Discipline

It has been more than a month since i got my result.. as i knew to start writting is more challenging than attending class and exam. Because exam you have to sit what ever it is the time will come but to start writting its your own will... Last month i send my proposal to Prof Rokiah but it was rejected. She asked me to come out with other proposal which more related to business. But till now i just cannot write anything ... frankly i dont really like business topic i more interested in economic subject ...and modelling because it easier ... I suppose to meet her after send new proposal but till now i just being lazy ..i took two days leave, plan to spend my time at the libary but in the end i just sleep at home. Now is the second sem 2012 ( we was given 2 semester to complete the research proposal) but i still in lazy mode. Yesterday i read Tun Mahathir Book " A Doctor in the House" i need to have idea to come out with tile objcetive and method ... after reading one of the chapter in his book ..i think i not discipline.. or being lazy. I should force my self rather than following my heart.. Prof must have reason for rejecting my first proposal ... i should not give up. Nothing in this world is easy to achieve and you cannot just pray to Allah swt without doing nothing ..you must pray and work hard. I think Bro Mas, Lokman and Mr. Lim already denfence their proposal because they have thier own topic and supervisor... and they start one sem earlier than me. I wish that after writting this i can come out with better idea on the topic i want to do for my research............. Thinking without action will never have the end, that what i don now. I should start write again .... May ALLAH Bless me