Meeting after about cnt remmember ....maybe 10years..i applied for E but rejected (they said other canidates are more capable and ask me to stick with N which i expert..ye la tu)..that batch she join the organiz..she was one of the new E (whre i failed )...i think in 2000...but not sure...
today she passed away at UH....she is a strong lady as i knew..the most current hahah...we both take ptk in 2007 for the first time..hehe...during public speaking she talk about horse ...during her study in US ..she work part time kat ladang kuda..i think taking care of the horse is the best moment in her life...coz during our3 day presentation course pon arwah tell us the same story ...(the topic what we want to do ...our dream job ...)
masa ptk haha dia ulang skrip 3 kali sbb tak cukup 15 minit tapi the 3 refere tak perasan ...
dua kali attend ptk (2008) with arwah...byk yg menarik ....but i had to do it three times....hmmmm...
she is cool but i think she in pain ...everyday...she always took medcine alot to reduce her pain...last time i met her ..her eyes ..like bleeding coz of penyakit kulit...she ate little only....
the kayap dtg lagi she alway garu but i told dnt ...its so itching she said...
The her athritis ...she cant walk ..kayap ...kidney failure...(must change water every 4 hours)she always laugh when i say u must not miss the time to do clean ur blood ..she will said sikit je cukup....
last...she took long leave coz of the kayap again..then recovered not yet masuk ofic she fall and ..patah tulang pinngul...admited to hspt kt shah alam...then operation ...put besi...she really in pain...i dont have heart to visit her... that time 3 days straight call her ..motivate her to do the phisoo ....during the time she said she give up...and one day she cried the whole day and ...attendenc hspt terpaksa tunggu bag dia tisu (she laugh when remmber what she did)...
later i m too busy ...Press release ...then on 26 jan she call me at 4.30...i was doing the meeting notes ...she laugh alot that afternoon saying she just discharged her sis car so tinggi dia minta pak guard dukung dia ..and she can walk now tak rasa sakit pon...maid dia pon kata dia jalan laju..ke tandas ...sb kena cirit birit ...at that time she waiting the maid cook rendang...she dah lama tak makan..masin2 ...kat hospital tak bagi....dia kata bau rendang tu sedap..
then she said her bone macam longgar ...so i told her ...tu la masa baru2 terus kena biasakan...memg sakit lama2 nanti biasa .....she kata tak nak beritahu doktor sbb takut kena operate balik...betulkan sakit..she want to wait until her check-up on 5 Feb...then she will come to office on 8 Feb ...well then chit chat...la pasal her new task ..service bulliten..skt...chc...etc...i asked her one words in english (biasa la arwah tmept tanya BI)..cnt remember the word to finich my meeting notes ..
...but that was the last chit chat we have...the laugh ..walk..and cirit is the sign she dah kena virus...coz i was told by her neice her condition worsen after that cirit and muntah2...doktor kata masa balik rumah ...the virus dah masuk lalu tiub cuci darah ....tak dapat detec awal...then she admited again 2 day in hsptlll ...detect 80% virus dah merebak ...but then she balik rumah ...lepas condition ok...but on Tuesday afternoon(9.2.10)..dia sesak nafas and admitted kat Uh (COMA)....last visit her on Monday 15.2....(ICU uh) she look relax (coma) after make a sudden wake up coz that morning doktor dah cabut tiub but then she ada nadi doktor pasang balik mesin and all those wayar kat badan dia.....and till today....she was discharged permenatly ....
she had been in pain since teenager...the age came with new sickness ....adding to her bodies...no doctor can tell ...how it comes...they only try to cure............
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too much to tell..10yrs ....everthying i told her ...bad or good...what i did what i plan....she will listen and laugh..motivate me...advice ..and asssit me...and so on...too much ....she never tell other ....she smile je...memories never changed...(why those memories came back so much tonight...)
May ALLAH bless her ...semoga ALLAH tempatkan arwah dikalangan orang2 yang beriman..AL-Fatihah.
CHK....
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