I'm going back late today 22 Aug, not bcoz of work but have to wait for my niece fr Malacca. She is the oldest niece ... my father oldest grandchild. She is a dentist ... just convo on 6 Aug 08 from UM. We'r ten year gap in term of age.... but we r just like friends, we are happy coz we convo at the same month i got my MBA and she got her first degree.
Yesterday is the funeral of my nephew my father second grandchild... my niece explain to me better in term of medical aspect, she said when a patient cannot stand the pain any more they will ask for operation so my nephew had decided what the best for him.
Out side the rain haven't stop....surely the road jem... i had to wait until 8pm ... wish at that time no more jem. In KL everyday jem.... especially at Pudu Raya. I told my niece to drive but her mother said no better take the bus. She already got her own car... if i was at her place i rather drive compare taking the bus (well public transport here not that effecient).
I had applied for another post at other organization using my MBA but the gred is lower. I want to learn new things, i believe my decision is correct... they will give salary nearest to the current salary hemmm ... so i think it ok. Lower gred with same salary and new task i think is ok. When u do new thing ur nobody...so u have to start from the scratch. I don't know whether they will call me for an interview but ... let it be... at least i had done what i wanted to do. I send the application yesterday after .....lost in Ampang ...21 Aug 2008 with my father.
In 2006 ... i had try to send the application for the same post at the same orgz...but my director hold the letter. But now in new division i got my own freedom to decide what i want... if i get i will go but if not... lets take it as experience after 10 years working here ... the same things ... life seem meaningless.
Friday, August 22, 2008
Thursday, August 21, 2008
MY Nephew
Today 20 August 2008, my nephew (the eldest) passed away because of cancer (brain). He had undergo an operation on Friday 15 Aug and coma until today after magrahib about 8pm. The heart stop beating so the doctor take out all the alat pernafasan. At that time me, my youngest sister, my second sister and his mother (third sis) go for Maghrib prayer then we read Yassin. About 8pm his mother went up ( 5 floor Ward 4-HUKM) she said mamat already pass away. We said no the nurse is cleaning his bed. Then we wait until the nurse finish doing something at my nephew bed that closed using the curtain.
When the nurse came out , The nurse said yes my nephew had passed away around 8pm, his heart stop beating so they get the clearence from the doctor to remove all the life saving equipment. I was stunned ...but the doctor already agreed to take off the bantuan pernafasan on Friday if my nephew did not respond. The doctor already said on saturday that they can't do anything to help my nephew coz the cancer already spread in his brain.
At age of 22 my nephew ended his journey in this temporary life. I did not cried i just baca yassin as many times as i can while waiting for the jenazah to be send home.
I write this as i came back from the HUKM arrived at about 12 midnight. I feel so tired but cannot sleep. Tommorrow after zohor they will buried him at Ampang cementary. Tonight his father take the jenazah to surau near their house.
To recall on what happen, if u have child do take care of them, give them loves. Let them feel appreciate and parents should not argue and try to avoid separation/divorce coz this will effect the children. Be a role model to ur children not to burden them with ur problem.
I pity my nephew sometime but now i don't know coz Allah always give the best to his HambaNYA.
I think father is the most important person in a family there for marrying the wrong man surely will not just give bad impact to yourself but the most pity person is your children. if the father is not faithful and did not perform what ALLAH or follow Al-Quran and Al-Sunnah... most prob. the family will failed and the cildren will suffer.
I will always remember my nephew since he is the second grandchildren in our family...I pray that Allah will place my nephew in the best place there...Al-Fatihah.
When the nurse came out , The nurse said yes my nephew had passed away around 8pm, his heart stop beating so they get the clearence from the doctor to remove all the life saving equipment. I was stunned ...but the doctor already agreed to take off the bantuan pernafasan on Friday if my nephew did not respond. The doctor already said on saturday that they can't do anything to help my nephew coz the cancer already spread in his brain.
At age of 22 my nephew ended his journey in this temporary life. I did not cried i just baca yassin as many times as i can while waiting for the jenazah to be send home.
I write this as i came back from the HUKM arrived at about 12 midnight. I feel so tired but cannot sleep. Tommorrow after zohor they will buried him at Ampang cementary. Tonight his father take the jenazah to surau near their house.
To recall on what happen, if u have child do take care of them, give them loves. Let them feel appreciate and parents should not argue and try to avoid separation/divorce coz this will effect the children. Be a role model to ur children not to burden them with ur problem.
I pity my nephew sometime but now i don't know coz Allah always give the best to his HambaNYA.
I think father is the most important person in a family there for marrying the wrong man surely will not just give bad impact to yourself but the most pity person is your children. if the father is not faithful and did not perform what ALLAH or follow Al-Quran and Al-Sunnah... most prob. the family will failed and the cildren will suffer.
I will always remember my nephew since he is the second grandchildren in our family...I pray that Allah will place my nephew in the best place there...Al-Fatihah.
Tuesday, August 19, 2008
Penang Kedah n Perlis
Thanks to my friend now... i can say to others that i had visited all the states in Peninsular Malaysia... till now the three states above i haven't visit until on Friday 15 August 08. It was my first time driving to Penang. I really looking forward to it and alhamdulliah it was a nice journey only that i still not reach Langkawi ( i really want to go).
Photo of Penang from the ferry
On 15 aug... i start travel at 8.00 am reach penang around 2 pm..we took ferry ( first time nailk ferry hehehe kelakar) my friend said i'm jack (stand for jakun). I always said i'm not coz i had visited Spain, Swizerland, UK and Australia... hehehe....i went there becuse the orgz send me.. if not tak mungkin le.. But u cannot pretend to be not jack coz it is ur first time went to a certain place .... so alot of stupid questions ....come out from my mouth that make me look so jack.
Part of the place... sea view so nice to take a walk
Reach Penang we have lunch at Danau Kota (if not mistaken) my friend said it is a famous place to eat in Penang. Then about 4 we countinue travel to Kedah. We took the Penang Bridge. Arrived at my friend granny house arount 5.30pm in Jitra (if not mistaken) stay a night there. Then at about 930 am , 16 Aug we travel to Padang Besar Perlis. We travel tru Chuping ...wow the scenery so beautiful unfortunately i can't take the photo coz driving.
After that we visit Taman Ular at Batu Pahat Perlis. I didn't go coz i don't like snake so i just wait out side and take aride on the kereta kuda. It my first time too... taking a short stoll on the kereta kuda .. then we went to viist Taman Herba.. i bought Teh misai kucing the place close at 5.30 pm then we straight to the homestay at Kangar.. nice house got 3 room and clean.
We went there in a group 3 cars so full house. That night we eat sea food at also cannot remember the place but it is where u take the ferry to Langkawi....my friend said the seafood there was famous but since i can't eat certain seafood i just eat fish and shell..
17 Aug 08, I wake up early morning and drive to the nearest sawah padi... i had fall in love with Kangar coz of the sawah padi i took photos of the scenery and listen to sound it was so peaceful... iwish to buy a land there ... where i can built my house soround with sawah padi ... bestnya ...insyallah
At about 9.40 am we went to the store at Kangar to buy the wedding present and i ate ais kacang and mee goreng at one of the stall there. At 1.30 everybody went to the weeding house but not me coz so sleepy. We pack up our things at 3pm and dive back to KL. Before that we went to Alor Setar and go to this Pekan Rabu....the famous pekan i think pasar in Kedah...also saw tun Mahathir previous clinic MAHA... we travel back and arrived home at 12.30 midnight.
The journey back not so nice coz at night u can't see anything and so sleepy that we have to stop at Tapah R&R eat at Shalala Cafe (expensive nasi lemak rm 6 n cofee rm5+)coz too many people at the R&R at that time so at least i can close my eyes while eating.
Well i wish to visit Langkawi don't know when... i think i m still jack if ...as a malaysian i still not visit Langkawi and Cameron Highands... these two place always on my mind. Also to drive to Pantai Timur before this my friend drive.... i m just the passanger so i wish i can drive by myself there...
Wednesday, August 13, 2008
Convocation MBA
Today Wednesday, 13 Aug 2008...my convocations day. I came late about 815 am everbody was there but still not yet enter the Dectar. So i still have time stand among all the graduates to chit chat and wait about 15 minutes outside the hall before the event start at 8.30am.
I sat between Ku and Ziham.. well at last only three of us graduate at the same time and register at the same time.aslo Fendi.. Normally in class we also chit chat alot and have the same subject all the semester.
The feeling is different when u received ur first degree, Ziham agreed with me. In Master level the feeling of happiness not that much compared during ur first degree. Moreover, when not everyone in you kohot graduate together.
From the first sem. i and three of my friends was in the same group for every subject however now only me and ziham graduate. Ct cannot convo because she got result below B for her financial paper and have to repeat and dalina extend coz. she is pregnant her second child so take break on the second sem. Others all extend... bec. drop paper during the sem.
Anyway, if u r really following the shedual, u will be graduating at the time that was set for u. Our for example our final exam end end of june 08 and graduate at August 08 just waiting 2 month less but others seem not that particular about that, they was left behind and will graduate next year august 2009 even completed their study on Nov 08. I think it is a waste of time, one year extra , as we should completed the study in 2 years 2006-2008.
My sister and father came for my convocation others cannot coz have to work. I really missed my late mother as she was there ten years ago...eventhough at that time she was so weak coz can't walk properly coz got stroke half of her body and do dialysis every three days. I believed if my mom still here she will be happy for me and wish me to further my study until i really satisfied ....
I will always remember My mom said " study hard coz only education can help me turn to be a succesful person coz she had nothing to left for me" .May Allah bless my late mother..Al Fatihah.
I sat between Ku and Ziham.. well at last only three of us graduate at the same time and register at the same time.aslo Fendi.. Normally in class we also chit chat alot and have the same subject all the semester.
The feeling is different when u received ur first degree, Ziham agreed with me. In Master level the feeling of happiness not that much compared during ur first degree. Moreover, when not everyone in you kohot graduate together.
From the first sem. i and three of my friends was in the same group for every subject however now only me and ziham graduate. Ct cannot convo because she got result below B for her financial paper and have to repeat and dalina extend coz. she is pregnant her second child so take break on the second sem. Others all extend... bec. drop paper during the sem.
Anyway, if u r really following the shedual, u will be graduating at the time that was set for u. Our for example our final exam end end of june 08 and graduate at August 08 just waiting 2 month less but others seem not that particular about that, they was left behind and will graduate next year august 2009 even completed their study on Nov 08. I think it is a waste of time, one year extra , as we should completed the study in 2 years 2006-2008.
My sister and father came for my convocation others cannot coz have to work. I really missed my late mother as she was there ten years ago...eventhough at that time she was so weak coz can't walk properly coz got stroke half of her body and do dialysis every three days. I believed if my mom still here she will be happy for me and wish me to further my study until i really satisfied ....
I will always remember My mom said " study hard coz only education can help me turn to be a succesful person coz she had nothing to left for me" .May Allah bless my late mother..Al Fatihah.
Thursday, August 7, 2008
PTK Fobia
It already a week... my ptk will last on Friday ..
Taubat cannot attend it anymore .... for first three days ptk i had fever . I told them that i could not take part 2 (public speaking), pengucapan umum and tugasan presentation. But the facilitator said imagine you had to do work for the minister and you fall sick can u tell him/her that ur sick and cannot do it as the event will be tomorrow. One more he said if you want to be the top person in the organization you can't fall sick (not too lembik)...
My public speaking and ucapan umum was bad i think worst than my previous ptk.. i think i will still get aras 3. But i won't repeat it....
Now at 12 30 midnight i still stay up coz have done nothing for my last tugasan which we must present it to the refree on Friday i got number 5 so my turn must be at 10am....tonight must do the first draft with full anaylysis
the instructor told me to to ratio... he just don't understand that our nature of job.
My instructor always say ..."are you with me"... mind mapping "i got 5 degree -chemical, acct, finance, management" .... other one cannot remmember' i think he loves to say he is the best...hemmmm
Taubat cannot attend it anymore .... for first three days ptk i had fever . I told them that i could not take part 2 (public speaking), pengucapan umum and tugasan presentation. But the facilitator said imagine you had to do work for the minister and you fall sick can u tell him/her that ur sick and cannot do it as the event will be tomorrow. One more he said if you want to be the top person in the organization you can't fall sick (not too lembik)...
My public speaking and ucapan umum was bad i think worst than my previous ptk.. i think i will still get aras 3. But i won't repeat it....
Now at 12 30 midnight i still stay up coz have done nothing for my last tugasan which we must present it to the refree on Friday i got number 5 so my turn must be at 10am....tonight must do the first draft with full anaylysis
the instructor told me to to ratio... he just don't understand that our nature of job.
My instructor always say ..."are you with me"... mind mapping "i got 5 degree -chemical, acct, finance, management" .... other one cannot remmember' i think he loves to say he is the best...hemmmm
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