It was the second week of Sem 7 but for us who taking consultation course yesterday it was our first meeting with the coodinator. I dont know why but i really dont like this course because it seem you sell things to client...i just not into it. I prefer taking exam and repeat many times rather doing this but what i can do, it was the requirement of this Program.
The topic that i get is not really relate to me but i think its new knowledge. At the end of the session, we have a talk with the coodinator and Bro Mas said that i should change the topic since it is not my field ...the coodinator also said the same things since i have to start learning the topic now but in reality ...consultant is an expert of the field they want to consult...No i m feel uneasy ..what to do ...
Looking back at the topic given, it like straight forward issue that can be solve using figures and modelling of course i need to understand the term and banking sector beacause it mix .acct, bankin, finance & stats..
I found a few articles which talking about the same topic done by Afican banks ....even the issue d same so maybe can follow ...
I think i cant give up now, even after coming back from the class it seem that we have to do all ourself...it seems all students from the private sector dont have prob in getting place and get paid for their consultation project, but for us who work in goverment, we have none ...the coodinator said that we must sell our self coz we are dba..i agree with that however ...as gov staf we are not like selling our service but we give our best service to the costomer without thinking to get paid coz the gov already paid us....and it foe the nation, i believe this is the limitation that the civil servant have.
..for this project the other solution is to get a partner to do it together but i m still thinking, if it good or not coz two head better than one also the clasmate good at finance.. but i not sure of it yet ..
..whatever the project must be on...if the client accept it .,,it consider pass ...in 3 months dont know what will happen ..still
..i need to do the proposal by this week to show it to the supervisor next week..
..i feel and think that i can do it but i m scared that i cannot deliver ...
Also i just think that GSM also not well prepare with this course...i feel something somewhere missing.........but i also dont know what is it...which make me feel upset...seeing the coorditor not really help but make me feel bad coz they asked about fee... (i always believe money is not everything what i want is the knowledge) but the classmate do help alot coz we face the same situation ...
Well now whatever i need to do the Gant Chart...
What to do life must goes on...i m not the lioness but i sould be like one to success ..i think
May Allah bless and make everthing easy for me.....Amin
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