door saw kucing jiran tak tahu umur berapa... main-main dengan happy ....memandang keluar ...rumput di halaman rumah makin panjang walaupun baru potong on 1 May (mahal pulak tu RM50)....dah panjang balik....my sis said that i grow lalang
Hidup bagi benda yang bernyawa akan ada penghujungnya...sebaliknya bg barangan tidak bernyawa...
Benda-benda bernyawa macam rumput,pokok ..sentiasa berselawat dan berzikir kepada Allah ...kadang2 fikir ciptaan Allah in lebih baik dari mausia yg tak pernah bersyukur.......
I must bersyukur sb telah hidup 41 tahun ...sepatutnya tiada keluh kesah dalam hidup ini bukankah semua itu ketentuan Allah...but we are human sometimes we think of others that better than us but we seldom looking at others which unfortune than us...
At age 4o i experienced health distortion ...maybe because of changes hormon..some people say that..but Alhamdullilah after entering 41 i think my health getting better ..no more ezema & virtago (which make my day misrable) ...less flu ....more calm...
I have decided not to look at dunia yang fana ini sahaja but more into something for me to bring there ...the life that is we destine to be...jannah.
I not sure how but surely there a way...for me to start with...I saw and heard of all the people who revert to Islam taking about islam in very high confidence and their belief is so strong which i myself don't have that much knowleadge ...if people ask me about islam i not sure i can response as good as them..its make me think and feel so little ...
41 years journey passed .....I not sure how many years left for me... I always pray and wish, ALLAH always give the best for me..and other as well..here and jannah
2 comments:
sedih baca entry awak ni wak... tapi I think u are better than most of us.. tak cakap buruk2 hal orang lain... keep to yourself.. aurat covered...
ok tu wak your plan ke arah lebih beribadat... boleh tu... kengkadang memang malas buat ibadat tu tapi study pun mengumpulkan pahala and u like studying new things...
try la buat courses kecik2 dulu.. at least memaksa kita membaca... huhu.. I believe u will find the best thing for your self.. insyaallah..
baru naik kerja kan mmg tak ada mood......But
the best part is duty parliment hari ini batal sb usul telah digulung if not sampai kul 6pm la kat sana...
awak thanks ..lets see what to do next bef. that always say Alhamdulliah ...
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