Taking annual leave from 16-18 Dec. carry forward 10 days so in 2014 I will have 35+10=45 annual leave. I did not save for golden hand shake coz I believe rest is important than money. Till now I have save 27days.
On 14 I drove to JB visit my sister, she has 3 sons now... the third born in November 2013...... well I just stay for one night ...driving long distance is tiring but I like it.
I received email last two week if not mistaken ..informing that I have to register for this sem on January 2014...last two week i always have headache ...when I see Dr Su she sad that I got vitago..so she gave me medicine for 'lancer darah' ....she ask me whether I m stress ..because my brain and body not balance that why I got dizzy ...she said better take rest ..and distress.....I just can't say anything...but I am worried that I collapse ...but she said my blood pressure is normal ...stay focus she said and do thing one at one time...don't rush.
.I think there is correlation between my study and my health. it should be positive correlation hmmm...but still I not sure how significant it is. wish not strong correlation.
I did not read anything for the past 3 months .... I not sure whether I am ready to write again. Sometime I think I have lost my writing skill ....
wondering and thinking.....during 1950-70 there is no pc no internet...but people can write quality of articles or academic research ...must go to library and read old books...how can they success getting their scholar ..... last Korean drama I watch is sungkyunkwan scandal ..(sungkyunkwan actually is a university ...or a place to become scholar to work for gov during that time) the story make me realize that in the old days the student memorize a lot ...they have to memorize many books and write articles ....read page by page ..to be a scholar..... it so nice when the whole day you use to study and play games (sport)..there is no tv,, telephone car...all is manual....
Compare to now in 2000 all is in our finger tips .....still the quality of our work is not as good as the old days....................
Hmmm now is 17 Dec ....half month to finish 2013.
what I had achieved ??
Tuesday, December 17, 2013
Wednesday, October 23, 2013
Tangguh 1 Semester
Because of winter sonata I did not attend the 2 days seminar at iium today. But this not really the reasons. It just because the topic not interest me. The fee is RM1500 but for gsm only RM50. It about organization in the new environment. Most of my friend registered. But I don't know how many will turn up. Most of my friend now full time student. At research stage I think we need to be full time student. Shima resigned from CIMB (pregnant), Ismit take un paid leave, lokman study leave by JPA, sis azlina have her own time after resigned and do open nursery, mr kabian and br masripan pencen already and work on their own, ansar, rais and margarita work on their own. only br samet, halim, sheik working like me.
Think and think why always give reasons if we not put any effort yet. Look at other who success even study part time like dr wls ...she managed to completed hers in 8 years (huhu so long).
On 18 Oct most of my friend presented their research proposal and its seem that I also can do it if I want to. Prof said DBA research only 1/3 of PHD so it should not that thick. But its must contribute to the body of knowledge if not it cannot be call dissertation....
Bro mas do-branding + sme
Ismet-brading+leadership
Lokman-islamic leadership in public sector- (just change set up he said)
Shima- JPP (not really understand)
Saad- Comment as mediator in customer satisfaction in Islamic banking
Kabian-Takaful motor insurance
Samet- DAE & AHP- oil
Thien- Online shopping. ecommerce...
others I did not attend going back after 4pm
I differed for one sem. I watch all Korean drama which I have. winter sonata, arang and magistrate, he's beautiful, secret garden. I got summer scent, autumn in my heart and jewel in place but I think I cannot watch anymore coz my brain seem not working.
I will register in January 2014 wish I can defence my RP on February. Dr Raihan ask e to do it quick so I will far behind others.
It already 4 and half years I am in this program. (july 2009-2013.....2013-i do nothing).... i suppose to complete on 2014 but now i think its take more than 6 years.
I have to do something ....
Well since i have watch too many Korean drama (repeat so many times)..i found each drama have copy each other ideas ...the script for some scene is the same...the place the act.... i think i should do analysis on how Korean drama can become one of the main contributor Korean economy ...
Lets talk about office now...the organization have new chairman a lady of age 46 now doing PHD in UUM interesting ....i m not sure how she want to manage the SM who are more than 10 years older than her, should be very tough.
I wish i can retire at age 45...if not 50 ...if not 55 as agreed in the MOU ..... well our life is unpredictable what happen in future only Allah knew.
Think and think why always give reasons if we not put any effort yet. Look at other who success even study part time like dr wls ...she managed to completed hers in 8 years (huhu so long).
On 18 Oct most of my friend presented their research proposal and its seem that I also can do it if I want to. Prof said DBA research only 1/3 of PHD so it should not that thick. But its must contribute to the body of knowledge if not it cannot be call dissertation....
Bro mas do-branding + sme
Ismet-brading+leadership
Lokman-islamic leadership in public sector- (just change set up he said)
Shima- JPP (not really understand)
Saad- Comment as mediator in customer satisfaction in Islamic banking
Kabian-Takaful motor insurance
Samet- DAE & AHP- oil
Thien- Online shopping. ecommerce...
others I did not attend going back after 4pm
I differed for one sem. I watch all Korean drama which I have. winter sonata, arang and magistrate, he's beautiful, secret garden. I got summer scent, autumn in my heart and jewel in place but I think I cannot watch anymore coz my brain seem not working.
I will register in January 2014 wish I can defence my RP on February. Dr Raihan ask e to do it quick so I will far behind others.
It already 4 and half years I am in this program. (july 2009-2013.....2013-i do nothing).... i suppose to complete on 2014 but now i think its take more than 6 years.
I have to do something ....
Well since i have watch too many Korean drama (repeat so many times)..i found each drama have copy each other ideas ...the script for some scene is the same...the place the act.... i think i should do analysis on how Korean drama can become one of the main contributor Korean economy ...
Lets talk about office now...the organization have new chairman a lady of age 46 now doing PHD in UUM interesting ....i m not sure how she want to manage the SM who are more than 10 years older than her, should be very tough.
I wish i can retire at age 45...if not 50 ...if not 55 as agreed in the MOU ..... well our life is unpredictable what happen in future only Allah knew.
Saturday, June 29, 2013
My Foot Prints
Went to Terengganu after been there in 2007 with mba frens...now with office mates.. Back then Noor drove but now I am the driver...I bought myvi in April so this is to test drive my new myvi ..
Start my journey at 615am ..macam pi kerja je...meet at PETRONAS before tol Gombak..
I ate at McDonald while waiting for the 2 sis linda & iza...at 8 am we start the journey
Both of them like my new car hehe...me too We exit Temerloh and stop at warung for bfast ..along the road there are all green (Pahang full of forest) no jem so quite ..the road zig zag nice...
Around 1230 we stop at Musem Sg Lembing ...the 2 ladys want to experience walking in the longest mining tunnel ..unfortunely it open at 2pm...(the fee is RM40 for adult if I m not mistaken). so we just visit the museum..which previously the office for british management the Pahang Tin Company on Sg Lembing ...The museum display all the tools and information on the mining the tin at Sg Lembing ...the operation stop (mining for tin) in 1986 because of tin price so cheap. The town seem so quite and not many people the but its unique ...the feeling of being in British time still there or may be only the old people stay there..most of the shop still close at noon ....most of the resident is the Chinese ..this may due to most of the mining workers were Chinese...we perform our Zohor and Jamak Takdim Azar at the musem surau .....at about 2.30pm we on the road again..
At Dungun we stop at this Chinese coffe shop (my fren said it was in jalan2 cari makan) i had a hot coffee and one toast bread with kaya... ok la. .... on the way we stop to buy keropok lekor..jagung bakar ...we reached KT about 845..we lost haha....we called the chalet owner and he also called us many times to give us direction ...at about 9.30 we finally managed to arrived at the place ...affter checked in we went for dinner at NR (the chalet owner said it was in jalan2 cari makan) the best things is its cheaper than in KL...
We went back around 10.30pm...that night i can't sleep ..each hour i wake up...until morning but it seem that the villagers also not sleeping because there always sound of motor bike...subuh around 530am ..my fren wake up earlier ..i think she perfrom tahjud ..at about 6.40am we went for the beach..its just cross the road infornt of the chalet.. the villagers are fishermen so there a lots of boats there ...the sand also nice.
We wait for the sun rise..my fren talk with the fisherman..they was told that they sell the fish at RM4 perkg, the catch per day uncertain some time they can get 20kg sometimes lesst,the petrol is RM50 each time they go to the sea...
That morning we have breakfast with the villagers they are so nice ...my fren asked alot ..they asked are we were student from UMT ...hehe.. iza say muka kami macam student ke pak cik ..he said ye la mugkin master ker...(he is good ..iza sdg buat part time master in management di UM)....The warung is nice they bungkus all the food so it easier for the customer to buy also to eat there...i ate nasi lemak and satay with teh tarik..there are alot of food which we don't know the name but..the pak cik explain all...
We check-out at around 10am and set to search for keropok ..we just drive and found sinage ..pusat lekor or lesong .(mcam tu ) ..then we found alot of shop selling keropok..we park then we walk to shop by shop until we reached keropok kay yah...the shop is big ..we ate keropok lekor/losong and drink. We also buy some keropok kering to take home. We the on the road again around 11.30am...to dataran shah bandar ..as usual we lost again and ask the petrol pam workers how to reach there... We park at the parking lot then went to the Jeti ...linda want to see how the corak Batik done at Takir ..we took a boat there (RM 1 per trip) and walk till we found the place its so hard to do corak Batik ..they have to stamp each corak and the workplace not that comfortable its hot ...the stamping liquid like wax/lilin ...en Azhar said ianya kerja turun temurun...to me he should commercialise the business .. the work palce is just on the ground ,...and dusty ...it like bengkel..u dont know if u dont asked people..he said each coast RM8 without labour cost...he sell it at RM18...the have shop at pasar payang he mentioned 24...
Around 120 noon we went to pasar payang there alot of food clothes etc...then we went to restaurant Binjai.. we can take all the food in small plate but they will only charged us for what we eat..its cheap ....later we went to Masjid Kristal... to solat Zohor and Asar Jamak ....to reach they we have to ask policeman...we all so frustrated coz the sinage not there....we have to make u turn there and here..to reach there...
We arrived at masjid kristal around 3.30pm ..what i can say is the masjid is like replika je...not really function as masjid ...there is no fan or airconditon like other masjid ....also the taman tamaudun which nearby the mosq close on tuesday so not much we can do there... then went to Batu Buruk as our last destination ....around 415 pm. we ate abc till around 505pm we set off to KL...iza want to eat maggi ketam so we decide to use the main road (none sell this).....rather off using the highway... However this is not a good decision all the way to Kuantan ...there no exist to any Highway to KL... also the heavy rain and alot of road construction we reach Gambang Kuantan aroud 9.30pm ... We found the sinage but we didnot reach the exist ...later we found petronas ...all of us quiet scared we get lost so we decide to solat maghrib jamak and Isyak ... luckly we were on the right direction....we eixt the Gambang KL Highway around 10pm...and reach KL around 11.55pm ...after sending linda and iza i went home the clock show 12.30 midnight..i m not brave enough to drive home straight so sleep at my sister house ...that night i arrived at 12.50mdnighat...( i need to drive about 20 minutes more to reach my house) so this is a good decision.
The journey back from KT to KL so not nice because its at night ..heavy rain .etc..we only stop twice and petrol pam and R&R (just me buying nescafe and chewinng gum to keep awake)...so from 5pm to 12 midnight so almost 6 hours .. i m so tired and could chat...at all while driving .. luckly the two girls chatting until we reach KL..it helps me keep awake while driving...my Myvii passed the test..of long journey...
Thanks to my two frens for the 2 days journey...may Allah swt Bless us always
Start my journey at 615am ..macam pi kerja je...meet at PETRONAS before tol Gombak..
I ate at McDonald while waiting for the 2 sis linda & iza...at 8 am we start the journey
Both of them like my new car hehe...me too We exit Temerloh and stop at warung for bfast ..along the road there are all green (Pahang full of forest) no jem so quite ..the road zig zag nice...
Around 1230 we stop at Musem Sg Lembing ...the 2 ladys want to experience walking in the longest mining tunnel ..unfortunely it open at 2pm...(the fee is RM40 for adult if I m not mistaken). so we just visit the museum..which previously the office for british management the Pahang Tin Company on Sg Lembing ...The museum display all the tools and information on the mining the tin at Sg Lembing ...the operation stop (mining for tin) in 1986 because of tin price so cheap. The town seem so quite and not many people the but its unique ...the feeling of being in British time still there or may be only the old people stay there..most of the shop still close at noon ....most of the resident is the Chinese ..this may due to most of the mining workers were Chinese...we perform our Zohor and Jamak Takdim Azar at the musem surau .....at about 2.30pm we on the road again..
At Dungun we stop at this Chinese coffe shop (my fren said it was in jalan2 cari makan) i had a hot coffee and one toast bread with kaya... ok la. .... on the way we stop to buy keropok lekor..jagung bakar ...we reached KT about 845..we lost haha....we called the chalet owner and he also called us many times to give us direction ...at about 9.30 we finally managed to arrived at the place ...affter checked in we went for dinner at NR (the chalet owner said it was in jalan2 cari makan) the best things is its cheaper than in KL...
We went back around 10.30pm...that night i can't sleep ..each hour i wake up...until morning but it seem that the villagers also not sleeping because there always sound of motor bike...subuh around 530am ..my fren wake up earlier ..i think she perfrom tahjud ..at about 6.40am we went for the beach..its just cross the road infornt of the chalet.. the villagers are fishermen so there a lots of boats there ...the sand also nice.
We wait for the sun rise..my fren talk with the fisherman..they was told that they sell the fish at RM4 perkg, the catch per day uncertain some time they can get 20kg sometimes lesst,the petrol is RM50 each time they go to the sea...
That morning we have breakfast with the villagers they are so nice ...my fren asked alot ..they asked are we were student from UMT ...hehe.. iza say muka kami macam student ke pak cik ..he said ye la mugkin master ker...(he is good ..iza sdg buat part time master in management di UM)....The warung is nice they bungkus all the food so it easier for the customer to buy also to eat there...i ate nasi lemak and satay with teh tarik..there are alot of food which we don't know the name but..the pak cik explain all...
We check-out at around 10am and set to search for keropok ..we just drive and found sinage ..pusat lekor or lesong .(mcam tu ) ..then we found alot of shop selling keropok..we park then we walk to shop by shop until we reached keropok kay yah...the shop is big ..we ate keropok lekor/losong and drink. We also buy some keropok kering to take home. We the on the road again around 11.30am...to dataran shah bandar ..as usual we lost again and ask the petrol pam workers how to reach there... We park at the parking lot then went to the Jeti ...linda want to see how the corak Batik done at Takir ..we took a boat there (RM 1 per trip) and walk till we found the place its so hard to do corak Batik ..they have to stamp each corak and the workplace not that comfortable its hot ...the stamping liquid like wax/lilin ...en Azhar said ianya kerja turun temurun...to me he should commercialise the business .. the work palce is just on the ground ,...and dusty ...it like bengkel..u dont know if u dont asked people..he said each coast RM8 without labour cost...he sell it at RM18...the have shop at pasar payang he mentioned 24...
Around 120 noon we went to pasar payang there alot of food clothes etc...then we went to restaurant Binjai.. we can take all the food in small plate but they will only charged us for what we eat..its cheap ....later we went to Masjid Kristal... to solat Zohor and Asar Jamak ....to reach they we have to ask policeman...we all so frustrated coz the sinage not there....we have to make u turn there and here..to reach there...
We arrived at masjid kristal around 3.30pm ..what i can say is the masjid is like replika je...not really function as masjid ...there is no fan or airconditon like other masjid ....also the taman tamaudun which nearby the mosq close on tuesday so not much we can do there... then went to Batu Buruk as our last destination ....around 415 pm. we ate abc till around 505pm we set off to KL...iza want to eat maggi ketam so we decide to use the main road (none sell this).....rather off using the highway... However this is not a good decision all the way to Kuantan ...there no exist to any Highway to KL... also the heavy rain and alot of road construction we reach Gambang Kuantan aroud 9.30pm ... We found the sinage but we didnot reach the exist ...later we found petronas ...all of us quiet scared we get lost so we decide to solat maghrib jamak and Isyak ... luckly we were on the right direction....we eixt the Gambang KL Highway around 10pm...and reach KL around 11.55pm ...after sending linda and iza i went home the clock show 12.30 midnight..i m not brave enough to drive home straight so sleep at my sister house ...that night i arrived at 12.50mdnighat...( i need to drive about 20 minutes more to reach my house) so this is a good decision.
The journey back from KT to KL so not nice because its at night ..heavy rain .etc..we only stop twice and petrol pam and R&R (just me buying nescafe and chewinng gum to keep awake)...so from 5pm to 12 midnight so almost 6 hours .. i m so tired and could chat...at all while driving .. luckly the two girls chatting until we reach KL..it helps me keep awake while driving...my Myvii passed the test..of long journey...
Thanks to my two frens for the 2 days journey...may Allah swt Bless us always
Thursday, May 23, 2013
Sleepy Week
I should start my LR ..i have done my Gannt Chart based on the talk on time management attended last week..but all gone to drain... i managed to turn off tv but now my eyes so heavy to open...
The time management should include speaker from succesfull part time student coz all the panel is the full time student...why i m saying this...well this week ..monday morning big boss req data coz the meeting until 2pm have to sms data the whole moring ... 1.30 drive to pjaya meeting..all day gone (Masterfile not update..notes of meeting ..) Tuesday..to prepare yb input ...carried away until 8.30pm..at home still have to provide new input until email at 12midnight ..4.15am another request came in via sms..manage to complete the work at 6.41am (start at 5am) so on Wednesday...off to ofice at 730am ...another request at email at 9am... noon received memo big bos said she cannot print the last input i send her dont use ths method again (reminder)...my fren can print she cant...really tired ..with all this but i work bec of Allah and not every day..so its ok la.
I feel sleepy but cannot sleep and think ...all days and night face the pc with all those figures make me feel getting fever..and have to ignore all plan in the the Gannt Chart ..i wish i can take study leave but i need salary to pay fees...
time is life
The time management should include speaker from succesfull part time student coz all the panel is the full time student...why i m saying this...well this week ..monday morning big boss req data coz the meeting until 2pm have to sms data the whole moring ... 1.30 drive to pjaya meeting..all day gone (Masterfile not update..notes of meeting ..) Tuesday..to prepare yb input ...carried away until 8.30pm..at home still have to provide new input until email at 12midnight ..4.15am another request came in via sms..manage to complete the work at 6.41am (start at 5am) so on Wednesday...off to ofice at 730am ...another request at email at 9am... noon received memo big bos said she cannot print the last input i send her dont use ths method again (reminder)...my fren can print she cant...really tired ..with all this but i work bec of Allah and not every day..so its ok la.
I feel sleepy but cannot sleep and think ...all days and night face the pc with all those figures make me feel getting fever..and have to ignore all plan in the the Gannt Chart ..i wish i can take study leave but i need salary to pay fees...
time is life
Tuesday, May 14, 2013
Cameron 8-10 May 2013
Never been to Cameron before....not sure like it or not ...weather a bit cold but not that cold hehe...
I think "tercemar dek pembangunan dan kerakusan manusia yg pentingkan $$" sepanjang perjalanan kelihatan sungai yang air macam teh tarik serta sampah merata-rata...bangunan tak teratur ..dan berhabuk...mungkin saya tidak pergi meninjau jauh but for quick observation is itulah yg saya nampak.
Staying in equatorial hotel for 3 days 2 night flies just like that because the program is tight. But i manage to go down during the memasak event which i have to buy vegetables ...
I think "tercemar dek pembangunan dan kerakusan manusia yg pentingkan $$" sepanjang perjalanan kelihatan sungai yang air macam teh tarik serta sampah merata-rata...bangunan tak teratur ..dan berhabuk...mungkin saya tidak pergi meninjau jauh but for quick observation is itulah yg saya nampak.
Staying in equatorial hotel for 3 days 2 night flies just like that because the program is tight. But i manage to go down during the memasak event which i have to buy vegetables ...
There is no airconditioner only fan..the room is neat but i dnt like the toilet..not malaysian tye ..in Geneva better...
I have a lot of fun especially learning music ..hehe i like playing ukelele...My white ukelele... i know cord c, f, gh...
I like music but i dont like laugh too much .. its not good for my health ..i got semput ..we play alot... haha hoho..la dancing.. cat walk.....acting.. sleeping "bio-break" ...i wish they can let us sleep for an hour.....decorating...cooking "not me" ...drawing and colouring.....983 ..my number .... see below each number,color and pattern have its own meaning.....only me knows haha...(yg ada penyu tu Ojah punya..yummy2 ..hehe.)
The final game we play is domino..i m in group 8 the last table..we have love logo ...we care we love..simple but meaningful ...not really succesful but acceptable ..some not fall so we have do it manually....
... hmm actually even it cold you must drink a lot of water .. what happen to me is the first night i cant sleep and got flu so i take medicine.. in the morning i feel so hot inside.. i cough and with blood..my throat so dry... i drink one bottle of mineral water i think not enough....during the day i forgot to drink ...so my body became dry i think ...came back i got fever..
Lesson learnt must bring water everywhere i go... on Monday Dr Su have to give me vit c haha (clinic cannot give us vit we must buy ourself) ...i alyws came to her with ulser and she will say drink a lot of water...
Cameroon and flower have strong corelation ...see below ..
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Friday end the course ... before leaving ...i buy strawberry home and eat strawberry with choc RM2 each...ojah say yummy..yummy......when, i treat her at meatwork..she also say yummmy..yummy ..hahaha.. i enjoy seeing her eating.....may Allah grant her with good health .. its not easy to be a mom, wife, daughter and leader/worker etc......also a phd student to be.
Memories in Cameron... what will be in next 2 yrs only Allah knows..
...May Allah Bless Me and All peoples in this world.....
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Sunday, May 12, 2013
Jangan Berhenti Berlari
Just finish reading a book title Diari Musafir "Jangan Berhenti Berlari"
It about islamic way of life. A PHD student experience staying in UK with high determination to strenghten the Islam way of life (in finance,social and etc). Its not only one story but mix and we can choose to read based on chapter. I think he is smart when he choose Syariah in finance which he became one the pioneer of islamic finance in Malaysia.
This book have two parts first on his bachelor to PHD and second is his job journey from bankers to a lecturer... I admire how he can study and give talks. In other words he use what he learnt and he can write too. He wrote alots of books. Dr Zaharuddin Abd Rahman, i knew him in progam tanyalah Ustaz then i just discover he is teaching in IIUM. I not good in doing synopis but this book make me realize that as a muslim in any way we wajib choose product based on Syariah... anything on riba is haram...i change my credit card due to this ...now all my loans and account is base on syariah .. insya allah There a lot of thing we must do as a muslim ...
Reading this book motivate me to run and run and learn as much as i can, and try to share and use my knowleadge on the benefit of others Insya Allah.
It about islamic way of life. A PHD student experience staying in UK with high determination to strenghten the Islam way of life (in finance,social and etc). Its not only one story but mix and we can choose to read based on chapter. I think he is smart when he choose Syariah in finance which he became one the pioneer of islamic finance in Malaysia.
This book have two parts first on his bachelor to PHD and second is his job journey from bankers to a lecturer... I admire how he can study and give talks. In other words he use what he learnt and he can write too. He wrote alots of books. Dr Zaharuddin Abd Rahman, i knew him in progam tanyalah Ustaz then i just discover he is teaching in IIUM. I not good in doing synopis but this book make me realize that as a muslim in any way we wajib choose product based on Syariah... anything on riba is haram...i change my credit card due to this ...now all my loans and account is base on syariah .. insya allah There a lot of thing we must do as a muslim ...
Reading this book motivate me to run and run and learn as much as i can, and try to share and use my knowleadge on the benefit of others Insya Allah.
Thursday, May 2, 2013
Mimpi
Malam tadi mimpi pasal proposal .... tinggal 1 tahun if tak buat kena kick out from DBA.
Well sebab santai je ..tup2 dah abis sem ...proposal tak siap lagi. walaupun asyik terfikir je tapi tak buat pon. Bulan feb dah pi juga Library UKM and UM ambil cuti 3 hari ...tiba2 down balik ..so santai lagi ..bulan Jan & Feb asyik demamn je tapi bila dah baik demam asyik tgk citer korea je... abis data internet guna tgk drama korea..
Malam sabtu lepas baca dr ot chap 1 sama2 watch korean drama I miss you..sampai 2 pagi ...
Dr ot punya tulsan memamg bagus dan saya faham sbb tengah mengalaminya dah setahun buat proposal tak siap2.. malah my fren yang kata nak defense proposal pon tak defense2 lagi sb kena ubah sana sini... University bagi 2 tahun je untuk buat proposal lepas tu kick out.... macam mana ni. risau ler... now stuck la kiranya ...
1 May ingat nak start balik ..but flu the whole day so tido je la...i must change NOW...if not wasting money je hutang kat PTPTN and Bank Rakyat almost RM100k tu ...
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