Sleepy Week

I should start my LR ..i have done my Gannt Chart based on the talk on time management attended last week..but all gone to drain... i managed to turn off tv but now my eyes so heavy  to open...

The time management should include speaker from succesfull part time student coz all the panel is the full time student...why i m saying this...well this week ..monday morning big boss req data coz the meeting until 2pm have to sms data the whole moring ...  1.30 drive to pjaya meeting..all day gone (Masterfile not update..notes of meeting ..) Tuesday..to prepare yb input ...carried away until 8.30pm..at home still have to provide new input until email at 12midnight ..4.15am another request came in via sms..manage to complete the work at 6.41am (start at 5am) so on Wednesday...off to ofice at 730am ...another request at email at  9am...  noon received memo big bos said she cannot print the last input i send her dont use ths method again (reminder)...my fren can print she cant...really tired ..with all this but i work bec of Allah and not every day..so its ok la.

I feel sleepy but cannot sleep and think  ...all days and night face the pc with all those figures make me feel getting fever..and have to ignore all plan  in the the Gannt Chart ..i wish i can take  study leave but i need salary to pay fees...

time is life

Cameron 8-10 May 2013

Never been to Cameron before....not sure like it or not ...weather a bit cold but not that cold hehe...
I think "tercemar dek pembangunan dan kerakusan manusia yg pentingkan $$" sepanjang perjalanan kelihatan sungai yang air macam teh tarik serta sampah merata-rata...bangunan tak teratur ..dan berhabuk...mungkin saya tidak pergi meninjau jauh but for quick observation is itulah yg saya nampak.

Staying in equatorial hotel for 3 days 2 night flies just like that because the program is tight. But i manage to go down during the memasak event which i have to buy vegetables ...

There is no airconditioner only fan..the room is neat but i dnt like the toilet..not malaysian tye ..in Geneva better...

I have a lot of fun especially learning music ..hehe i like playing ukelele...My white ukelele... i know cord c, f, gh...

I like music but i dont like laugh too much .. its not good for my health ..i got semput ..we play alot... haha hoho..la dancing.. cat walk.....acting.. sleeping "bio-break" ...i wish they can let us sleep for an hour.....decorating...cooking "not me" ...drawing and colouring.....983 ..my number .... see below each number,color and pattern have its own meaning.....only me knows haha...(yg ada penyu tu Ojah punya..yummy2 ..hehe.)

The final game we play is domino..i m in group 8 the last table..we have love logo  ...we care we love..simple but meaningful ...not really succesful but acceptable ..some not fall so we have do it manually....

... hmm actually even it cold you must drink a lot of water .. what happen to me is the first night i cant sleep and got flu so i take medicine.. in the morning i feel so hot inside.. i cough and with blood..my throat so dry... i drink one bottle of mineral water i think not enough....during the day i forgot to drink ...so my body became dry i think ...came back i got fever..

Lesson learnt must bring water everywhere i go... on Monday Dr Su have to give me vit c haha (clinic cannot give us vit we must buy ourself) ...i alyws came to her with ulser and  she will say drink a lot of water...

Cameroon and flower have strong corelation ...see below ..

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Friday end the course ... before leaving  ...i buy strawberry home and eat strawberry with choc RM2 each...ojah say yummy..yummy......when, i treat her at meatwork..she also say yummmy..yummy ..hahaha.. i enjoy seeing her eating.....may Allah grant her with good health .. its not easy to be a mom, wife, daughter and leader/worker etc......also a phd student to be.

Memories in Cameron... what will be in next 2 yrs only Allah knows..

...May Allah Bless Me and All peoples in this world.....

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Jangan Berhenti Berlari

Just finish reading a book title Diari Musafir "Jangan Berhenti Berlari"
It about islamic way of life. A PHD student experience staying in UK with high determination to strenghten the Islam way of life (in finance,social and etc). Its not only one story but mix and we can choose to read based on chapter. I think he is smart when he choose Syariah in finance which he became one the pioneer of islamic finance in Malaysia.

This book have two parts first on his bachelor to PHD and second is his job journey from bankers to a lecturer... I admire how he can study and give talks. In other words he use what he learnt and he can write too. He wrote alots of books. Dr Zaharuddin Abd Rahman, i knew him in progam tanyalah Ustaz then i just discover he is teaching in IIUM. I not good in doing synopis but this book make me realize that as a muslim in any way we wajib choose product based on Syariah... anything on riba is haram...i change my credit card due to this ...now all my loans and account is base on syariah .. insya allah There a lot of thing we must do as a muslim ...

Reading this book motivate me to run and run and learn as much as i can, and try to share and use my knowleadge on the benefit of others Insya Allah.

Mimpi

Malam tadi mimpi pasal proposal .... tinggal 1 tahun if tak buat kena kick out from DBA. Well sebab santai je ..tup2 dah abis sem ...proposal tak siap lagi. walaupun asyik terfikir je tapi tak buat pon. Bulan feb dah pi juga Library UKM and UM ambil cuti 3 hari ...tiba2 down balik ..so santai lagi ..bulan Jan & Feb asyik demamn je tapi bila dah baik demam asyik tgk citer korea je... abis data internet guna tgk drama korea.. Malam sabtu lepas baca dr ot chap 1 sama2 watch korean drama I miss you..sampai 2 pagi ... Dr ot punya tulsan memamg bagus dan saya faham sbb tengah mengalaminya dah setahun buat proposal tak siap2.. malah my fren yang kata nak defense proposal pon tak defense2 lagi sb kena ubah sana sini... University bagi 2 tahun je untuk buat proposal lepas tu kick out.... macam mana ni. risau ler... now stuck la kiranya ... 1 May ingat nak start balik ..but flu the whole day so tido je la...i must change NOW...if not wasting money je hutang kat PTPTN and Bank Rakyat almost RM100k tu ...

Batch 1-4 First CE Ever

I think mr. Lim, bro Mas & Lokman had presented their proposal as the 2012 ending soon. Me still clickling, flipping article journal..still what to write.. Shima on her way coz she continue her research which she done during master...but she havent take CE so cannot present the proposal may be in Jan 2013 ..there will be the second CE what should i do..tonight my brain seem want to read input-ouput table ..its interesting ....a book written in bahasa easy to understand ... i wish i can write in bahasa je.. well i wish all in this photo never give up...even it seem so hard to read nowday and my brain not working much like when we have to attend class.......the third phase look so more challengin ...clas-exam-consulation-ce-destertation .....i believe i can do it...it almost half way ..2yrs to go ..i cant give up .. The guys look happy in this photo also Dr Raihan ... Me and Mr Lim is the first batch in dba ... look like he will graduate first since he had passed the proposal presentation this dec...with bro mas & lokman from the 2nd batch...at least...someone moving forward.. May Allah give me strength to gain knowledge as much as i can and teach other ...

Discipline

It has been more than a month since i got my result.. as i knew to start writting is more challenging than attending class and exam. Because exam you have to sit what ever it is the time will come but to start writting its your own will... Last month i send my proposal to Prof Rokiah but it was rejected. She asked me to come out with other proposal which more related to business. But till now i just cannot write anything ... frankly i dont really like business topic i more interested in economic subject ...and modelling because it easier ... I suppose to meet her after send new proposal but till now i just being lazy ..i took two days leave, plan to spend my time at the libary but in the end i just sleep at home. Now is the second sem 2012 ( we was given 2 semester to complete the research proposal) but i still in lazy mode. Yesterday i read Tun Mahathir Book " A Doctor in the House" i need to have idea to come out with tile objcetive and method ... after reading one of the chapter in his book ..i think i not discipline.. or being lazy. I should force my self rather than following my heart.. Prof must have reason for rejecting my first proposal ... i should not give up. Nothing in this world is easy to achieve and you cannot just pray to Allah swt without doing nothing ..you must pray and work hard. I think Bro Mas, Lokman and Mr. Lim already denfence their proposal because they have thier own topic and supervisor... and they start one sem earlier than me. I wish that after writting this i can come out with better idea on the topic i want to do for my research............. Thinking without action will never have the end, that what i don now. I should start write again .... May ALLAH Bless me

Alhamdulillah!

Just called GSM today... Alhamdulillah i passed my CE ... it worth writting 6 pages each question (and not stand up from 9 to 2 pm during exam). Well i dont think i will take exam that long anymore... Now i understand why prof said i just want you to think and write give example, see your working eniviroment, your organization ..there is no right and wrong answer....to all the question (excpt acct and stats which i did not choose)... Now i must work hard for the third part that is destertation ... May Allah Bless Me and everyone Always