After clicking my online result everyday since hari raya haji...result came out late today ...checking at home ...i pass both paper with B... i think its the best i can get and syukur coz i had ponteng class 3 times this sem which under timbang tara coz max 2.5 time with reason mine no reasons....this sem is my worst result ever registered since dba..which i should improve in sem 5...
i am grateful coz i thought my cor govb result will be worst coz i cant answer ...as expected answering with my own thought only can give me pass B.... need to read book to get better than B.
As i pray only to pass i get what i want and can pursue my fifth sem alhamdulliah.
May Allah alaways bless me with knowledge which can guide me to be the best hamba Allah. I live and die only for Allah yang Maha Esa.
Thursday, November 25, 2010
Tuesday, November 2, 2010
Cuti sem
lately my health was not good ...demam tak kebah lagi...fever come and go ..doc say nothing...no more antibotic ...too much not good..no denggi and any virus attack..
Doc said should do blood test in details ...colorestrol..diabites ..kidney..etc..so will do that tomorrow... hmmmm....i cant concentrate on work at all now day...flu ...headache..fever...dont know how explain ...suddenly feel so cold then so hot then headache...i just want to sleep ...and wish this could end ...water come out from my nose every night even there is no flu and which i dnt know how...
but the first blood test shown my sinus high 4 (bad sinus min indictor 4)... may be coz of the current environment .rain..jerebu..hot...etc
...feel weak wish this will end before new sem....
Doc said should do blood test in details ...colorestrol..diabites ..kidney..etc..so will do that tomorrow... hmmmm....i cant concentrate on work at all now day...flu ...headache..fever...dont know how explain ...suddenly feel so cold then so hot then headache...i just want to sleep ...and wish this could end ...water come out from my nose every night even there is no flu and which i dnt know how...
but the first blood test shown my sinus high 4 (bad sinus min indictor 4)... may be coz of the current environment .rain..jerebu..hot...etc
...feel weak wish this will end before new sem....
Monday, October 25, 2010
End of Sem 4
yesterday 24.10 2010 end of sem 4.. i having fever and flu almost everyday since came back from kg after granny past away 26 sep...
i feel weak eveyday headache ... so yesterday i sat for accounting paper i m happy coz prof did not ask us to calculate for case study only the principle of mgmt acct and how we apply and the role in orgn of course we must give suggestion to the company to growth discussion ( i like this write what i want)....calculation as predict manufacturing account and trading and profit and lost... just kira je ..budget... cost transfer..decentrized...with wet towel and headache i just write and answer based what i think correct......
anyway i think all the ceo in my class happy coz they experience it so they have no prob to answer....
next sem there will be full time and part time dba .... so the class become bigger
i wish i can study better next sem. this sem i did not study at all..........
i wont ask for much only that i can pass the exam and continue my studies ... insya'allah
i feel weak eveyday headache ... so yesterday i sat for accounting paper i m happy coz prof did not ask us to calculate for case study only the principle of mgmt acct and how we apply and the role in orgn of course we must give suggestion to the company to growth discussion ( i like this write what i want)....calculation as predict manufacturing account and trading and profit and lost... just kira je ..budget... cost transfer..decentrized...with wet towel and headache i just write and answer based what i think correct......
anyway i think all the ceo in my class happy coz they experience it so they have no prob to answer....
next sem there will be full time and part time dba .... so the class become bigger
i wish i can study better next sem. this sem i did not study at all..........
i wont ask for much only that i can pass the exam and continue my studies ... insya'allah
Monday, October 11, 2010
10.10.10
Sunday..my last day in fourth sem..
accounting clas ..3 presentation by classmate end the day prof said good luck to us our exam will be on 24/10
start 2pm corporate gov class...group B presentation on Fedex i think..not reading the case study coz busy reading my group A case study on GM -more 40 pages.
our group ppt start at 3pm...and end at 11pm i guess coz my fren sms at 12 pm said prof satisfied with our ppt. I went back at 8pm request to present earlier mine only 3 slide but i only present 2 slide coz the last slide terlupa sampai sebb too many question from fren.
Exam next week 17.10.2010
accounting clas ..3 presentation by classmate end the day prof said good luck to us our exam will be on 24/10
start 2pm corporate gov class...group B presentation on Fedex i think..not reading the case study coz busy reading my group A case study on GM -more 40 pages.
our group ppt start at 3pm...and end at 11pm i guess coz my fren sms at 12 pm said prof satisfied with our ppt. I went back at 8pm request to present earlier mine only 3 slide but i only present 2 slide coz the last slide terlupa sampai sebb too many question from fren.
Exam next week 17.10.2010
Tuesday, September 28, 2010
grandma 26 sep 2010
after i wrote in this blog ...sikap on 26/9/2010...at 7.40 pm my niece called inform that my grandma passed away between 7-7.30pm.....
that night me, sis and dad n othes sis drive back to kg start 10.30 reach bp 3.am..
my sis went straight to my aunt house where my late grandma stay but i went to my sis and wait till 8am ...
my grandma passed away o 26 sep 2010 at 7.15pm that wrote in the sijil kematian due to sakit tua..
during the persediaan jenazah ..mandi n kapan..
my thinking..betapa ilmu dunia ini tidak dapat membantu dibangdingkan dengan ilmu akhirat...melihat makcik menyediakan kain kapn menyusun nya mengikut yang disyaratkan dalam islam...
mereka tidak ada degree or master degree..mgkn tak belajar jauh tapi merekalah orang yg berilmu yang dapat menyepurnakan jenazah agar ianya dapat disiapkan untuk mengadap Allah pencipta
terfikir jahilnya diri kerana hanya mampu melihat...jika macik 2 itu tak ada siapa yang nak uruskan jenazah...
tak kira siapa kita dimuka bumi ini ..berpada bijaknya kita..kaya..berilmu..berpangkat tinggi...akhirny org 2 ini lah yang dapat membantu kita dalam keadaan sempurna berjumpa penciptanya...........
..sy terbanyang clas dba membincangkan perkara 2 ekonomi .politik ..business...mereka petah berkata2..tetapi apakah mereka boleh melakukan apa yg makcik2 ini lakukan..adakah merkea tahu atau belajar ini...adakah merkea bersedia...sebagaimana mereka ..berdebat dan membuat presentation ...
i feel so tak berpengethuan ..apabila ditanya mana cucunya..boleh uruskan jenazah...semua diam...
macik2 itu nampak tennga sekali..membuat kerja2 mereka..samapi mandikan jenazah ..my youngest sis bersama-sama the 4 macik untuk..mandiakn...i respect my youngest sis she so confident ...and brave not like me alwya find way and asked her to do for other behalf...
i really need to learn more on islam and human rather on econ busines (ilmu dunia)...
my grandma selamat dikebumikan on 27 SEp 2010...about 10.30 am.......at age 86 (about10 yrs after my mom passed away 1999 Dec)
wish arwah ditempatkan dikalangan org2 beriman..
that night me, sis and dad n othes sis drive back to kg start 10.30 reach bp 3.am..
my sis went straight to my aunt house where my late grandma stay but i went to my sis and wait till 8am ...
my grandma passed away o 26 sep 2010 at 7.15pm that wrote in the sijil kematian due to sakit tua..
during the persediaan jenazah ..mandi n kapan..
my thinking..betapa ilmu dunia ini tidak dapat membantu dibangdingkan dengan ilmu akhirat...melihat makcik menyediakan kain kapn menyusun nya mengikut yang disyaratkan dalam islam...
mereka tidak ada degree or master degree..mgkn tak belajar jauh tapi merekalah orang yg berilmu yang dapat menyepurnakan jenazah agar ianya dapat disiapkan untuk mengadap Allah pencipta
terfikir jahilnya diri kerana hanya mampu melihat...jika macik 2 itu tak ada siapa yang nak uruskan jenazah...
tak kira siapa kita dimuka bumi ini ..berpada bijaknya kita..kaya..berilmu..berpangkat tinggi...akhirny org 2 ini lah yang dapat membantu kita dalam keadaan sempurna berjumpa penciptanya...........
..sy terbanyang clas dba membincangkan perkara 2 ekonomi .politik ..business...mereka petah berkata2..tetapi apakah mereka boleh melakukan apa yg makcik2 ini lakukan..adakah merkea tahu atau belajar ini...adakah merkea bersedia...sebagaimana mereka ..berdebat dan membuat presentation ...
i feel so tak berpengethuan ..apabila ditanya mana cucunya..boleh uruskan jenazah...semua diam...
macik2 itu nampak tennga sekali..membuat kerja2 mereka..samapi mandikan jenazah ..my youngest sis bersama-sama the 4 macik untuk..mandiakn...i respect my youngest sis she so confident ...and brave not like me alwya find way and asked her to do for other behalf...
i really need to learn more on islam and human rather on econ busines (ilmu dunia)...
my grandma selamat dikebumikan on 27 SEp 2010...about 10.30 am.......at age 86 (about10 yrs after my mom passed away 1999 Dec)
wish arwah ditempatkan dikalangan org2 beriman..
Saturday, September 25, 2010
Sikap..
lately i m down n out...lazy to work & study...
this sem i did not study at all...corpor gov book clean...adv acct..only read when to do assmengment..
group work..i do nothing ...i want to be the free rider ..i only search for input for acct project ppt SOX ..dato (my group mate) keep quiet je so..i just send him inout he said very helpful then dia tak suruh pon buat apa2..dia tak bagi outline pulak tu..dengar2 dia sakit tak tahu la mcm mana ...
cor gov group ppt...lagi la haru biru add case study general motor ada lebih 34 pages..dnt know how to do summary...dah antar draft kat grop 30 slide tu..meati diorang bengang je...hehe..
sakit malas melanda ni susah betul...
raya my fren give me blaus ..hehe tapi mcm seksi je tak leh pakai la
..kadang2 ada gak rasa jelous tengok org 2 gi jalan oversea...tpi bukan my field so tak dapat la g mana2 ..sejak 2006 tak pernah fly mana2...wish can go to middle east
..
raya tahun ni tak menarik langsng...my sis get mad..i think we shoul really sincere toward what we do and dnt look down on other..tyhe also have dignity...better talk less..if dnt agree also keep quiet coz it might give bad ending.........lesson learnt during ahad mlam isnin raya ke 3--
my grand mother seem so weak ...this yr she 86 my aunt said lately she dnt want to eat..i cooked ikan bawal hitam kicap send to her home on Sunday afternoon at 6pm...salam nenek and went home.....
...tommorrow will be week 11....dba ...dah tak larat nak g class........diam je la
this sem i did not study at all...corpor gov book clean...adv acct..only read when to do assmengment..
group work..i do nothing ...i want to be the free rider ..i only search for input for acct project ppt SOX ..dato (my group mate) keep quiet je so..i just send him inout he said very helpful then dia tak suruh pon buat apa2..dia tak bagi outline pulak tu..dengar2 dia sakit tak tahu la mcm mana ...
cor gov group ppt...lagi la haru biru add case study general motor ada lebih 34 pages..dnt know how to do summary...dah antar draft kat grop 30 slide tu..meati diorang bengang je...hehe..
sakit malas melanda ni susah betul...
raya my fren give me blaus ..hehe tapi mcm seksi je tak leh pakai la
..kadang2 ada gak rasa jelous tengok org 2 gi jalan oversea...tpi bukan my field so tak dapat la g mana2 ..sejak 2006 tak pernah fly mana2...wish can go to middle east
..
raya tahun ni tak menarik langsng...my sis get mad..i think we shoul really sincere toward what we do and dnt look down on other..tyhe also have dignity...better talk less..if dnt agree also keep quiet coz it might give bad ending.........lesson learnt during ahad mlam isnin raya ke 3--
my grand mother seem so weak ...this yr she 86 my aunt said lately she dnt want to eat..i cooked ikan bawal hitam kicap send to her home on Sunday afternoon at 6pm...salam nenek and went home.....
...tommorrow will be week 11....dba ...dah tak larat nak g class........diam je la
Monday, September 6, 2010
Monday-Qiamulail & gelang again
Early morning my fren came we talk about qiamulaill she attend on sunday night...they start 2am..till 5.30am...and what she learnt ..during the event ...we talk about ...umrah ...and how Allah pay cash for what we did in thus world...i feel the true inside of her today ...she event record the ceramah and let me listen via her hp...like her so much may Allah bless her...always
previouly she gave me telekung with bags...beautiful
afternoon, other fren of mine called and asked me to collect something she (just came back from oversea) got something for me...what???? haha ..well gelang again but this time made of magnet...she said for health..photo as below....
loves both of you my fren...not coz both of u gave me gift but the most imprtant is the frendship ...i feel happy when meeting both of them....older and so mature than me but i can say anything i want, they wont mind...sometimes i think they dnt understand what i m talking about...but they do listen........and smile
start cuti raya tuesday...actually tak rasa apa2 pon ....sedih ramadhan nak abis ...
...cepat masa berlalu.................
previouly she gave me telekung with bags...beautiful
afternoon, other fren of mine called and asked me to collect something she (just came back from oversea) got something for me...what???? haha ..well gelang again but this time made of magnet...she said for health..photo as below....
loves both of you my fren...not coz both of u gave me gift but the most imprtant is the frendship ...i feel happy when meeting both of them....older and so mature than me but i can say anything i want, they wont mind...sometimes i think they dnt understand what i m talking about...but they do listen........and smile
start cuti raya tuesday...actually tak rasa apa2 pon ....sedih ramadhan nak abis ...
...cepat masa berlalu.................
Monday, August 30, 2010
Week-5&6
busy office work and study..so tired
every week got homework and quiz ... never well prepare for quiz got 15/20. hehe..but this week quiz i think get 2 marks je coz esei out of topic...
now i understand a little bit of cor. gov...prof ask us to come out with our defination i got my own but really different from other coz using my own words... they all got bombastic word but mine low level ...anyway prof said as we all finish ready aloudly our def. he said eveybody got the same view only the wording different but he is proud we can create one...he alway looking at me to speak up..."all lectures' i m too quite.... well i don't have the word actually ...their english sound like american, austrain ,european...so slang..
accounting after eveyweek homework yesterday was the last asgmnt prof want us to concentrate with our paper work my team will present on 3 Oct. 2010.....everyone happy coz evey week from sunday to Wed. i will try to do the acct assgmnet..even i dont understand...succesful half but this week our answer not accurate...prof pening tgk our answer...
October 17 and 24 will be our final exam ..wow just realize that the sem dah nak abis...cepatlay
now ofic work seem bertambah..post cab ..what is quality export ...cp ..pr..and tor ..BOP... eeehhhh time byk keje sekolah keje ofice btambah...need to learn BOP for firday exchange ...need to do TOR for client survey ...need to identify quality export...and make sure all the cabinet paper and press release went smoothly....
i hope the top wont ask me to do the input output table which i don't know to identify quality export ..bnm said they are in process developin one until now tak siap lagi.....
mcm mana ...
wish the top can tell the mins that difficulties we face .......
every week got homework and quiz ... never well prepare for quiz got 15/20. hehe..but this week quiz i think get 2 marks je coz esei out of topic...
now i understand a little bit of cor. gov...prof ask us to come out with our defination i got my own but really different from other coz using my own words... they all got bombastic word but mine low level ...anyway prof said as we all finish ready aloudly our def. he said eveybody got the same view only the wording different but he is proud we can create one...he alway looking at me to speak up..."all lectures' i m too quite.... well i don't have the word actually ...their english sound like american, austrain ,european...so slang..
accounting after eveyweek homework yesterday was the last asgmnt prof want us to concentrate with our paper work my team will present on 3 Oct. 2010.....everyone happy coz evey week from sunday to Wed. i will try to do the acct assgmnet..even i dont understand...succesful half but this week our answer not accurate...prof pening tgk our answer...
October 17 and 24 will be our final exam ..wow just realize that the sem dah nak abis...cepatlay
now ofic work seem bertambah..post cab ..what is quality export ...cp ..pr..and tor ..BOP... eeehhhh time byk keje sekolah keje ofice btambah...need to learn BOP for firday exchange ...need to do TOR for client survey ...need to identify quality export...and make sure all the cabinet paper and press release went smoothly....
i hope the top wont ask me to do the input output table which i don't know to identify quality export ..bnm said they are in process developin one until now tak siap lagi.....
mcm mana ...
wish the top can tell the mins that difficulties we face .......
Friday, August 13, 2010
Week -4
Attend clss with heavy heart...............
its not only me but my my fren too said she really lazy to come for class that day
anyway now seem like everyweek got accounting assigment ..i really weak at it so thoug subject donn't know can pass or not ..wish prof have different perspective when valuing the student coz he is the oldest prof ever teach me.......
my answer wrong but he said its ok coz that is my opinion rather true and false only for under grad........i confuse but ..i wish he will be also lenier in marking part and read what i think rather than what the answer is..
i pity my new team coz we all not good at accounting and every one working so he new student so like have to do eveything for our team...nobody came for group discusion..
its at night i cannot come as usual so i normally send my input or my answer version...
this week so many task which ... today we have thinker guild ...BPS projcet which two officer will present article read about any issue ..
i do RM rising good or bad...conclusion just depend on the sector and gov policy ...the risisng without control will come to bubble and burst..
other aske me about.. peg better to conduct business ..my answer its depend on your business blala....what is bubble. answe unsustantial high ..unpredict high situation ..what is OPR..rate given to BNM when banker borrow from BNM (mcm salah je)...what about gold can it depreciate...its commofity so caanot...
jo said sme didn't get the loan coz the banker afraid of non performing loan ...Shah..bring up subprime issue.....
its good excersise but too many schooll afairs .........
next week i got quiz which prof may take as exam for cor. gov which i haven;t read any...coz till Wednesday prepare input for kh ppt..which at the end he only will present it next week....argghhhh........
sub cor gov seem so pohylosphy
...what is the paradigme cannot just said its meaning was depth ... leader will create shift in paradigme ...what else cannot remeber
read and understand the principle is the key to success and be knowledgbale
what condfusing my fren said when i absent prof thought about relation between reality and truth and appearence .........if i m not mistaken appreance is reality but not truth ..
let see what happen at W5 -quiz which i be a philospher coz dont have the text book ..and accounting ppt which i dnt understand and know how to ........
its not only me but my my fren too said she really lazy to come for class that day
anyway now seem like everyweek got accounting assigment ..i really weak at it so thoug subject donn't know can pass or not ..wish prof have different perspective when valuing the student coz he is the oldest prof ever teach me.......
my answer wrong but he said its ok coz that is my opinion rather true and false only for under grad........i confuse but ..i wish he will be also lenier in marking part and read what i think rather than what the answer is..
i pity my new team coz we all not good at accounting and every one working so he new student so like have to do eveything for our team...nobody came for group discusion..
its at night i cannot come as usual so i normally send my input or my answer version...
this week so many task which ... today we have thinker guild ...BPS projcet which two officer will present article read about any issue ..
i do RM rising good or bad...conclusion just depend on the sector and gov policy ...the risisng without control will come to bubble and burst..
other aske me about.. peg better to conduct business ..my answer its depend on your business blala....what is bubble. answe unsustantial high ..unpredict high situation ..what is OPR..rate given to BNM when banker borrow from BNM (mcm salah je)...what about gold can it depreciate...its commofity so caanot...
jo said sme didn't get the loan coz the banker afraid of non performing loan ...Shah..bring up subprime issue.....
its good excersise but too many schooll afairs .........
next week i got quiz which prof may take as exam for cor. gov which i haven;t read any...coz till Wednesday prepare input for kh ppt..which at the end he only will present it next week....argghhhh........
sub cor gov seem so pohylosphy
...what is the paradigme cannot just said its meaning was depth ... leader will create shift in paradigme ...what else cannot remeber
read and understand the principle is the key to success and be knowledgbale
what condfusing my fren said when i absent prof thought about relation between reality and truth and appearence .........if i m not mistaken appreance is reality but not truth ..
let see what happen at W5 -quiz which i be a philospher coz dont have the text book ..and accounting ppt which i dnt understand and know how to ........
Thursday, August 5, 2010
Week 3-1st time absent
week 3 -balik kg so cannot attend the class.......that day Dato rais treat the class bryani ..so miss out le ...but its ok coz i didnt eat mutton ..bryani kambing so ok ler.....
kenduri at kg also eat beyani...my neighbour confuse coz nak kenduri but not cooking ..we just smile ...
at 5pm i went to the stall and buy 30 pack of bryani each rm6....buy fruits and my sis bring cakes 2 types...
easy no need to penat2 masak just buy for the kenduri ..about 16 org masjid came for the tahlil....its been long time since we have tahlil normally just sent to the masjid je but this yr buat kat rumah...
but i m tired ..the whole saturday move here and there .early sunday morning drive back to KL at 9.15am arrived around 1.30pm straight to ofic coz got work to do need to send on monday...we finish our work at aroud 6pm ...at home i continue the work...till 1 am.............really tired
kenduri at kg also eat beyani...my neighbour confuse coz nak kenduri but not cooking ..we just smile ...
at 5pm i went to the stall and buy 30 pack of bryani each rm6....buy fruits and my sis bring cakes 2 types...
easy no need to penat2 masak just buy for the kenduri ..about 16 org masjid came for the tahlil....its been long time since we have tahlil normally just sent to the masjid je but this yr buat kat rumah...
but i m tired ..the whole saturday move here and there .early sunday morning drive back to KL at 9.15am arrived around 1.30pm straight to ofic coz got work to do need to send on monday...we finish our work at aroud 6pm ...at home i continue the work...till 1 am.............really tired
Sunday, July 25, 2010
Week 2
Morning accounting.........first half so mgantuk ..prof baca slide...after break group activity....how to make the capitalism islamic..easy ..take out the ism..no self interest/no greed/ no riba....
Cor. Gov....why..how because...creative thinking...what is theory...a process, idea, assumption ..........what is science...what is hypothesis......what is reality ...what is truth...
reality can ber createred so it not truth ...but the truth is a realty so reality is weaker than truth.........realty is a senence which base on perceoption...example jounarlist create strory which is reality but its not the truth...however it the jourarlist make it like truth ...but its not so reality can be not truth ...but truth is reality...
does it matter when we was told sun round the earth .....but originlly the earth round the sun on its paksi...its ..id sun round the eart all the time will chnage ..the rain ..the day..sun bigger than eart h..so how its will be ...earth......time become shorter ..sun big so roun the earth smaller so less time needed....so the west is wrong ..
However ...eveyday we saw sun rise and sun down so its seem that the sun is round the earth ..so the sense that tell us the reality hapeen is like the sun roun the earth but the truth is the eath is round the sun...........
Science-power because it give cause and effect....
headache learn cor. gov..prof want us to think and talk...
Cor. Gov....why..how because...creative thinking...what is theory...a process, idea, assumption ..........what is science...what is hypothesis......what is reality ...what is truth...
reality can ber createred so it not truth ...but the truth is a realty so reality is weaker than truth.........realty is a senence which base on perceoption...example jounarlist create strory which is reality but its not the truth...however it the jourarlist make it like truth ...but its not so reality can be not truth ...but truth is reality...
does it matter when we was told sun round the earth .....but originlly the earth round the sun on its paksi...its ..id sun round the eart all the time will chnage ..the rain ..the day..sun bigger than eart h..so how its will be ...earth......time become shorter ..sun big so roun the earth smaller so less time needed....so the west is wrong ..
However ...eveyday we saw sun rise and sun down so its seem that the sun is round the earth ..so the sense that tell us the reality hapeen is like the sun roun the earth but the truth is the eath is round the sun...........
Science-power because it give cause and effect....
headache learn cor. gov..prof want us to think and talk...
Sunday, July 18, 2010
Week 1 Sem 4
Arrived at around 9am..not many student in class ...ohhh new student a lady sat at my desk luckly at lokman place ...i mrushing as to ensure i got my normal seat...shaking hand ....i told her that lokman seat so she might be better move close to me ...she agreed. beautiful lady aged 32 a lecturer ..acct & finance ..a mom of of many kid haven asked......not enough time to chat.
now we have big group of student of 15...ok la youngest 25 ...smart guy ...
class start at 9+ accounting....prof manap ..he is very veteran lectrur i than aged more than 70..like dr mahathir...the way he speak and dress...but very experience and inttellegent,... we learn on accounting mangement today ...what else cnnr remember
afternoon corporte governance ....prof arif...talk with high tones ..small and tall also aged i think late 50 or 60..........he tought my fren in 1985...so ...
he said 'economi criisi due to market sentiment...people done the analayis but can see the fault..if due to deregukation....free market ...ind. can decide by themself to mak profit..this cause e crisis...
corpor gor---process ...policy is made from ideologhy.....
wisdom is knowledgede with judgment ....inteleccual .......he said we must ..read the nspaper...read the mind of the polcy maker ...predict the future....what next..
now we have big group of student of 15...ok la youngest 25 ...smart guy ...
class start at 9+ accounting....prof manap ..he is very veteran lectrur i than aged more than 70..like dr mahathir...the way he speak and dress...but very experience and inttellegent,... we learn on accounting mangement today ...what else cnnr remember
afternoon corporte governance ....prof arif...talk with high tones ..small and tall also aged i think late 50 or 60..........he tought my fren in 1985...so ...
he said 'economi criisi due to market sentiment...people done the analayis but can see the fault..if due to deregukation....free market ...ind. can decide by themself to mak profit..this cause e crisis...
corpor gor---process ...policy is made from ideologhy.....
wisdom is knowledgede with judgment ....inteleccual .......he said we must ..read the nspaper...read the mind of the polcy maker ...predict the future....what next..
Friday, July 16, 2010
What a day
This morning result appear kat portal student... hmmm ada peningkatan sikit this sem. Which mean my result is in upward trend...
Allhamdullilah........but i dnt know why after all that kecoh2 about IT result it seem that it just a gred ......... i dont feel the excitment like last sem..... i wish all this can finish ...i need a rest.....2 week break not enough..
really sad to attend class on sunday .........what to do... my fren said i can do it.Its true i can do it but with very very low mood.........they should give us at least 1 and half month break as for us to rest ........but many of them are not working they might be looking forward to attend the class........
i just want to take a break and want to ponteng class this sem........whatever some of us seldom come to class but still get the best result in class...reason when they come they participate ...and join the discussion..............but those who quiet but attend class just normal student .........
Allhamdullilah........but i dnt know why after all that kecoh2 about IT result it seem that it just a gred ......... i dont feel the excitment like last sem..... i wish all this can finish ...i need a rest.....2 week break not enough..
really sad to attend class on sunday .........what to do... my fren said i can do it.Its true i can do it but with very very low mood.........they should give us at least 1 and half month break as for us to rest ........but many of them are not working they might be looking forward to attend the class........
i just want to take a break and want to ponteng class this sem........whatever some of us seldom come to class but still get the best result in class...reason when they come they participate ...and join the discussion..............but those who quiet but attend class just normal student .........
Tuesday, July 13, 2010
Today....
i just realize that i miss someone today...
my fren said she got something for me ....feel happy already even dont know what she want to give me....smile to ears ...
my fren daughter warded coz influenze but not critical....wish recover soon....
my fren son so gebu that i wish i can hug him...(but its impossible la coz umi dia tak pernah bawa ke HQ).....only posted photo kat blog and fb je...
today realize my car coz me RM370 for clucth + motor for window RM60.....and one day el....yesterday ...hate when my car getting old (3y8mth) start to make trouble..not only my money but my life ...stress ....thinking new car
i got a call from d centre which saying sem 1 year 2 start next week 18 july and the result will be delay...meaning i passed la coz ...have to start clas.......so sad ...not enough rest yet.......
my fren said she got something for me ....feel happy already even dont know what she want to give me....smile to ears ...
my fren daughter warded coz influenze but not critical....wish recover soon....
my fren son so gebu that i wish i can hug him...(but its impossible la coz umi dia tak pernah bawa ke HQ).....only posted photo kat blog and fb je...
today realize my car coz me RM370 for clucth + motor for window RM60.....and one day el....yesterday ...hate when my car getting old (3y8mth) start to make trouble..not only my money but my life ...stress ....thinking new car
i got a call from d centre which saying sem 1 year 2 start next week 18 july and the result will be delay...meaning i passed la coz ...have to start clas.......so sad ...not enough rest yet.......
Sunday, July 11, 2010
What i do today
weekend without class.......watch auttum in my heart...my eyes bengkak ...sebak dan sedih if fikir just story ...but really touching ..... cant stop crying....
18 episod 2 day abis 18X30 minutes ..........that my eyes and kepala pon sakit.....
why i waste my time ...this korean movies just make me feel ...headache but...that the real life is ....when the time comes ...you cant escape from meet the creater...
...from this move i also learnt about cancer...it so painful..eehhhh....the test ...endeless love...the beach...meaning of painting.........tree....why the heroin want to become tree in her next life hehe cant move ler...your parent who raise you will actually build up your attitude and how u behave but not based on genetic but sicknes and IQ yes.......hmmm other...to love someone doesnt mean you must own he/her, but its what you feel in your heart and keep it and remain there till the end...
last week got email from class mate request for revise mark from prof for IT project...our group got the lowest mark...the guys did not satisfied ... coz other grop got 6o above while us only 58/70........dnt undersnt what prof. valued ...or mark base on what..
i think the guys deserve better mark even if prof dnt want to give equal mark to all members of the group..coz they both work so hard...as far as i know for group projrct only our group to the site visit ...other group just copy other presentation...
anyway ..i think the previous ppt was a fail coz prof said we should analysis using grid not just explaing the articles........
just hope the guys get additional mark, for me ....i dnt mind get B ...as i didnt feel the stress.......what importnat i learn new thing such as KMS, IT Securities etc.......
last friday eat at meatwork...relize that ..i had to pay for the services charge and gov tax about RM10...eating only RM70 for two..(give fren treat coz get better result sem 2..dah lewat tpi only now she free after her wed on feb 2010..)only that ... rugi RM10 just like that ...anyway i got to listen to my fren stroy at a condusive place...her hubby is chinese convert lama dah ...after come back from uk (grad uk..work in finance --)..6 month getting know each other from a fren then decide to get married ...that what we called bila dah samapi jodoh then ...it happen......(forget to asked she love him or not hehe...) but she said sukar to accept at the first place but her mom said ...its for her own goods...now she getting along well with her new life..she said must byk bersabar especially as both of them married at late age ....
18 episod 2 day abis 18X30 minutes ..........that my eyes and kepala pon sakit.....
why i waste my time ...this korean movies just make me feel ...headache but...that the real life is ....when the time comes ...you cant escape from meet the creater...
...from this move i also learnt about cancer...it so painful..eehhhh....the test ...endeless love...the beach...meaning of painting.........tree....why the heroin want to become tree in her next life hehe cant move ler...your parent who raise you will actually build up your attitude and how u behave but not based on genetic but sicknes and IQ yes.......hmmm other...to love someone doesnt mean you must own he/her, but its what you feel in your heart and keep it and remain there till the end...
last week got email from class mate request for revise mark from prof for IT project...our group got the lowest mark...the guys did not satisfied ... coz other grop got 6o above while us only 58/70........dnt undersnt what prof. valued ...or mark base on what..
i think the guys deserve better mark even if prof dnt want to give equal mark to all members of the group..coz they both work so hard...as far as i know for group projrct only our group to the site visit ...other group just copy other presentation...
anyway ..i think the previous ppt was a fail coz prof said we should analysis using grid not just explaing the articles........
just hope the guys get additional mark, for me ....i dnt mind get B ...as i didnt feel the stress.......what importnat i learn new thing such as KMS, IT Securities etc.......
last friday eat at meatwork...relize that ..i had to pay for the services charge and gov tax about RM10...eating only RM70 for two..(give fren treat coz get better result sem 2..dah lewat tpi only now she free after her wed on feb 2010..)only that ... rugi RM10 just like that ...anyway i got to listen to my fren stroy at a condusive place...her hubby is chinese convert lama dah ...after come back from uk (grad uk..work in finance --)..6 month getting know each other from a fren then decide to get married ...that what we called bila dah samapi jodoh then ...it happen......(forget to asked she love him or not hehe...) but she said sukar to accept at the first place but her mom said ...its for her own goods...now she getting along well with her new life..she said must byk bersabar especially as both of them married at late age ....
Friday, July 2, 2010
My Friend cry
my fren pregnant her second baby ...detected will not survive or she will die after born or before born...
So today after doing check up ...my fren relize the baby was gone...she cried alot ..however Allah loves her...as she had expected the baby will died, i believe the blow not too much on her...
ALLAH knows everything..he always give the BEST
So today after doing check up ...my fren relize the baby was gone...she cried alot ..however Allah loves her...as she had expected the baby will died, i believe the blow not too much on her...
ALLAH knows everything..he always give the BEST
Thursday, July 1, 2010
My Project Stats Worst Ever
Don't know why ..i give up on the stat project paper...all the result insignificant make feel really upset the worse i seem ignoring and let it be ....not like during my mba i stay up late to make sure i get the result...........which at the end dr.azmi said 97% of the paper like what he did..
This time using eview really make me fed up.......i dnt know how to interperte the ruslt and confuse ...why i should test this and that.............maybe because i read less.......or prof not teach in details but still .....cannot said that coz prof. just guide us ...we need to use our brain..
Anyway, now even the project paper was worst but i will do step by step again on the data analysis since its relate to my work and i wish to expand further so can use it as my thesis.......insya'allah if i pass all the exam in sem4 and sem 5 also the comprehensive exam..........
This time using eview really make me fed up.......i dnt know how to interperte the ruslt and confuse ...why i should test this and that.............maybe because i read less.......or prof not teach in details but still .....cannot said that coz prof. just guide us ...we need to use our brain..
Anyway, now even the project paper was worst but i will do step by step again on the data analysis since its relate to my work and i wish to expand further so can use it as my thesis.......insya'allah if i pass all the exam in sem4 and sem 5 also the comprehensive exam..........
Monday, June 21, 2010
End of Sem 3 20.6.2010
My final exam yesterday... paper stats... as usual mistake realize after exam too many... formula not correct here and there........what to do.......30% just wish prof give me 15% ...this week the paper project due date 20% ...
Can take rest for around one month before next new sem. if i passed la this sem.
On 13 , exam paper IT.......i just goreng je...KM,KMS, Warehousing, IT security,Case study e-commerce.....
I feel comfortable this sem coz not many presentation ...that why i like technical subject no presentation only IT got but twice only..but result not sure la.....maybe pass maybe not...as usual
result will be out on early Aug or late July ...............whatever i i wish it will an upward trend..insya'allah
Can take rest for around one month before next new sem. if i passed la this sem.
On 13 , exam paper IT.......i just goreng je...KM,KMS, Warehousing, IT security,Case study e-commerce.....
I feel comfortable this sem coz not many presentation ...that why i like technical subject no presentation only IT got but twice only..but result not sure la.....maybe pass maybe not...as usual
result will be out on early Aug or late July ...............whatever i i wish it will an upward trend..insya'allah
Saturday, June 5, 2010
My Fren love this song ..
tonight suppose to complete project paper but ending watching korean Ytube...Popcorn.........heee dah ku 12.30 my eyes still fresh............
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sbg8THbbyAs
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sbg8THbbyAs
Sunday, May 30, 2010
Class Week 11
week second last of sem3.
today class stat prof return our mid sem paper ..i got 26/30... wish can get A for this subject this sem...project paper 20% ..partipicant 20% final 30%.....
when recall back during mba....i got A in mid exam but...in final 50% dropped ...result only get B+...........
so not to repeat the previous mistake during dba........
project paper need to do wthin this week...today...i didnt do ppt for IT coz ..i do the stat project..but prof sava (it) dnt know so he said i m not participat coz didnt do the ppt....whatever .....i also join the interview with touch n go.....
and do the part as instruct by group but later they said i dont have to do ..........
sem3 nearly end .........next week will be last class.......for stat..but the last class for IT is today where each group do the last project for IT.......
on 13 exam IT and 20 will be stats...........
wish to complete stat project before wednesday for the guys to give their input .....
today class stat prof return our mid sem paper ..i got 26/30... wish can get A for this subject this sem...project paper 20% ..partipicant 20% final 30%.....
when recall back during mba....i got A in mid exam but...in final 50% dropped ...result only get B+...........
so not to repeat the previous mistake during dba........
project paper need to do wthin this week...today...i didnt do ppt for IT coz ..i do the stat project..but prof sava (it) dnt know so he said i m not participat coz didnt do the ppt....whatever .....i also join the interview with touch n go.....
and do the part as instruct by group but later they said i dont have to do ..........
sem3 nearly end .........next week will be last class.......for stat..but the last class for IT is today where each group do the last project for IT.......
on 13 exam IT and 20 will be stats...........
wish to complete stat project before wednesday for the guys to give their input .....
Saturday, May 22, 2010
les pliages longcchamp type
My fren went to USA ...she said want to buy me a pen.but at the end nothing
feel gulity la tu then she gave me a bag ....not original..she said ori more than thousand but as usual ....yg cipak...murah ler...her bro brought for her two from china so she gave me one........also she treat me lunch...
the bag v boleh lipat jadi small.................
last friday ....me and 2 frens went to mamak as usual ..chit chat...nice ...release stress.. we share one bowl of ABC...but i only eat the top(ice cream) coz cannot eat ice ......ler nanti flu
Wednesday, May 19, 2010
Travellog...
On 15 May my fren sms me saying attending a eramah...by prof kamil ...looking at the name ....i think knew this prof....yes ...prof who wrote the book travel log..which i m reading now.........i wish to own the book coz ..what he wrote is somthing that i always think of but i cant explain..it.......so i ask my fren buy me a copy . ..coz the one i read i..i borrow from a fren........
alhamdullilah........
My fren got me the book i wish to own..and .she got it for free with...notes from the writer...
.....sz semoga bertemu firdaus..........INSYAALLAH
LUV U my fren..............
Sunday, May 9, 2010
Week 8
Today early morning had my bfast at McD ...yummy..RM8....
class..as usual stst clas start with Durbin Watson test........terus belajar la...pulak
before that all student busy checking mid exam question....asking me that and this which i also dont know..they thought i do all those stats in my work...hmm...where got...
i just learn it during fist degree and mba .....but not use it in ofic ...not related to promotion....
class as usual quiet ..headache ......so many things don't know..learnt on ....cointegratio...unit root test...etc.......dulu masa first degree mcm ok je buat regression now ...i relize that there are so many thing i didn't do....while doing thre regression.....
afternoon..IT class so sleepy...most of the student ...sleep...
just 4 class left..........now all busy to complete project paper........
class..as usual stst clas start with Durbin Watson test........terus belajar la...pulak
before that all student busy checking mid exam question....asking me that and this which i also dont know..they thought i do all those stats in my work...hmm...where got...
i just learn it during fist degree and mba .....but not use it in ofic ...not related to promotion....
class as usual quiet ..headache ......so many things don't know..learnt on ....cointegratio...unit root test...etc.......dulu masa first degree mcm ok je buat regression now ...i relize that there are so many thing i didn't do....while doing thre regression.....
afternoon..IT class so sleepy...most of the student ...sleep...
just 4 class left..........now all busy to complete project paper........
Sunday, April 25, 2010
Class W6
today It class...got exam open book....answer whatever..prof murali said ct so quiet ..need to speak....
today wiil be d last class prof teach coz next week other ...
..next IT project will be IT environment...we plan to visit Touch N Go Hq....
Stat---prof said do in group work tooo...coz other student want it to be one in group ...but i don't like it but keep quiet coz...if i said want to do alone other surely will ..voice out. for me research should be done alone so we can really learn to do a research.........but anyway they surely make fun of me if i said disagreed....top people uneasy to listen.......they just want AAAA.........
just follow the flow...but i think want to submit anoter which is mine secrectly..i done many analyis which i think can be improve by doing what prof teach....step by step ...hmmm...rajin ker...nak test all the stats.......
group meeting saturday........again no rest for me..........no weekend......tired ..
this mondya must balik kg send my granny money ...same day must come back to kl...seem will be tired ..drive KL -BP---BP--KL in a day but what to do other seem lepas tangan je...maybe that why i m still single ...i must do all the routine work n care for others alone witout any alasan ....why i cant....Allah knows the best.....
today wiil be d last class prof teach coz next week other ...
..next IT project will be IT environment...we plan to visit Touch N Go Hq....
Stat---prof said do in group work tooo...coz other student want it to be one in group ...but i don't like it but keep quiet coz...if i said want to do alone other surely will ..voice out. for me research should be done alone so we can really learn to do a research.........but anyway they surely make fun of me if i said disagreed....top people uneasy to listen.......they just want AAAA.........
just follow the flow...but i think want to submit anoter which is mine secrectly..i done many analyis which i think can be improve by doing what prof teach....step by step ...hmmm...rajin ker...nak test all the stats.......
group meeting saturday........again no rest for me..........no weekend......tired ..
this mondya must balik kg send my granny money ...same day must come back to kl...seem will be tired ..drive KL -BP---BP--KL in a day but what to do other seem lepas tangan je...maybe that why i m still single ...i must do all the routine work n care for others alone witout any alasan ....why i cant....Allah knows the best.....
Sunday, April 11, 2010
Class W4
Times flies quick....prof said
today attend clas ad stats je....clas IT ponteng...i m not well...now like having fever everyday....its keep coming back....
no mood to anything esp next week ada presentation IT case study ...rasa2 nak cakap kat bro 2 tu sy dnt to present let them ppt all...they all like to talks.......
i took blood test last week....but no result yet...
adv stats ... like this class....listen how prof explain on the analysis of data....using eview
today attend clas ad stats je....clas IT ponteng...i m not well...now like having fever everyday....its keep coming back....
no mood to anything esp next week ada presentation IT case study ...rasa2 nak cakap kat bro 2 tu sy dnt to present let them ppt all...they all like to talks.......
i took blood test last week....but no result yet...
adv stats ... like this class....listen how prof explain on the analysis of data....using eview
Friday, April 2, 2010
Berkebun -Virtual
Hmmm...now i adore farmville ...every night, on the notebook and berkebun, pelik berkebun secara online jadi my new hobby..
i dont have broadband and every night wait for my neighbour to open the internet so as to berkebun..
sometimes had to wait till 11 o'clock ....sbb jiran lambat on internet ..just to play farmville...dulu pelik tgk org suka main that game ...but actually interesting gak...if u want to collect money and to expand the farm....actually wasting time and tak berfaedah.......
Now i had attend dba class for two weeks ...this sundy will be the third week but i still lazy .... not reading yet........
This sem. seem not that busy like last sem...advance stat -more to application where we were taught how to use Eview and interprete the result..last week first time use Eview -key in data..kat lab. ok la.........this subject i like most hehehe.....
IT- we use the same book during my MBA but as usual........what learnt during mba forgotten already....so must read again...but lazy lg...open the book then sleep hehe.....I was in group 2 with bro lukman, mas and dr adullah .........ok la the guy suka cakap so i just quiet............
This sem there are 10 of us...zaki deffered coz got sick since last sem ..
What will be next sunday clas.....wish i can appreciate the opporunity given to me to further study.....May Allah bless everthing I do........
i dont have broadband and every night wait for my neighbour to open the internet so as to berkebun..
sometimes had to wait till 11 o'clock ....sbb jiran lambat on internet ..just to play farmville...dulu pelik tgk org suka main that game ...but actually interesting gak...if u want to collect money and to expand the farm....actually wasting time and tak berfaedah.......
Now i had attend dba class for two weeks ...this sundy will be the third week but i still lazy .... not reading yet........
This sem. seem not that busy like last sem...advance stat -more to application where we were taught how to use Eview and interprete the result..last week first time use Eview -key in data..kat lab. ok la.........this subject i like most hehehe.....
IT- we use the same book during my MBA but as usual........what learnt during mba forgotten already....so must read again...but lazy lg...open the book then sleep hehe.....I was in group 2 with bro lukman, mas and dr adullah .........ok la the guy suka cakap so i just quiet............
This sem there are 10 of us...zaki deffered coz got sick since last sem ..
What will be next sunday clas.....wish i can appreciate the opporunity given to me to further study.....May Allah bless everthing I do........
Saturday, March 20, 2010
New Sem 3 ..yr 1.
..don't know why, feel so lazy to start new sem....
one month rest...unexpected result..came out i thought failed but my ad finance got A- then Lo get B... grateful but feel lazy to continue new sem...need a break really ...what to do....
..my fren give me a card so i wil study hard ...ooohhhhh ....but now i am so lazy to start going to clas tommorrow....
Wednesday, February 17, 2010
Forever Friendship.....17.2.2010..8pm
Meeting after about cnt remmember ....maybe 10years..i applied for E but rejected (they said other canidates are more capable and ask me to stick with N which i expert..ye la tu)..that batch she join the organiz..she was one of the new E (whre i failed )...i think in 2000...but not sure...
today she passed away at UH....she is a strong lady as i knew..the most current hahah...we both take ptk in 2007 for the first time..hehe...during public speaking she talk about horse ...during her study in US ..she work part time kat ladang kuda..i think taking care of the horse is the best moment in her life...coz during our3 day presentation course pon arwah tell us the same story ...(the topic what we want to do ...our dream job ...)
masa ptk haha dia ulang skrip 3 kali sbb tak cukup 15 minit tapi the 3 refere tak perasan ...
dua kali attend ptk (2008) with arwah...byk yg menarik ....but i had to do it three times....hmmmm...
she is cool but i think she in pain ...everyday...she always took medcine alot to reduce her pain...last time i met her ..her eyes ..like bleeding coz of penyakit kulit...she ate little only....
the kayap dtg lagi she alway garu but i told dnt ...its so itching she said...
The her athritis ...she cant walk ..kayap ...kidney failure...(must change water every 4 hours)she always laugh when i say u must not miss the time to do clean ur blood ..she will said sikit je cukup....
last...she took long leave coz of the kayap again..then recovered not yet masuk ofic she fall and ..patah tulang pinngul...admited to hspt kt shah alam...then operation ...put besi...she really in pain...i dont have heart to visit her... that time 3 days straight call her ..motivate her to do the phisoo ....during the time she said she give up...and one day she cried the whole day and ...attendenc hspt terpaksa tunggu bag dia tisu (she laugh when remmber what she did)...
later i m too busy ...Press release ...then on 26 jan she call me at 4.30...i was doing the meeting notes ...she laugh alot that afternoon saying she just discharged her sis car so tinggi dia minta pak guard dukung dia ..and she can walk now tak rasa sakit pon...maid dia pon kata dia jalan laju..ke tandas ...sb kena cirit birit ...at that time she waiting the maid cook rendang...she dah lama tak makan..masin2 ...kat hospital tak bagi....dia kata bau rendang tu sedap..
then she said her bone macam longgar ...so i told her ...tu la masa baru2 terus kena biasakan...memg sakit lama2 nanti biasa .....she kata tak nak beritahu doktor sbb takut kena operate balik...betulkan sakit..she want to wait until her check-up on 5 Feb...then she will come to office on 8 Feb ...well then chit chat...la pasal her new task ..service bulliten..skt...chc...etc...i asked her one words in english (biasa la arwah tmept tanya BI)..cnt remember the word to finich my meeting notes ..
...but that was the last chit chat we have...the laugh ..walk..and cirit is the sign she dah kena virus...coz i was told by her neice her condition worsen after that cirit and muntah2...doktor kata masa balik rumah ...the virus dah masuk lalu tiub cuci darah ....tak dapat detec awal...then she admited again 2 day in hsptlll ...detect 80% virus dah merebak ...but then she balik rumah ...lepas condition ok...but on Tuesday afternoon(9.2.10)..dia sesak nafas and admitted kat Uh (COMA)....last visit her on Monday 15.2....(ICU uh) she look relax (coma) after make a sudden wake up coz that morning doktor dah cabut tiub but then she ada nadi doktor pasang balik mesin and all those wayar kat badan dia.....and till today....she was discharged permenatly ....
she had been in pain since teenager...the age came with new sickness ....adding to her bodies...no doctor can tell ...how it comes...they only try to cure............
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too much to tell..10yrs ....everthying i told her ...bad or good...what i did what i plan....she will listen and laugh..motivate me...advice ..and asssit me...and so on...too much ....she never tell other ....she smile je...memories never changed...(why those memories came back so much tonight...)
May ALLAH bless her ...semoga ALLAH tempatkan arwah dikalangan orang2 yang beriman..AL-Fatihah.
CHK....
today she passed away at UH....she is a strong lady as i knew..the most current hahah...we both take ptk in 2007 for the first time..hehe...during public speaking she talk about horse ...during her study in US ..she work part time kat ladang kuda..i think taking care of the horse is the best moment in her life...coz during our3 day presentation course pon arwah tell us the same story ...(the topic what we want to do ...our dream job ...)
masa ptk haha dia ulang skrip 3 kali sbb tak cukup 15 minit tapi the 3 refere tak perasan ...
dua kali attend ptk (2008) with arwah...byk yg menarik ....but i had to do it three times....hmmmm...
she is cool but i think she in pain ...everyday...she always took medcine alot to reduce her pain...last time i met her ..her eyes ..like bleeding coz of penyakit kulit...she ate little only....
the kayap dtg lagi she alway garu but i told dnt ...its so itching she said...
The her athritis ...she cant walk ..kayap ...kidney failure...(must change water every 4 hours)she always laugh when i say u must not miss the time to do clean ur blood ..she will said sikit je cukup....
last...she took long leave coz of the kayap again..then recovered not yet masuk ofic she fall and ..patah tulang pinngul...admited to hspt kt shah alam...then operation ...put besi...she really in pain...i dont have heart to visit her... that time 3 days straight call her ..motivate her to do the phisoo ....during the time she said she give up...and one day she cried the whole day and ...attendenc hspt terpaksa tunggu bag dia tisu (she laugh when remmber what she did)...
later i m too busy ...Press release ...then on 26 jan she call me at 4.30...i was doing the meeting notes ...she laugh alot that afternoon saying she just discharged her sis car so tinggi dia minta pak guard dukung dia ..and she can walk now tak rasa sakit pon...maid dia pon kata dia jalan laju..ke tandas ...sb kena cirit birit ...at that time she waiting the maid cook rendang...she dah lama tak makan..masin2 ...kat hospital tak bagi....dia kata bau rendang tu sedap..
then she said her bone macam longgar ...so i told her ...tu la masa baru2 terus kena biasakan...memg sakit lama2 nanti biasa .....she kata tak nak beritahu doktor sbb takut kena operate balik...betulkan sakit..she want to wait until her check-up on 5 Feb...then she will come to office on 8 Feb ...well then chit chat...la pasal her new task ..service bulliten..skt...chc...etc...i asked her one words in english (biasa la arwah tmept tanya BI)..cnt remember the word to finich my meeting notes ..
...but that was the last chit chat we have...the laugh ..walk..and cirit is the sign she dah kena virus...coz i was told by her neice her condition worsen after that cirit and muntah2...doktor kata masa balik rumah ...the virus dah masuk lalu tiub cuci darah ....tak dapat detec awal...then she admited again 2 day in hsptlll ...detect 80% virus dah merebak ...but then she balik rumah ...lepas condition ok...but on Tuesday afternoon(9.2.10)..dia sesak nafas and admitted kat Uh (COMA)....last visit her on Monday 15.2....(ICU uh) she look relax (coma) after make a sudden wake up coz that morning doktor dah cabut tiub but then she ada nadi doktor pasang balik mesin and all those wayar kat badan dia.....and till today....she was discharged permenatly ....
she had been in pain since teenager...the age came with new sickness ....adding to her bodies...no doctor can tell ...how it comes...they only try to cure............
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too much to tell..10yrs ....everthying i told her ...bad or good...what i did what i plan....she will listen and laugh..motivate me...advice ..and asssit me...and so on...too much ....she never tell other ....she smile je...memories never changed...(why those memories came back so much tonight...)
May ALLAH bless her ...semoga ALLAH tempatkan arwah dikalangan orang2 yang beriman..AL-Fatihah.
CHK....
Saturday, February 13, 2010
Exam LeaderShip...
i had fever last night n d day before...exam today all my own story write and write to fulfill the 3 hours given ...
anyway....as usual wait for ther result mybe next month..
really tired this day maybe due the weather ...hot day time and rain at night...
...list 8 skill and traits ...
...list 14 developnent of leadership skil...
all 4 q qith a and b...all answer based on GE case study...
anyway....as usual wait for ther result mybe next month..
really tired this day maybe due the weather ...hot day time and rain at night...
...list 8 skill and traits ...
...list 14 developnent of leadership skil...
all 4 q qith a and b...all answer based on GE case study...
Monday, February 8, 2010
exam Ad Finance.sem2
i start studying on Friday coz TF ler..jummaat baru press release but....luckly all my classmate (bros) all so kind they send me the answer of our case study on cost of capital...
from the answer i try understand the question ...and i pratice on saturday till i know where the figure come out... i managed to understand it....hehe but on the exam day bro lim told me they found diffrent figues to calculat WACC ...alamak so last minute ..so just try my best to remmeber where the changes je....
then exam dah start .... 25% for that question ,,the wacc 10% ,...i think dapat markah kesian je dr prof if changes tu tak ambil kira ...kira ok ler if bros tak bagi jawapan tu lagi la zero mark coz dont really understand about the cost of debt, equity, stok, bond other hehe..but question 2 in A section which 10 mark don't know how to answer...0 mark for me...biar ler
other question i managed to study on satuday is on BAA and MMP...now i knew how to use finacial calculator....hehe...last minit give preasure to my brain ...so i dapat answer question 2...at hopely prof. bagi 20/25 mark itu pon if betul ler kira-kira tu ....coz i use my own calculation yg pelik tak sama..dgn prof kira...malam tadi look back at the caclcultar rupa2 setting day 360 ...maybe prof guna 365...coz got two total day .....dalam calculator tu
tak nak hafal takut blank masa exam ...so whatever ...i use my undersatnding...
other on subprime crisis...i knew but don't how to write..and explain but ...just jawab based on what i understand during class...so both three thing i study masuk exam....it up to prof to give me mark at least i need B and above...
the coming exam this saturday ...leadership but first mesti antar the assgment yg kena amend masa ppt on 31 jan 10 before 9 feb ......
from the answer i try understand the question ...and i pratice on saturday till i know where the figure come out... i managed to understand it....hehe but on the exam day bro lim told me they found diffrent figues to calculat WACC ...alamak so last minute ..so just try my best to remmeber where the changes je....
then exam dah start .... 25% for that question ,,the wacc 10% ,...i think dapat markah kesian je dr prof if changes tu tak ambil kira ...kira ok ler if bros tak bagi jawapan tu lagi la zero mark coz dont really understand about the cost of debt, equity, stok, bond other hehe..but question 2 in A section which 10 mark don't know how to answer...0 mark for me...biar ler
other question i managed to study on satuday is on BAA and MMP...now i knew how to use finacial calculator....hehe...last minit give preasure to my brain ...so i dapat answer question 2...at hopely prof. bagi 20/25 mark itu pon if betul ler kira-kira tu ....coz i use my own calculation yg pelik tak sama..dgn prof kira...malam tadi look back at the caclcultar rupa2 setting day 360 ...maybe prof guna 365...coz got two total day .....dalam calculator tu
tak nak hafal takut blank masa exam ...so whatever ...i use my undersatnding...
other on subprime crisis...i knew but don't how to write..and explain but ...just jawab based on what i understand during class...so both three thing i study masuk exam....it up to prof to give me mark at least i need B and above...
the coming exam this saturday ...leadership but first mesti antar the assgment yg kena amend masa ppt on 31 jan 10 before 9 feb ......
Wednesday, February 3, 2010
my fren ...16 feb
today my fren came at about 315pm at my office koop....she said her fren renting offie space in at my office building...and want to give me her wedding card...
her fren from Pahang opening branch and rent space at my org bulding ....so she meeting her there...at the same time meetinng me....
she getting married on 27 feb 2010....at negeri9 if i can't attend on that day there will be another ocassion on 6 march at grand blue wave shah alam ....
....at last ...she find her MR right ...but i think ...her wed...is costly ...she has her unique way of life....her family high status.....
cam na nak g ker ni...think after...meeting her..
will meet her bef. her wedding...may b nxt week...
her fren from Pahang opening branch and rent space at my org bulding ....so she meeting her there...at the same time meetinng me....
she getting married on 27 feb 2010....at negeri9 if i can't attend on that day there will be another ocassion on 6 march at grand blue wave shah alam ....
....at last ...she find her MR right ...but i think ...her wed...is costly ...she has her unique way of life....her family high status.....
cam na nak g ker ni...think after...meeting her..
will meet her bef. her wedding...may b nxt week...
Sunday, January 31, 2010
Last class...sem2 31 Jan2010
today tired ..slept almost 1 am.......finishig powerpoint for leadership..title influence oof socio-cultural on leadership....full report submit last Thursday as promise by the class....i cut and paste all...actually and pick up all the things i thought relate to the topic...of course the outline was done previous week....
i not so clear for what i done..today last class ...and i present the last too..hehehe...only lady present everyone waiting...as usual just read ....at Q&A ...everyone seem very supporrtve ..i told them not to ask coz ....i just cut n past..hehhe...so diorng kesian kat sy ....asyik kena tunggu class je...en slemt ...try to ask but..prof pon macm sportinng....jadi mcm bual2 je...hehe....prof said mine full of reasearch mana tak nya ...all the work ceduk org punya...mesti la kod...hehe..byk refer books and journal...
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pfof minta tambah on... the common value bet us,chin,arab n japan culture..using the framework..come out with global culture....second look at leadership personality.....due 9 Jan after finace exam on 7...nex sunday..
..oh exam pulak ....prof kameel kata current issue must know how to explain and give example...using calculation...also case study.....cam na nak exam ni..guna finance calcultor pon dont know....
today ...my back bone really sakit...anyway i m glad dah abis ...sem 2 hehehe...exam tu normal...30% ..mr lim said ...must confidents...whatever do the best...now from first batch ....myself, mr.lim and zaki je...other two deffered...
..opp...last week thursday g dinner lab ..beef...fren and fren again....
i not so clear for what i done..today last class ...and i present the last too..hehehe...only lady present everyone waiting...as usual just read ....at Q&A ...everyone seem very supporrtve ..i told them not to ask coz ....i just cut n past..hehhe...so diorng kesian kat sy ....asyik kena tunggu class je...en slemt ...try to ask but..prof pon macm sportinng....jadi mcm bual2 je...hehe....prof said mine full of reasearch mana tak nya ...all the work ceduk org punya...mesti la kod...hehe..byk refer books and journal...
.
pfof minta tambah on... the common value bet us,chin,arab n japan culture..using the framework..come out with global culture....second look at leadership personality.....due 9 Jan after finace exam on 7...nex sunday..
..oh exam pulak ....prof kameel kata current issue must know how to explain and give example...using calculation...also case study.....cam na nak exam ni..guna finance calcultor pon dont know....
today ...my back bone really sakit...anyway i m glad dah abis ...sem 2 hehehe...exam tu normal...30% ..mr lim said ...must confidents...whatever do the best...now from first batch ....myself, mr.lim and zaki je...other two deffered...
..opp...last week thursday g dinner lab ..beef...fren and fren again....
Sunday, January 24, 2010
Class week 13 (second last). sem 2.
yesterday n today ...at school...
Yesterday ppt AF financial crisis and Islamif finance...tak faham ler group with ceo ni rupanys sukar....but what ever i had presented mine..and other seem understood jer and what the best prof tak my slide to explain more so..all asked for my slide but not the ceo part...actullly i thought he want to combine but that morining have to present indv....mine tajuk pon tak da...tapi i think the contents ok...prof elaborate more on surah albaqarah 275: about islam prohibit riba or interest but mengalalkan trade or profit (so pro. explain the diff between the profit and interest)
other slide prof use is the comparision between islamic and conventional finance he said said now all the diffrecen not really exist in the real world...he explain on th abrirtaj...and swaping but i not clear ...hehehe...
actually i got dinner inviation that night at fren house at 745-8pm...but after thinking so much i cancel..my fren call at 6.05pm...my sms just late sencod fr th call...i think she hate me after this...what so ever...i think my roots still and religion ...the piroty ....tired already i got class on sundy..and assgment to compelet..that more imortnat ..
tody go to library ..til 2pm clas L/S ..prof seem not satisfied with us coz all student not complete the last assmnet and ask for another date ..prof agreed ..Thursday..well all busy with finance assgnet ...ni pulak need to read alot of theoy on leader ship..mine ...pon 5% je siap..
What else this Thursday got makan malam lab...but i think dont want to go...need to do assgment ni.....
i think no body understand my preassure ....they seem easly want to tell other i m study ..i hate that attitude...who are you to tell other about me...i was there ..do u know me better than myself....pelik dont like this kind of person..when i said i got allot of assgment ..never try to understand ..but easily want o kepoh2...i m really preassure if other know i mstudy..it will be ashamed if fail...alhamdullh i had go through this sem nearly to the end coz i just do what i know ...three of my fren differed...one nealry deffered but cancel...i also really ...down this sem..but one week to go to end the class end....and then exam ...what i do is just follow the flow...whatever happen ...is up to Allah
i will always gratefull....
i really respect for those who seeking knowledge ...the journey is not as simple as its seem to be ....its our brain and internal which really in pain ... as we see to reach our ...vision ...seem so full of challenges.
Yesterday ppt AF financial crisis and Islamif finance...tak faham ler group with ceo ni rupanys sukar....but what ever i had presented mine..and other seem understood jer and what the best prof tak my slide to explain more so..all asked for my slide but not the ceo part...actullly i thought he want to combine but that morining have to present indv....mine tajuk pon tak da...tapi i think the contents ok...prof elaborate more on surah albaqarah 275: about islam prohibit riba or interest but mengalalkan trade or profit (so pro. explain the diff between the profit and interest)
other slide prof use is the comparision between islamic and conventional finance he said said now all the diffrecen not really exist in the real world...he explain on th abrirtaj...and swaping but i not clear ...hehehe...
actually i got dinner inviation that night at fren house at 745-8pm...but after thinking so much i cancel..my fren call at 6.05pm...my sms just late sencod fr th call...i think she hate me after this...what so ever...i think my roots still and religion ...the piroty ....tired already i got class on sundy..and assgment to compelet..that more imortnat ..
tody go to library ..til 2pm clas L/S ..prof seem not satisfied with us coz all student not complete the last assmnet and ask for another date ..prof agreed ..Thursday..well all busy with finance assgnet ...ni pulak need to read alot of theoy on leader ship..mine ...pon 5% je siap..
What else this Thursday got makan malam lab...but i think dont want to go...need to do assgment ni.....
i think no body understand my preassure ....they seem easly want to tell other i m study ..i hate that attitude...who are you to tell other about me...i was there ..do u know me better than myself....pelik dont like this kind of person..when i said i got allot of assgment ..never try to understand ..but easily want o kepoh2...i m really preassure if other know i mstudy..it will be ashamed if fail...alhamdullh i had go through this sem nearly to the end coz i just do what i know ...three of my fren differed...one nealry deffered but cancel...i also really ...down this sem..but one week to go to end the class end....and then exam ...what i do is just follow the flow...whatever happen ...is up to Allah
i will always gratefull....
i really respect for those who seeking knowledge ...the journey is not as simple as its seem to be ....its our brain and internal which really in pain ... as we see to reach our ...vision ...seem so full of challenges.
Sunday, January 17, 2010
Books on $$$$
Today prof suggest book to read on money for advanced finance
Thewaytheworld works-JadeWannisks
theFuture Money-BernardLiefaer
RobertAlexanderMandel-on gold -polyconomics
Interesting idea from prof for me research on islamic trade...tools Barter trade...trading patern ....non linear model.........
Today do ppt on Al-Quran relate to leadership 5 minutes each students i choose juz 26ayat 215-217 on leadership and responsibility
only lady in the class make me feel uneasy,,,,..the youngest lak tu...sabar..
Adv. finace now i realize the islamic finance practic today is not really islamic and when prof show ...the calulation its just the same with conventional...current
Conventional, BBA and latest is now to replace BBA is ...Musharkah Mutamaqisah (Diminishing partnership)..prof said will repalce BBA which had stuck many with high debt nowday...
too tired reache home 9pm ..
Thewaytheworld works-JadeWannisks
theFuture Money-BernardLiefaer
RobertAlexanderMandel-on gold -polyconomics
Interesting idea from prof for me research on islamic trade...tools Barter trade...trading patern ....non linear model.........
Today do ppt on Al-Quran relate to leadership 5 minutes each students i choose juz 26ayat 215-217 on leadership and responsibility
only lady in the class make me feel uneasy,,,,..the youngest lak tu...sabar..
Adv. finace now i realize the islamic finance practic today is not really islamic and when prof show ...the calulation its just the same with conventional...current
Conventional, BBA and latest is now to replace BBA is ...Musharkah Mutamaqisah (Diminishing partnership)..prof said will repalce BBA which had stuck many with high debt nowday...
too tired reache home 9pm ..
Friday, January 15, 2010
Lunch with exCeo
today had lunch with exceo arranged by fren..four of us met at Penang delight...Plaza damas....i ate mee hokein while other had mee kari..mee sup ...and laksa....
with green tea and ice creaammm..............the lunch went well...we laugh alot and talk about ...old times again.......
..listening thr experience as TC ...seem so interestiing...my fren now changed to more socialize compare last 4 yrs...the other one still the same but her hair grey ...she will dyed her hair tonight...hehe....that what they said..while teasing each other ....to me thy both still d same even at higher post....now...
..my exceo asked me to wear colurful tudung...hehe...as usual ....and he always smile...
what ever, tudung is not impirtnat whether its big or small ..hmmm....too many tudung to buy ler...
my fren treat...i think 20 perhead so near to 100 kot
with green tea and ice creaammm..............the lunch went well...we laugh alot and talk about ...old times again.......
..listening thr experience as TC ...seem so interestiing...my fren now changed to more socialize compare last 4 yrs...the other one still the same but her hair grey ...she will dyed her hair tonight...hehe....that what they said..while teasing each other ....to me thy both still d same even at higher post....now...
..my exceo asked me to wear colurful tudung...hehe...as usual ....and he always smile...
what ever, tudung is not impirtnat whether its big or small ..hmmm....too many tudung to buy ler...
my fren treat...i think 20 perhead so near to 100 kot
Monday, January 11, 2010
January 2010...so fast...
oohhh...dah nak mid Jan....31 my last class.....exam 7 & 14 feb....
macam biasa assgmnet tak siap lagi....
lab dah abis...best lst friday me and my two fren ...lunch at mamak at solaris...this fridy plan to meet again.....chines..malay & indian .........one malaysia ..nice ...we laugh alot ...talking about the past....so how ...
bef that after lab ..we window shoping at plaza damas....send my fren home...it nice when we talk about ..our old times sharing room....etc.......
but i miss my other fren ler .....must choose ker ...well not semua org boleh masuk group...yg sama ..so kena pilih.....tapi tak apa ....maybe next week can lunch together....
...ofic dah blok blog so tak leh ler update...
macam biasa assgmnet tak siap lagi....
lab dah abis...best lst friday me and my two fren ...lunch at mamak at solaris...this fridy plan to meet again.....chines..malay & indian .........one malaysia ..nice ...we laugh alot ...talking about the past....so how ...
bef that after lab ..we window shoping at plaza damas....send my fren home...it nice when we talk about ..our old times sharing room....etc.......
but i miss my other fren ler .....must choose ker ...well not semua org boleh masuk group...yg sama ..so kena pilih.....tapi tak apa ....maybe next week can lunch together....
...ofic dah blok blog so tak leh ler update...
Sunday, January 3, 2010
what a day..
i learn a lot about money today prof kamil whom writer of book title theft of wealth.....really smart ...
Prof Said ..explain about seigniorage of fiat ...is the main cause of economic and fiancial crisis
Fiat...is money without back up gold (create out of nothing)
seigniorage is the bebefit of issuing money..or benefit who first use the money
Now better hold gold...due expected fiat money will become wang pisang in zaman jepun ...coz us print dolar without back up with gold...so it just like printing a paper....
alot more ..to write ...but tired ..class yesterday and today....done my presention on article review leadership....next to presentation project paper..l/s...
Finance ....join group with brother mas ...so release tension coz he good at finance ...follow je nak survive .....a....this morning after really cannot do case study TELUS dividen policy stay up till 1++ am last night .....and other doing in group...ask to join his group....prof pon ok...je...
Prof Said ..explain about seigniorage of fiat ...is the main cause of economic and fiancial crisis
Fiat...is money without back up gold (create out of nothing)
seigniorage is the bebefit of issuing money..or benefit who first use the money
Now better hold gold...due expected fiat money will become wang pisang in zaman jepun ...coz us print dolar without back up with gold...so it just like printing a paper....
alot more ..to write ...but tired ..class yesterday and today....done my presention on article review leadership....next to presentation project paper..l/s...
Finance ....join group with brother mas ...so release tension coz he good at finance ...follow je nak survive .....a....this morning after really cannot do case study TELUS dividen policy stay up till 1++ am last night .....and other doing in group...ask to join his group....prof pon ok...je...
Friday, January 1, 2010
1 Jan 2010
Got flu...headache since last night.....assgmnt not done yet..
Classmate take leave this sem...why tell me now....so me lone ranger.........what to do...but not sakit hati coz what i do is for myself no one can blame or take credit fpr my work...but the burden for 2 become one is.....heavy
decide today what ever happen just do it..if i can't past this sem....will enjoy the money borrow for my study for vacation (p home stay kat tganu and eat seafood)................and wait till i m 40 ....to further study or not...
if i m past this sem. will work harder....till get the dba.....as to achive it before 40...........
stress now....
Classmate take leave this sem...why tell me now....so me lone ranger.........what to do...but not sakit hati coz what i do is for myself no one can blame or take credit fpr my work...but the burden for 2 become one is.....heavy
decide today what ever happen just do it..if i can't past this sem....will enjoy the money borrow for my study for vacation (p home stay kat tganu and eat seafood)................and wait till i m 40 ....to further study or not...
if i m past this sem. will work harder....till get the dba.....as to achive it before 40...........
stress now....
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