PTK

Now i feel in pain .... coz thinking about PTK make my life full of emotion of the previous PTK i experience.

what i cannot forget is when time to present our report... i having my breakfast at that moring and my friend told me that my turn will be earlier coz the previous day most canidate had presented theirs... at that time my ppt not yet complete.... i rush to my room and all the things that i ate during the breakfast out from my stomach...

INTAN

Start Research Method on 15-28 July 2008. Today is the fourth day , till now still don know what i learn.... it just a revise of research method subject i sit on my fourth sem in UKM.

But here is difference because the lecturer is very experience and most of the knowledge is based on his reading ... today
first day ... learn what is research

Today 22 July... we have new lecturer this week... i think i had lost what the lecturer want to teach us... most of our time spending on talking among ourself... the lecturer only teach for the first 2 hours less than. after that we have to work on our own project ( group project) ...

i do learn something new but not really new ... kind of bored now... let see how will be tommorrow....

well today 23 July 08 ..we learn research design about 2 hours take break no already 11 am class not start ... bored ...bored ...

i wish to learn new things but still.... not that good...new instructor i believed... last week the class quiet interesting... however this week so bored....

today 24 July , lectur only in the morning while in the afternoon only discusion...

not much ... we talk about utlize the bed ... not my scope of area...don't understand .. luckly we have lecturer from ... politec who can understand what one of our member talk about... the source of information ...

i think the class is more on social networking... because there is alot of time for us to chat... as usual i not my norm.. one of my freind said ... i like to look down on other ... i must really change that attidue..(why?) its seems like i had follow my boss footstep.. and absorb her behavior.

I need really class... i like to work alone ... and feel impatient of other ... really bad attitude haha...

What to to?

i really lost ... may be i can come out with my proposal... my own one...

Yesterday 28 July .... the last day we present our proposal... in my point of view ours was not correct... quality should be measured by how perceive the services but...and survey is the best method.. but ours we use only secondary data...

i still not clear of what we are doing however the other seem understand ... i can't speak much coz ...

As such it already ended ... i like the lectur part but not the group work coz it seem .... i m in blur ..

Anyway it an experience and i understand more about research method... this is the third time i took the course first time during my first degree ... wajib fakulti... then in MBA... just elektif ... and this one... i gain the best when i do it in MBA coz .. i learn about Analysis Factor ... in my first degree regression and modelling which i used to do my final year project. ..

Actually i really wish in INTAN we could come with the survey question coz never done before... well .... it past. May be i will learn it in the future course.

Well, my group in INTAN were akmar, Fara, Kak Norsiah, and shahlihin... good memories though... also kak basamawati, nadia, mazurah, tini ... other cannot remember.. coz i just sit at my place most of the time and not socialize..

not to forget Mdm Ho is my immediate boss batch in UKM .... she is very difference from my bos.. she is kind

For my Dear Friends

Looking at your face make me feel sad. Why ? there is no more light. Why? I can't tell, but i wish that u not forgetting to take wuduk 5 times a day. No matter how busy u r, how high is ur position, who are ur frirends, where are u are at that moment. Means no excuse. This because take 15 minutes of ur time every five times a day to be grateful to ALLAH of what u are today is more important as u don't know when u will be invited to join others who don't have the chance to do what was told to perform when they are in this world. If you love somebody, love them like u love yourself. May Allah Bless Us Always.

Sometime it is difficult to say something that relate to Rukun Islam yang Lima to your friend.... u don't want to hurt their feeling... but if we rethink ...

As a friend if you know that your friend had changed to be somebody who not same as u knew before after get promoted....

To me as a friend i should tell what is wrong especially....because your friend seem happy with her life now... but this life now ...only temporary... the permanent is there not here...

If you want to be happy here and there ... is not that though... ur in high position and at the same time do what Allah want u to do... you gain both...

If you take 15 minutes of ur time for solat each 5 time a day.. u actually give your soul a rest from whatever misrebale or thing about this world ... then continue working... it will balance your life and your soul... or what we call IQ and EQ...

MBA's Result

After so tension waiting for the final result ....at last today it came out i got B+ for HRM...haha 3 hours reading and vry bad presentation of CCLadder in clas..i think ok la... i always get B+ for paper like this management ....

SM i got A- also grateful... last minutes work and CB also A- (this one i wish it can turn to A coz i work hard for the project paper ) but i think it more based on the the exam ...not doing good reading one day before exam from 8am-7pm .... as usual la.. i don't like to read... that is my problem after 30 minutes surely my mind already out of the topic...

Overall result well not that ok but for me i m grateful coz i can complete the programme on time and don't have result below B. Thinking to further study ...where can i get th $$$ .....

In this world sometime there is people who are lucky ... my friend got A with less of work but the others who work so hard only get less than them... i think that the worst result my freind get for overall sem. coz she the anchor of our group since first sem....she is an A's student.

Well, that what we call rezeki, jodoh dan maut itu ditangan tuhan....

For me my result still in upward trend even not reach what i want need 0.06....some said u need to get 3.5 to do your PHD...hemmm others said .... just pass MBA u can further study don't know ...

Bila Allah cepat makbulkan Doamu

Bila Allah cepat makbulkan Doamu, Maka DIA Menyayangimu,

Bila DIA Lambat Makbulkan doamu, Maka DIA Ingin Mengujimu,

Bila DIA Tidak Makbulkan Doamu, Maka Dia Merancang Sesuatu Yang lebih Baik Untukmu.

Oleh itu, Sentiasalah Bersangka Baik Pada ALLAH Dalam Apa Jua Keadaan Pun... Kerana Kasih sayang ALLAH Itu Mendahului KemurkaanNya. ."

Ayat -Ayat Al-Quran Untuk Diamalkan

aYAT2 AL QURAN UNTUK DIAMALKAN
Untuk elak suami/isteri dan anak2 bergaduh
Surah Al Baqarah - Ayat 102

Anak2 pandai belajar
Surah Al Anbiyaa ' - Ayat 79

Anak2 lembut hati/ elak panas baran
Surah Al Anbiyaa - Ayat 69,
Surah Al Hasyr - Ayat 22-24

Anak2 malas sekolah
Surah Toha ayat 1-5

Supaya Suami tak kawin lain
Surah Toha - Ayat 39 - mula dari tanda Jim kecil

Ayat pendinding
Ayat akhir surah At Taubah

Bg anak2 yg suka keluar malam
Surah Ar Ruum Ayat 31. Baca 33x
Untuk jadi pendinding rumah
Surah Al Baqarah dibaca & tiup pd air , dan semburkan keliling rumah

From Ku's email

The moment you are in tension

The moment you are in tension
You will lose your attention
Then you are in total confusion
and you’ll feel irritation
Then you’ll spoil personal relation
Ultimately, you won’t get co-operation
Then you’ll make things complication
Then your BP may also rise caution
And you may have to take medication
Instead, understand the situation
And try to think about the solution
Many problems will be solved by discussion
Which will work out better in your profession
Don’t think it’s my free suggestion
It is only for your prevention
If you understand my intention
You’ll never come again to tension !!!

My Director

We just attend a farewell lunch for my director. I feel sad coz she have to leave the divison

I remember in Startegic Management Prof said that...A good leader is the one who follows.

"A good leader is the one who always listen". ....To me my director " is the best leader i have ever work with since i joined the organization. Thank you so much for making my life happier eventhough it is just for a short period...

A leader cannot be emotional ... if you take the leader ..the followers will have no direction ...

In 2000 i was once thrown out from my Unit by my small boss... i feel so depress but my director (not this one) at that time float me to do other job... till one day my boss asked me to join back the unit... i feel so weak at that time ...when she throw me out... my world seem meaningless just like .... everything gone... I am so depress..and later on i got a symptom that i seem will give impact to my future..

I was under medication later on they called it young hypertention ... i lost my vision for about 15 minutes..and had to undergo a lot of test ....such as eye test, MRI-for brain , for heart (ECG-scanning).. the Dr afraid that i had blood cloth (darah beku) so they gave me pill to cairkan my blood.

After about more than six months test here and there i am ok ... Dr. said hope it only once in my life time.


I wish that my director will always be brave not to fall sick like me ... in a big organization like i work now people seem to only accept the person like them... not talk too much... well ...in it all about culture.... work culture.... if you cannot accept my work culture ...then get out...

I'm not in mood to work today... wish tomorrow will be better for everyone...

My Friend is a lecturer

I think it is not easy to be a mother, a lecturer, a sudent and a wife...

see the photo of my friend.... she is the one ...but she is cool....

Guess this is my friend daughter ... second child.... so cute Zulfa