Class week 13 (second last). sem 2.

yesterday n today ...at school...

Yesterday ppt AF financial crisis and Islamif finance...tak faham ler group with ceo ni rupanys sukar....but what ever i had presented mine..and other seem understood jer and what the best prof tak my slide to explain more so..all asked for my slide but not the ceo part...actullly i thought he want to combine but that morining have to present indv....mine tajuk pon tak da...tapi i think the contents ok...prof elaborate more on surah albaqarah 275: about islam prohibit riba or interest but mengalalkan trade or profit (so pro. explain the diff between the profit and interest)
other slide prof use is the comparision between islamic and conventional finance he said said now all the diffrecen not really exist in the real world...he explain on th abrirtaj...and swaping but i not clear ...hehehe...

actually i got dinner inviation that night at fren house at 745-8pm...but after thinking so much i cancel..my fren call at 6.05pm...my sms just late sencod fr th call...i think she hate me after this...what so ever...i think my roots still and religion ...the piroty ....tired already i got class on sundy..and assgment to compelet..that more imortnat ..

tody go to library ..til 2pm clas L/S ..prof seem not satisfied with us coz all student not complete the last assmnet and ask for another date ..prof agreed ..Thursday..well all busy with finance assgnet ...ni pulak need to read alot of theoy on leader ship..mine ...pon 5% je siap..

What else this Thursday got makan malam lab...but i think dont want to go...need to do assgment ni.....

i think no body understand my preassure ....they seem easly want to tell other i m study ..i hate that attitude...who are you to tell other about me...i was there ..do u know me better than myself....pelik dont like this kind of person..when i said i got allot of assgment ..never try to understand ..but easily want o kepoh2...i m really preassure if other know i mstudy..it will be ashamed if fail...alhamdullh i had go through this sem nearly to the end coz i just do what i know ...three of my fren differed...one nealry deffered but cancel...i also really ...down this sem..but one week to go to end the class end....and then exam ...what i do is just follow the flow...whatever happen ...is up to Allah

i will always gratefull....

i really respect for those who seeking knowledge ...the journey is not as simple as its seem to be ....its our brain and internal which really in pain ... as we see to reach our ...vision ...seem so full of challenges.