Watching Buletin Utama at TV3 how a 2 years old girls knocked down by a van left alone on the road. The people passed by just let her be not one person but about 6 person ...then and old lady drag her to the side of the road ...later a lady in carry her and taking her to hospital..now the baby i would say juat 2 yrs old then still in comma now...all happen in China. I just wonder how can those people so cruel ignoring the painful baby on the street...i hate watch thing like this... the baby seem just like cat which knock down and left till it dry and mix with the tar ...and become part of the road tar...
...past few days alot of news of abandon baby also happen in Malaysia..a muslim country. if in China i dnt really understand their religion but in Malaysia ..a muslim ctry but the people now also seem like forget the main purpose of they are here in this world ..is as ALLAH servant and be a Khalifah ...now they behave like animal which cnt think what good and bad ..what dosa and pahala..
..i had headache watching and reading the new now days...add on my consultation ..also my hearing ..nose...head..eyes..fever...which is on and off..
...see prof last sundday..he said wil try to find the paper and email to me but till now still none ..wish he still remember.
..my fren offer me to join her doing the consultation next sem...i think if i cant do the ppt to my client bet 1-6 nov i will surrender...mean off to continue next sem...any no rushing for me..i just cant concentrate with my health which is on an off...
..i believe my health is more important...
Allah mumaini fi badani..Allah humaini fi samaai..Allah humaini fi basari....May ALLAH bless me always...
Tuesday, October 18, 2011
Wednesday, October 12, 2011
Proposal ppt last Sunday 11 Oct
I still need too clear what i have to do so i cant start the job...my supervior so busy so difficult to see him ..
so i just create the powerpoint with my own thought..my supervisor was there he seem clear of i presented but i think he dont have time to teach me so ask me to change to DEA ...BUt as my client want me to look at loan pricing...i m so confusion ,,, if the topic is DEA i have start the work.
BUT from what i see all my fren also have difficulties except for the full timer... what i am upset is the coodintor said he want to see us the partime more often esp me ... weired we got offic work and i just think this consultaion is not ness for us...we have to take leave to meet our client ...meaning it depend on our annual leave ..easy to said than done..
ever night i look at the topic ...last night i understand a little bit and i think see about simulation that my supervisor told during the presentation...he just not confidence in me i guess ..why dont he just give me the sample that he told so...
i email never respond ...it add to my stressness... anyway ..doing DBA is just my self satisfaction so nothing to worry. Even if i have to extend this sem ...i have done all the course work..as a part timer ...i got alot of time to write theis and even the comprehensive exam i havent sit yet so...just follow the flow. If i cant do this sem next sem. can do it..
so i just create the powerpoint with my own thought..my supervisor was there he seem clear of i presented but i think he dont have time to teach me so ask me to change to DEA ...BUt as my client want me to look at loan pricing...i m so confusion ,,, if the topic is DEA i have start the work.
BUT from what i see all my fren also have difficulties except for the full timer... what i am upset is the coodintor said he want to see us the partime more often esp me ... weired we got offic work and i just think this consultaion is not ness for us...we have to take leave to meet our client ...meaning it depend on our annual leave ..easy to said than done..
ever night i look at the topic ...last night i understand a little bit and i think see about simulation that my supervisor told during the presentation...he just not confidence in me i guess ..why dont he just give me the sample that he told so...
i email never respond ...it add to my stressness... anyway ..doing DBA is just my self satisfaction so nothing to worry. Even if i have to extend this sem ...i have done all the course work..as a part timer ...i got alot of time to write theis and even the comprehensive exam i havent sit yet so...just follow the flow. If i cant do this sem next sem. can do it..
Wednesday, October 5, 2011
Sickness
i got fever ever night after raya...ulser in my mouth plus flu every moring which i have to take medicine ..now i got hearing problem....i really feel uneasy ....my hearing prob start on Sunday...so i taking leave on Tues & Wed but till now my hearin still not ok..doctor gave said my hear is clean but she gave me liquid to melt the wax and antibiotic coz when she check my hear is ok but dnt know the inner...
But since i got fever and flu before this , it might relate to it..
i wish it heal fast i cant work with sound in my hear....
But since i got fever and flu before this , it might relate to it..
i wish it heal fast i cant work with sound in my hear....
Saturday, October 1, 2011
What should i do
Behind shedule i can say..this is the W4...but i have not complete the proposal for d consultation ... i had met the bank head of the branch he explained but i not really understand ..especially my fren who came with me change the topi to Al Rahu ...i m sad coz we should just focus on the topic ..but he said it so easy later now he quiet...i dont know what happen to him..but for me i have to proceed coz i had aske my bos to help me find me place...but Now ..my superviosr Prof. busy which we should have discussion tommorrow but he wont be around..meaning had to wait next week ( w5,....i think we should present our proposal to the comittee next week anayway...the coodinator also quiet so let it be....
What i should do now....the bank need to use the info before dec..also the final report should be submit end of sem Nov... so worst to worst we have to complete by Nov ..if not meaning i have to redo the project ...
Well let look it in positivly may be it strat late but..when it progres it will be quick one ..insya'allah...
Well ..i m d last minute type of person which most of the time only got idea at the last minute s..now i watch tv and sleeo alot...ofic work non-stop so many request ..can i say i dont want to do...or i dont know how...i think they thought that i m good at stats but actually not...i have to read and open the book when they ask somtehing...i just dnt understand why they think my background is STATS ..i got my first degree in ECON ..la ....where got stats.....How i want to explain to them i m no good at stats..but of course when they ask me i try my best to answer i think that why they think i m stats background ..any i hope what my director said during the meeting wont be true ..i dont like KPI ...
So bef met prof insyallah next week ( if he around ) i will ,meet someone from Affin bank ...she is my best fren freind ...to teach me how bank calculate loan pricing...what else may be if in mood to do dummmy report ...and compete proposal..BUT without METHODOLOGY coz i really dont have idea what method to use ...regression? SWAT analysis?... i saw my fren proposal got al lot of method ...
I just wonder if i can just do DEA for the bank..coz that one i knew how to do ..and like it..
Whatever happen i must think positive and grateful to ALLAH ...coz now i still in good health coz one of our prof got colon cancer stage 4 ..i think critical ..he taught us cor gov...i alwys remembrer during his class i will be out of the world, my mind will be wondering about reality of life, he was so Philosophy ...evey word got so deep meaning sometime i think..he is so amazing and e use the brain ALLAH give us fully...
We have to take quiz almost every week which we read book haha me especially ..he said he was proud of us when we come out with our definition of cor.gov.. (he also had visited my ofic)- also he is kind to me, during our last presentation General Motor..coz he ask me question and he said what he want to see is i can answer with confident) and let me went back home early at 8pm ..bec the ppt finish late at 11pm ...one more think my fren alwys said that prof said if u dont attend clas he will give u zero...but he is a kind person ...he also announced to the class that my grandma passed away..(i not telling anybody BUT he knew it bec visit my ofic and my bos told him)..that why i not attend clas..for two weeks ..
I wish he can recover even my fren said he is too weak..i remeber my sem 1 clasmate DBA colonal had passed away coz of colon cance .. BUT I belive ALLAH knew everthing and give the best to us...Insyallah he will recover..
see the above photo that is prof Arif in last day class he sat infront of me..I sat behind him at the second row..that is my favorite seat..never change place since the DBA clas start.... at this time i looked at him as he is speaking ...(cannot play games coz he will turn back and see what i do) so had to focus and just look at him....BUT IT IS MY STYLE THAT I ALWAYS ADORE PEOPLE WHO CAN THINK DEEP ...i realy adore him especially when he express about REALITY, THE TRUTH, LIFE & ALLAH etc...its really make my brain work ..
..Insya'allah all will be fine...May ALLAH BLESS US ALWAYS
What i should do now....the bank need to use the info before dec..also the final report should be submit end of sem Nov... so worst to worst we have to complete by Nov ..if not meaning i have to redo the project ...
Well let look it in positivly may be it strat late but..when it progres it will be quick one ..insya'allah...
Well ..i m d last minute type of person which most of the time only got idea at the last minute s..now i watch tv and sleeo alot...ofic work non-stop so many request ..can i say i dont want to do...or i dont know how...i think they thought that i m good at stats but actually not...i have to read and open the book when they ask somtehing...i just dnt understand why they think my background is STATS ..i got my first degree in ECON ..la ....where got stats.....How i want to explain to them i m no good at stats..but of course when they ask me i try my best to answer i think that why they think i m stats background ..any i hope what my director said during the meeting wont be true ..i dont like KPI ...
So bef met prof insyallah next week ( if he around ) i will ,meet someone from Affin bank ...she is my best fren freind ...to teach me how bank calculate loan pricing...what else may be if in mood to do dummmy report ...and compete proposal..BUT without METHODOLOGY coz i really dont have idea what method to use ...regression? SWAT analysis?... i saw my fren proposal got al lot of method ...
I just wonder if i can just do DEA for the bank..coz that one i knew how to do ..and like it..
Whatever happen i must think positive and grateful to ALLAH ...coz now i still in good health coz one of our prof got colon cancer stage 4 ..i think critical ..he taught us cor gov...i alwys remembrer during his class i will be out of the world, my mind will be wondering about reality of life, he was so Philosophy ...evey word got so deep meaning sometime i think..he is so amazing and e use the brain ALLAH give us fully...
We have to take quiz almost every week which we read book haha me especially ..he said he was proud of us when we come out with our definition of cor.gov.. (he also had visited my ofic)- also he is kind to me, during our last presentation General Motor..coz he ask me question and he said what he want to see is i can answer with confident) and let me went back home early at 8pm ..bec the ppt finish late at 11pm ...one more think my fren alwys said that prof said if u dont attend clas he will give u zero...but he is a kind person ...he also announced to the class that my grandma passed away..(i not telling anybody BUT he knew it bec visit my ofic and my bos told him)..that why i not attend clas..for two weeks ..
I wish he can recover even my fren said he is too weak..i remeber my sem 1 clasmate DBA colonal had passed away coz of colon cance .. BUT I belive ALLAH knew everthing and give the best to us...Insyallah he will recover..
see the above photo that is prof Arif in last day class he sat infront of me..I sat behind him at the second row..that is my favorite seat..never change place since the DBA clas start.... at this time i looked at him as he is speaking ...(cannot play games coz he will turn back and see what i do) so had to focus and just look at him....BUT IT IS MY STYLE THAT I ALWAYS ADORE PEOPLE WHO CAN THINK DEEP ...i realy adore him especially when he express about REALITY, THE TRUTH, LIFE & ALLAH etc...its really make my brain work ..
..Insya'allah all will be fine...May ALLAH BLESS US ALWAYS
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